~One month~
Your pov,
"One month baby boy you're one month" I whisper to my sleeping son I cuddle my face in his little neck kissing his cheek, i have to go into work later today but we have to take Caleb to the doctors for his one months shots which I hate I just hope he's asleep and doesn't feel them as much
Lauren was out with Camila shopping for more diapers and bottles for Caleb but they been gone for almost two hours...I should've just went they stay looking at all the baby clothes and buy so many stuff,
I laid on my side of the bed and held Caleb's little hand shutting my eyes
Lauren and I are better now but we still have our little fights its always about Dinah, I should get over it but Lauren seems to pick her side more then mine now lately
I don't know whats going on with them but if I wanna be the bigger person and stop bring a big baby I should just ignore it and if she ends up leaving me then..I just have to find a way to get over my first and only lover
I sighed smoothing my thumb in the back of my son's hand
I feel a pair of lips on mine I smiled kissing back she pulled away and I reopen my eyes seeing those breathtaking emerald eyes
"I'm home baby"
"Finally" she giggled kissing me once again
"Was Caleb good" I nodded she went over to him and kissed his head smoothing his hair
"Ugh why do we have to take him to the doctors" I chuckled sitting up
"I hate when he cries it hurts me" I nodded once again
Ever since Dinah started to come over and Lauren seem to enjoy her company more then mine I just don't speak to her as much, yes we may seem fine kiss and joke but I try not to talk to her as much and Lauren had figured out rather quickly on my stupid idea
"You aren't talking again" She whispered looking up at me
I just shrugged my shoulder my phone started ringing I took it out and smile its Zayn
"Hello" I answer getting off the bed and walking out the room,
We got to the doctors appointments and had to wait about 20 minutes that whole 20 minutes were kinda awkward because Lauren was on her phone while I held Caleb, I didn't mind carrying him but I miss how Lauren would start a conversation with me or just talk to Caleb or hug me whatever
"Celeb Y/l/n Jauregui" I stood up with Caleb and waited for Lauren she picked up the car seat and baby bag following behind me
After Caleb's check up and shots we headed back home it was as usual as every other day
Caleb was wide awake now I laid him gently on the bed kissing his head
"Hey bud does the shots still hurt" I whisper to him smoothing my thumb on his arm where the band-aid is "yeah? but don't worry mommy will be with you today, I have to work today" I kissed his cheek once again he grabbed onto my finger holding tightly
I smiled waving our hands, I don't think I would be with Lauren if it wasn't for this little guy because I would've found out about her past with Dinah either way, Caleb just happen to be here already and well he's the only reason I'm still with Lauren for the way she is act now I think I would've left her by now...but let me just stop thinking like that and just enjoy the time I still have Lauren and Caleb with me
I feel Lauren wrap her arms around my neck leaning onto my back kissing my cheek, moments like this I love but their are other times she doesn't pay no mind to me
"I love you Y/n don't you ever forget that" she whispered kissing my cheek once again I sighed placing my hand on hers "I love you too Lauren" I feel her smile holding me tight
Lauren's pov,
"Camila this was a stupid idea" I groan flopping on the couch "What is?"
"Camila Y/n looks so sad and unloved I have no idea why I agreed to your stupid idea" I said looking over to her
Camila some how convinced me to some what ignore and not give much attention to Y/n just to see how much Y/n really does love us Caleb and I
I regret doing this to her I already know how much Y/n loves Caleb and I, Camila just doesn't believe me when I tell her that, ever since that big fight we had between Dinah and Y/n ignoring me Camila thinks it was a good time for some pay back but I hate it my girlfriend looks depressed and thats the last thing I ever wanted Y/n to feel.
"And? she made you feel that same way she is feeling now"
"I'm over that Camz she had a right to be angry with me and I don't" I sat up picking up my phone seeing I got a text from Y/n
Babyy💘- I'm gonna go out with Zayn for a while after work, don't wait up baby
I bit my bottom lip,
"Whats wrong?"
"Y/n is going out with her friend Zayn tonight, Camz last time she went out with Zayn she came home drunk and high out her mind"
Camila sighed "ill um stay here if she does come drunk or high..or both ill help her up to your room"
"no Camz I can handle it and this stupid pay back shit I'm done with it, I just want to live my happy little family life now we aren't kids anymore" Caleb started crying I stood up walking up to his room leaving Camila
~2 In Morning~
I laid Caleb in his crib placing the blanket on top of him and placing the teddy bear Y/n got him under his arm,
"Goodnight amor" I picked up the baby monitor I finally got him to bed he didn't want to sleep I just cant have him up when Y/n comes home I'm just worried shes drunk and forgets about Caleb
I walked into my room and my phone was ringing I pick it up and see Zayn's name I raised a brow but answered
"Hello"
"Hey Lauren um..is-is Caleb in bed"
"um yeah why?"
"Well can-can you come get Y/n were in the drive way and she doesn't want to go inside, maybe if she sees you she'll remember s-she lives here"
"Okay I'll be out in two minutes" I sighed ending the call and getting my shoes and Y/n's hoodie putting that on and bring the baby monitor with me
I walked out and Zayn got out the car
"Hey Lauren, I'm so sorry I swear I tried my best not to let her get this drunk but-" I cut him off
"Its fine let me just take her from you" I open the door and see Y/n laying on the seats laughing to her self
"Zayn! this isn't..my-my house I'm..I'm not going in there"
"Y/n yes it is" she picked her head up and looked confused
"Why are you here?"
"Y/n you're home come on let go inside"
"No" she laid back down
"why not?" I grab her jacket from her lap and she sat up
"I don't want to be in a place where someone doesn't want me to be"
"What are you talking about?" I asked
"Don't play dumb Lauren! You don't love me anymore"
"What the hell are you talking about Y/n hurry up and get out the car!" I pulled on her arm but she pulled back
"NO go back to Dinah! because that clearly who you want!"
This is all Camila's fault I'm going to kill her I knew Y/n was hurt
I was gonna argue back but i hear Caleb crying from the baby monitor I groan throwing her her jacket back
"Fine stay out her or leave what ever i don't care I have a baby I need to take care of!" I yelled walking pass Zayn into my house
Zayn's pov,
"Y/n what hell is wrong with you! Lauren is trying to help you inside"
"I don't need or want her fucking help!" she yelled stumbling out the car
"Where the hell are you going?"
"Anywhere but fucking here" I ran after her stopping her
"Talk to me Y/n what the hell is going on with you and Lauren"
She shook her head pushing me away "Y/n tell me!" "NO!"
I pushed her back before she walked away from me "Zayn MOve!" "Whats going on!"
If I push a little more she will tell me I know she will I asked at the bar but she didn't want to talk to me
"I don't fucking understand Lauren!," she yelled with tears in her eyes
"what are you talking about?"
"All I do...all I do is try and be a good mother and girlfriend and-and she just pushes me away! what the fuck am I doing wrong" she sobbed I wrapped my arms around her letting her cry
"I love them to much to let them go" I nodded hugging her tightly
~Next Morning~
Y/n woke up with a headache I gave her a pill and we ate breakfast a normal morning we didnt talk about yesterday but i want to talk to her about it
"I think-" I start she looks at me so I continue
"I think you should give Lauren a few days to chill-well not just Lauren you too" she looked down to her plate
"Y/n this is really you're first real serious relationship and I mean a lot has happen, you got kicked out your parents house, had to keep your relationship a secret for about four months, fought one of your teachers, then you couldn't go out for about two months, and then baby Caleb was born after some fight with Lauren and now again come on Y/n you guys need a little breather"
Y/n looked at me and sighed "You're right"
"I love you two together but this is kinda a unhealthy relationship for you" She nodded
"But what about Caleb I cant just leave him" I nodded "I know Ari and I will help you see him Lauren needs to understand this"
A/n: Well I don't know what the hell I was thinking but yeah lets bring some drama so this book wont end right? :)