I searched the closet for clothes to change into, i found this beautiful long silky white dress, these guys have good taste, although they did get me clothes that ranged from classy to bad bitch, and i love the bad bitch cause i am one, i laughed at myself, i took a quick shower and braid my long dark brown hair which landed past my mid back, i loved my hair and i took me forever to get it this long,i walked out the room and walked down the hall towards the kitchen cause I'm hungry, i saw Joe and Fabian talking on a low whisper i grabbed the first thing i saw which was a banana and plopped down on a seat next to the island and peeled the banana open as they continued to talk, just as i was about to bite the banana their conversation died i looked up to see those fuckers starting intently at my mouth
Fucking hell cant a starving girl eat her banana in peace i snap the banana in half and plopped it in my mouth
"Well i should get going" Fabian speak
"Yeah,bring a couple of people with you at the location i gave you" Joe said
"Yes sir" Fabian nodded and walked out the door
"Joe" i called out as he got up
"What"
"I'm hungry" i said
"Then make something" he replied
I'm starving and there is barley nothing in the fridge, i have to go groceries shopping. my kids are not gonna be eating lots of take-out its bad for there health, but damn it i'm hungry i didn't eat breakfast today because my kids eat as if there both grown men , i looked over to clock and it was 1:00
I shouldn't do this, i might be wrong, he get might be angry,or hell he wouldn't care, but i need food
"JOE" i screamed
"What the fuck do you want, damn your fucking annoying" he yells slamming his office door
I placed myself to the ground, hiding behind the island this can go two ways and I'm hoping it will go the way i want
"I'm dying"
"Then die bitch" he replied, imma ignored that
"How could you do this to a pregnant women" i yelled
I don't even i know if that's true, i might not be pregnant
I heard a door slam open and heavy footsteps
"Fucking Sofia" Joe roars, and i just piss my pants, shouldn't have said that
I crawled to the other side of the island when i heard footsteps coming closer to me, i peeked back and saw Joe leaning over the island. okay that shit was scary
"Sofia i'll get you tacos"
My ears perked up and i jumped up from my place, i fucking love tacos
"I love tacos"
Joe turned his head to look at me and a dark look cross his features, he stalked over to me and i stood there frozen, he reached me picked me up and roughly sat me on the island, trapping me when he placed his big muscular arms on either side of my body
"Don't fucking say that again"
"Why, i really do love tacos" i was confused, why cant i say that
"DON'T FUCKING SAY YOUR PREGNANT" he roared in my face
I wanted to back away from him, but i cant
"Why" i said quietly
"Because i don't fucking want it, if i didn't wanted the first two, what makes you think ill want this one" he roars again, i sat there big angry tears sliding down my face
This fucking asshole
I pulled my hand up and slapped him so damn hard my hand sting, but wait i didn't stop there i backhanded the mother fucker, he didn't do anything, just stood there as if he doesn't believe what just came out of his mouth
"I didn't asked you to come barging into my kids life, we don't fucking need you, we were doing just fine without you, and may that be the last fucking time YOU CALL MY CHILDREN A MISTAKE, CAUSE THERE MORE THEN THAT" i screamed
I pushed at his chest roughly and ran out the door, what a fucking asshole as i walked out i slammed the door shut, i need air, i cannot even right now, i walked down the steps and out the other door
I though that he at least cared about Cecilia and Lucas, but he doesn't, so why should i stay here in a place where Joe can make hell for me and my kids where anything and everything is possible
I saw a nice looking car, i stepped closer and peered inside the windows that are tinted but i see a pair of keys, AWESOME, luck is on my side i opened the car door and looked back at the beautiful house and saw Joe at the window looking confused but when he saw me open the car door, realization crossed his eyes
he looked so vulnerable i saw pain, hurt, and betrayal cross his features, which i know damn well anit for me, damn he must really love his car, id love it too, i don't know much about cars but i do know this gray sliver looking car is beautiful and it looks like it runs fast too
I looked back at Joe one more time
"Bye" i said into the wind
'Dont you fucking dare' i saw his lips move
I hopped into the car, turned the keys and sped down the road i looked into the rear view window and saw a large crack in the window, whatever I'm going to go get my kids
At least that what i thought
When i was driving i forgot the little trip i had to make to the gate
When i saw the gate in view i forgot that the guards were the only ones able to open the gate because that fucking gate was like 8 stories tall, and the worse part was that Joe must of notify them not to open
I heard a roar
Fucking A
I looked in the review mirror
A red car was going full speed down the road behind me and i had no doubt in my mind that was Joe
I step hard on the gas pedal and the car went off
I was push back in my seat by how fast i was going
I press the brake on the car once i arrive at the gate and jump out of the car and ran toward the woods, i had a feeling those bastards wont help me on this one
I heard a car screeching to a stop and footstep behind me but that wasn't the worse part
The worst part was how fast it sounded
Shit a demon was chasing me
I was tackled to the ground, i struggled against Joe but he just straddled my hips and pinned my hands above my head with one of his. His other hand cupped my chin
"Why did you run"
I scoffed, his he fucking serious right now
"Sofia, anit gonna ask again"
"Are you fucking bipolar" i asked
He glared at me
"Sofia" he growled
"God damn it Joe, why did you think i ran...it was because of your hurtful words you asshole, even though they weren't for me you said those words of something of mine, damn it there something of yours too and you go and say shit like that, if you don't fucking care for them, then we might as well leave" i said looking straight into his eyes
"Sofia, i didn't mean that, i say things i don't mean sometimes and you get me so fucking frustrated, i shouldn't have said what i said because i know my kids anit a mistake and your fucking right, there more that, they mean the world to me already and i cant let what i have with them go but Sofia this is gonna keep happen i'm gonna say some shit when i'm angry you cant just leave me, you cant just leave without me, you just need to wait a little for me to clam down and not run off" he replied
I don't know what to say
"So you are bipolar?"
"You just had to ruin it didn't you" he blew out a breath and got off me and pulled me up with him
"What time is it" i asked ignoring what he said
He looked at the watch on his wrist
"They don't get off in about a hour"
"How do you know who i'm talking about" i put my hand on my hips
"Please Sofia, you have you no friends"
"Yes i do" i lied
He looked at me and rolled his eyes
"Hey i hear water i wanna go check it out" i said walking towards the sound of water
"The fuck babe, don't got time for this shit, lets go"
"Well you can leave, i'm gonna stay here and explore"
I said still trying to lose his grip on my hand
"No"
"Oh come on baby please" i purred
He look at me for the longest time
He raised a brow
I raised the hand that had a iron grip on my hand and brought it to my lips and look him dead in the eyes
I licked his knuckles and he tensed but relaxed when i continued, that when i did it
I bit his hand and he drew his hand back roughly
"Fucking shit"
I ran to the sound of a waterfall that i heard earlier
When i ran the last tree to get to my destination
I thought i was gonna die by the image in front of me
A huge waterfall and across from the water is a flied of blue roses
"Joe!! OH MY GOD, do you see this"
I looked back at Joe who was leaning against the tree looking at me and not the beautiful scenery behind me while rubbing his hand
"It's beautiful right"
He was still looking at me
"Most beautiful thing i seen in my fucked up life mama"
I looked back at the water and couldn't stop the blush spreading across my face, the water was clear but there was something black looking under water that looked to be a size of a body, that's a big ass rock. i wanna stand on it
"How deep is the water"
"Deep" was all he said
I shurgged my shoulders
I took a step back and began running in the water
"Sofi-"
He was cut of by the splash of water when i jumped in
I was swimming under water minding my own business, i came back up needing air
Joe was sitting on the grass looking at me
"COME IN!!" i yelled
"I fucking hate it when you yell"
I giggled
"Well? are you"
"Fuck no, not about to get wet and drive home in heavy ass clothes"
"Oh well"
I began swimming towards the big rock that was under water that i saw earlier
I stopped halfway and look at Joe
For some reason i was beginning to fell uneasy about something
"You sure?"
He sighed
"Fucking hate repeating myself" he muttered
"I said no, and swim right" he yelled
Swim right?
"What do you mean i am swimming right?"
"You look like a dog swimming in water"
"How dare you! Joe it called doggie style okay"
"I like doggie style, ill teach you my way later" he smirked
I rolled my eyes and began swimming doggie style towards the rock under water
I got on top of it now the water reached just under my breast
"Nice fucking view"
I look down i forgot i was wearing my white dress and now that i was in water you can see my black lace bra
I laughed
I started feeling the rock under my feet and thought that it was a little soft under my feet
Eww is that seaweed
I was about to look down when Joe stood up
"Alright come out of the water mama"
"Aright"
"This rock feels weird, feels like i'm standing on-" i look down and saw the rock under me had two brown eyes and was looking at me
I stood in fear and look at the rock no person under me
Mind you the water is clear i looked at Joe
tears running down my face
"mama?"
I stuck my arms out like a child would do when they wanted to be carried
"Joe! come here now I'm to scared to move"
i started crying i keep thinking that the person under me is gonna grab me and drag me under water
Joe stared running in the water
joe was halfway in water when i felt something brush against my feet and i was brave enough to look down and saw the person hand was brushing up aganint my calf
"Oh god!JOE I DON'T WANNA STAND HERE ANYMORE" i screamed
Joe reached me and pulled me towards him and we both swam towards the shore, i was breathing hard as we walked over to the car, Joe lead me to the red car and sat me down in the passenger seat and we drove back to the house i was still crying. Joe intertwined our hands together and kissed the back of my hand
"It's okay baby"
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A/N
sorry guys we haven't posted in a while, we had a bunch of exams to take and study for
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