Sanyu ws crying her heart out....
d feelings she ws hiding in her heart from past one year... she juz wanted to feel light by sharing her heart to someone. ..
she trusted kausto as sanyu know she will not let this secret out anywhere...
Kausto was consoling sanyu...evn she ws confused wat shud she suggest sanyu to do at dis point....evn she ws clueless..
Sanyu: mujhe woh bilkul pasand nahi hai kausto...i ...i juz hate him...sanyu sniffed..
Kausto ws rubbing her back signalling her to continue.....
Sanyu too poured her heart out....as she also wanted to get rid out of d hidden feelings n pain she ws suffering bcz of her past & present....
Sanyu: maine jab usse pehli baar class mai dekha toh...toh mujhe laga mera param wapas aa gaya...i ws more thn happy dat tym..
i thought god cant b merciless... but..
whn i approached him he jerked me off....
mujhe laga woh mazak kr rha hai...mujhe bolkr ki woh Param nahi koi randhir hai sanyu said crying
My heart said ki he is my Param & he is juz joking wid me & after some days he will come to me n will apologize me..n hug me lyk before
but no woh nahi aaya ...nahi aaya woh...he ws not joking.....he ws not my param kausto...wo sirf randhir hai...rude arrogant jerk...heartless *sob* usse kisike feelings ki kadar nahi hai* sob* woh sirf apne bare mei sochta hai..
Maine yeh baat mere parents ko bhi nahi batayi kausto...nahi batayi *sob* but....
but destiny played a wicked game wid me Kausto...
mere parents ne meri shaadi ussi insan se fix kr di jisse main sabse jyaada nafrat krti hoon *sob*
but i cant deny my parents kausto...*sniff *
dey r my everything kuch bhi kr sakti hoon main unke liye..aur woh log bhi meri khushi k liye kuch bhi kr sakte hai....*sniff*
but unko yeh pata nahi ki meri khushi sirf param hai....i ...i cant frgt him ....he is no more in dis world but he is in my *sob* heart n again sanyu hugged Kausto....
Kausto went numb as sanyu ws hiding dis much of pain since years...hence she wanted sanyu to open up her pain ...
Sanyu again continued ..."rd mujhse shaadi sirf revenge k liye kr rha hai...kyuki m more capable thn him....bol kausto isme* sob*...meri kya galti hai ki mujhe best engineer banna hai...
Kya galti hai sanyu asked lyk a child..
Kausto juz nodded...
Sanyu continued ...".but no kausto ....no ab main uske samne weak nahi banungi...."
i ll not let him rule my lyf...bcz this is my lyf....iss male dominating society mei main yeh dikhaungi ki evn girls can rule over boys....
i ll teach dat rd a lesson.....bhale uska chehra param se milta ho but i ll not spare him....
agar woh sher hai toh main savva sher banungi....agar woh unnis hai toh main ikkis banungi....but i ll not let him to rule my lyf....
bcz its MY LIFE MY CHOICE.....
Wid this a well determined....well focused....ambitious sanyu rose who will fight against world...n d devil in hr life...
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