Harry Styles (Request)
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For Lexi
Things between Harry and I have been going great lately. He had just arrived from tour a couple of weeks ago. The thing that kept me wondering is how long would he stay loyal to me? Yes I know Harry would never cheat but he had needs that I can't fulfill. I want to wait till marriage to lose my virginity. Harry respected that completely. Last night it was a complete different story. We were watching Love Actually to kill time. Half way through the movie Harry got really turned on. So he began to kiss me roughly. That I didn't mind but when his hands wondered up my t-shirt I had to stop. It was a promise I made to myself and my family to stay pure. Which I plan on doing.
But last night I couldn't help it. Losing my virginity till marriage is a long way, and Harry would always tease me. So it made it more difficult. Something in the corner of the back of my mind made me question. How long will Harry wait? We've dated for 2 years now. Could he possibly wait any longer for me?
Today Harry over slept, we planned on going shopping. Since he was still asleep I decided to call Eleanor for a girls day. She agreed quickly. The store Harry and I would always shop at was Levi's so that's where we were heading first. Paparazzi were crazed today more than usual. All the questions they asked were completely out of topic. Eleanor knew how to handle the situation so it helped a lot. One thing that caught me off guard was when one of them asked me if I knew about "Haylor" sneaking around. The thoughts kept flowing in my mind. Was Harry still seeing her? Is he doing it behind my back? Does he even love her?"
"Lexi, you okay." Eleanor questioned. She looked slightly concerned. She must have heard what they asked me too.
"Yeah, I'm fine. Just, lets get a shirt. Then I wanna go home. I don't feel good." All we bought was a simple white t-shirt. Eleanor understood my problem that I was having a drove me home in one swift moment.
"I hope everything is okay, Lexi. Call me if you need anything." Eleanor insisted. I thanked her quietly and told her I would meet up with her to talk about today.
As I got into the flat it was suspicious for some reason. Something didn't feel right at all. Gave me the chills. That's when I heard it. Moaning. "Har-Harry, your so good." No this isn't happening. I'm just hearing things Lexi. "I'm so close, baby." That was his voice. That's the voice that promised me he would never hurt me. That's the voice that told me countlessly that he loves me. But that's also the voice that cheated on me. And I knew exactly with who. Taylor.
The only options I had was to leave right away or confront him right now. My footsteps were loud but not as loud as the moaning. How could he?! After everything we've been through!? The door to our bedroom was right there. Where we've spent hours talking and cuddling. Now it is the place where he cheated on me. Tears brimmed in the corner of my eyes. They would fall at any moment, but I wasn't going to let Harry see any of that.
"Harry." I asked plainly. I had already opened the door just to see Harry on top of Taylor. My heart rate was so fast. It was breaking slowly. I didn't even care. "Harry!" I said with more authority. This time he heard me. His eyes widened and he pulled out of her quickly. They both looked happy with themselves. That's what hurt even more. Harry put on some boxers, in that time Taylor got her stuff and left.
I just stood there speechless. What could I say? The man I've been in love with just cheated on me! He didn't even apologize! Harry looked at me as fine nothing had happen like everything was okay, but it wasn't. "How was your day?" He causally asked me. I had enough.
"How could you!? Did our relationship mean nothing to you!?" Anger, disappointment and disgust was displayed on my eyes. He thinks everything is about him. Harry used to be so different, he cared about little things I did. Now it's like he doesn't care.
"I didn't do anything wrong!" Wow, that was his excuse.
"You just cheated on me!!" Yelling was something Harry and I never did. It was always bottled up.
"Yeah? Well maybe I would've have cheated if you pleased me!"
"How could you even say that! You knew I was waiting till marriage." I felt Harry's hot breath trickle down my neck. We were now staring into each other eyes intentionally. All I could see was anger in his eyes.
"I'm sorry, Lexi. We're all not perfect and innocent like you." He spat out at me. Who was this!? This isn't the Harry I feel in love with. My wrist got pinned to above my head and my back was backed up against the wall. He had me trapped. His nostrils were flaring, teeth gritting, jaw clench. I've never seen this side of Harry nor do I want to. My eyes looked down at the floor trying not to let Harry see me cry.
"Look at me when I'm talking to you!!" His angered never got out of control, or so I though. The grip on my wrist tighten, his other hand grabbed my chin forcefully getting me to look him in the eyes. Those weren't the eyes that shined. That beamed with love and passion. They were now dark green full of hate and anger. This isn't Harry. This was the Harry that the paparazzi displayed him as. My eyes locked onto his. Scared what Harry might do. I know he would never hurt me, but I also thought he would never shout at me.
"Let me go." I said calmly. Maybe if I pretend everything is okay he'll come to his senses. His hands fell from my wrist and went to my waist gripping it now. He still had me up against the wall. Being with Harry for 2 years taught me how to get out of this position. My hands firmly pressed to his chest to shove him off. Accomplishing that task got me time to get my stuff packed. Harry didn't look please with me action. So he grabbed the suitcase I had in my hands and threw it some where else.
"Why are you acting like this!? I did nothing wrong!!" How could he?! He spelt with another girl on OUR bedroom.
"You cheated on me!" Looking around the bedroom my eyes fell on go Harry. He sat on the bed, hands in his hair. At that moment I felt the need to comfort him. But I couldn't do it. Harry looked up at me, I saw his eyes were red and puffy. He broke down, Harry would never cry in front of me unless it's really hurting him.
"So, y-your just gonna leave me?" His plead made me tear up. The way his voice cracked in the middle made me wanna forget everything that happened, but it was going to be difficult.
"Yeah." After saying that I looked down at my car keys which I still had in my hands. With that said I walked out of the room. Ignoring Harry's cries and pleads for me to stay, to forgive him for his wrong doing. I felt numb, everything around me was fading. The one guy I trusted, the one guy that made me fall so hard for him, hurt me in the worst possible way. Now it was over.
London looked so peaceful this evening. Sunset ing slowly in the horizon. Instead of taking the car, I decided to walk and get some air. Clear my mind off things. People were glazing at me, giving me weird and sympathetic smiles. That's right my eyes are still puffy from crying. I don't even know how long I walked but I ended up on Niall door step. He knew everything about Harry and I. I could trust Niall with anything. So why not come to him?
"Lexi? What's wrong!?" He said after opening the door. That's when all the memories for today came flooding back. The fight. It wasn't like any fight we've had before, it was different.
"H-Harry, he ch-cheated on me." I shuttered at the though of it. He pulled me inside and hugged me tightly saying everything was going to be okay. Which it wasn't. Niall demanded me on telling him what happened today. So I did. To where I've began to doubt to me walking out. Niall's expression didn't surprise me at all. None of them thought Harry would ever do that to somebody. But they were wrong, it happened to me.
Night that, Niall cuddled me in his arms. It wasn't the same though. Harry and I would talk about anything when we cuddle. Niall is only doing this because he feels sorry for me. Sympathy was the last thing I needed right now. I got out of our embrace and told Niall I was going to bed. Whenever Harry and I had our fights I'd sleep over at Niall's so I headed to the guest room. Just the way I left it, I thought.
The sunshine shined through the curtains. It was now morning. Birds chirping, not a cloud in the sky. Today should be perfect. Forget about my past and move on. Forget the pain Harry caused me and find someone else. But how could I forget everything? The times Harry would sing me to sleep when I had a hard time. The times where Harry planned romantic dates just to see me smile. His jokes that were so odd but still managed to make me laugh. How comforting he was when I needed him. Harry made me fall in love with him, something no one has done. I kinda understood why he cheated me. But at the same time it was no excuse. He knew I wanted to wait till marriage. I don't understand what happened.
Harry's P/O/V
All that I remember last night was Lexi walking out on me. How could I let my hormones get in the way. That's the only reason why I called Taylor. It was obviously a mistake. When I asked Lexi if she was leaving and she responded with a yes it broke my heart. It hurt more seeing her cry, knowing I was the reason. Usually I didn't cry in front of her but that night everything came out. I felt like going to the pub to get wasted but I couldn't. The pain in my chest was much worse. Alcohol wouldn't stop the pain. Only Lexi would.
Since we've just gotten back from tour we had to go to the studio to get out new album finished. Honestly, I wanted to stay. Everything that happened last night still had me hurting. How could I? I had the perfect girl with me and I screwed that up. She probably hates me now. Then when I lost my temper, yelled at her and made her looks at me. Sent shivers down my spine. That wasn't me. It's just I have needs, I respected her wishes to wait, but I got tired of my hand. So I did something I was ashamed of.
Right now I could just imagine Lexi in tears. I promised her I wouldn't hurt her, wouldn't do anything to make her scared of me. I was suppose to protect her from anything or anyone. But I can't even protect her from my other side. It was only 8 am so I had a good hour to get ready before heading to the studio.
By the time I got ready, I still looked like a mess. My eyes had bags underneath them. Eyes still puffy. I was a mess. Hopefully the lads wouldn't say anything about it. The studio was only a short drive. As I got out, I saw the other lads. Niall didn't look at all happy to see me. Well today couldn't get any worse.
All through the session Niall sent me daggers. Liam and Zayn questioned me about my sadness while Louis tried to cheer me up. Niall only seemed to be making rude comments. Saying I deserve to be alone to have no one. He was right. I hurt someone that loved me with their whole heart, and I just shattered it. We've worked for a few hours, currently it was lunch time. They all went to a restaurant down the block. I stayed at the studio just thinking.
Begin without Lexi made me not eat or sleep properly. Looking down at my phone it was a picture of us on our first date. I had taken her to the carnival. Even won her a big stuff animal. When we were walking I couldn't help but stare she looked so beautiful, breath-taking. I had to make the moment last and asked someone to take our picture. It came out perfect. Our first date made me fall head over heels for her. Now we were nothing.
"If your pretending from
The start like this, with a
Tight grip, then my kiss
Can mend your broken
Heart, I might miss everything
You said to me, and I can
Lead ya broken parts that
Might fit like this, and I
Will give you all my heart,
So we can start it all
Over again."
I kept singing that chorus over and over again. It made me cry. I lost someone I can't live without. My life had no meaning without her. How was I going to make her mine again?
Then I knew. Niall is acting like that because she told him. That means she's staying at Niall's flat. We still had an 1 to ourselves. All them should still be at the restaurant. I'm gonna make her mine again even if it kills me.
Lexi's P/O/V
Niall left a sticky note on the fridge saying he'd be home at 5. Great I get to spent sometime by myself. Note the sarcasm. I really didn't feel like eating so I skipped and got dressed in clothes I left here a while back. The couch was just there looking comfy so I sat on it making it less lonely. I turned on the TV to see Niall had a code on it. Who has a code on their TV's!? Ugh well that ruined my day.
The day went on slowly, Niall should he home any minute now. When I said that the door opened to see a tired looking Niall. "How was your day, Nialler?" Boy did he looks upset about something. Niall oceanic blue eyes landed on mine. His facial expression soften.
"Fine, I'm going to have a shower." He left only to me confused to why he was upset. Then there was a knock on the door. It could have been one of the lads so I opened the door only to spot rose petals on the door step. They lead a trail, I put my shoes on a followed it. As I reached the end of trail I was left dazed. The was beautiful. It lead me to the park. There lots of rose petals scattered every where. Lights hanging from the trees. And candles in the shape of a heart. That's when he walked out.
Harry. He wore a tux. Curls in a mess, eyes red and puffy from crying. Mines probably were too, I thought. I took a step back ready to leave. At that moment he lightly gripped my waist. Not wanting me to leave him.
"Please, let me say this." He placed his other hand on my cheek, stroking it softly. It made me relax a little bit. "I know what I did was wrong. I know you probably hate me right now. But I love you so much. When you left I was broken. Seeing you cry, seeing you walk away from me hurts. I know I don't deserve another chance but let me make it up to you." He practically begged for forgiveness. Harry wiped away a tear that rolled down my face. I hadn't even notice I was crying. Should I take him back?
"Please, without you my life is nothing. Your my world. Your my everything." Harry quietly stated. I thought of the same thing. Without Harry my life had no purpose. I don't even know how I survived so many years without him. Now that he was her I wasn't going to let him go. Not after everything we've been through. So I put my hands on Harry's cheeks and kissed him passionately . I put all my emotions into it. At first he was startled by it but soon relaxed. His lips molted into mine perfectly.
Everything was the way it should be. We pulled back, smiling like idiots. "Does that mean I'm forgiving?" He lightly laughed knowing the answer.
"We'll see about that." I placed a single kiss on his lips before hugging him.
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This is personally my favorite imagine I've written!!! Love it!!! Didn't like the fact I added "Haylor" never shipped them and never will. Sorry but I hated it. If I offended any of you Taylor fans what ever your called get over it! Love ya!! Hope you liked it as much as I did Lexi!!! @your_beautiful_
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