7 Months Later
My Life Have Been Getting Back On Track , I Told The Police What Happened , And Stuff. My Mom Had Left Almost Half Of An Million In My Name. Damnnn , Being A Lawyler Paids Off. Anyways , My Stomach Feels Like Its Getting Bigger and Bigger Each Day. Yes , Im Pregnancy By That Boy Who Rape Me, I Dont Believe In Killing Babies But Im Not Gonna Protest About The Abortion , If They Wanna Kill Their Seed Then Let Them. Anyways , Im Having A Baby Girl . I Live In A Nice Little Condo , along The Boardwalk and The Beach In Malibu. I Have My License and All , I Have An Bestfriend Name Kaheem , But He Visiting His Grandma For 2 months, so he wont be here for The Baby Birth. Sad Face , But I Need To Buy Some More Clothes and Shoes, and I Need Some More Shoes.
So I Got Up Out Bed , Went Into The Bathroom and Did My Hygienes and Put On This ( Outfit On The Side ) . I Put My Hair In A Bow Bun and I Grab My Phone and Left. Since The Mall Is Not This Far , I Can Walk , I Might Hang Around The Park . So I Left My Condo.
I Didnt Put On My sunglasses, Its Really Not That Sunny , So I Reach The Park and See Everyone Out Here, I Couldnt Believe I Didnt See..... Nevermind , They Coming In The Park Now. Everyday , 4 of Them Look So Familiar and More, Especially The One With The Very Low Cut Which Was Like The Color Of Chris Brown Hair.
So I Decided To Sit Down and Just Chill, Since Its Was Like 4 In the evening, Im Just Rubbing My Belly and Looking At Everyone Playing and Then That Boy I Just Describe Come Over.
?- Aye Ma.
Kayla- Uh Hi.
?- Why You By Yourself Out Here, You Know Its Dangerous On These Streets , Where yo boyfriend?
Kayla- I Dont Have An Boyfriend.
? - Oh He Left You , when he founded out?
Kayla- I Never Had One, 7 months ago someone rape me.
?- Oh Dang , Well Can I Sit Here.?
I Nodded and He Sit.
?- So Whats Your Name ?
Kayla - Im Kayla
Chresanto - Im Chresanto , But Everyone On The Block Calls Me Roc.
That Name Sounds Familiar.
Kayla- Oh .....
Chresanto - How Many Months Are You ?
Kayla- 7 , Im Having An Girl.
Chresanto- dangg girl, you look like you bouta pop.
Kayla- I Know.
I Tried To Take Off My Jacket , FAIL. Chresanto Help Me.
Kayla- um Thanks
Chresanto- No Problem.
He Winks At Me, Then His Friends Come Over,
?- Aye Roc , What Are You Doing ?
Chresanto- Im Just Talking Damn .
As They Talking , I Remember Back To That Night
* Flashback *
? - Roc, What Are You Doing ?
Roc- Can I Have Her ?
? - * smirk * Go Head
* End Of Flashback *
Chresanto - Kayla
He Touch Me , I Smack His Hand Away .
Kayla- Dont Touch Me , You Fucking Rape Me and Yall * Point To The Others * Killed My Mom.
They Mouth Drop , I Got Up and Wobble Away, Then I Felt Around My Waist.
Chresanto- Kayla, What Are You Talking About ?
Kayla- Dont Play Stupid , Yall Came In My House and Killed My Mom and Then You Rape Me , It Happened 7 Months Ago.
? - Yeah , She Knows Just Drop It .
Chresanto- Well Prince, Prod and Ray we uh...
Kayla- Get Your Hands Off Me.
He Let Me Go
Chresanto- Kayla , Come Back.
Kayla- Leave Me Alone.
I Walk Away , I Dont Wanna See Them At All, I Might As Well Stay In My Condo Forever , But I Cant . Shit.
So As I Walk In The Mall, I See The Baby Store, I Go In There and Look Around . I See And Pick Out A Bunch Of Girl Clothes , Aww Too Cute. I Been In The Mall For Almost 2 hours..... I Was Done For Today She Will Be Good Until She Come Out. I Leave The Mall and Walk Back Through The Park , I See Them again , But Its The Whole Gang , Someone Run Up To Me and Grab The Bags From My Hands.
Kayla- Give Them Back .
Chresanto- No.... Talk To Me.
Kayla- Whats To Talk About ? Im Having YOUR Baby and You Rape Me and Killed My Mom. Now YOUR Baby Wont Have An Grandmother.
Chresanto - I Dont Wanna Talk About It Out Here , Lets Keep Walking .
Kayla- Fineee .
I Sighed and Kept Walking, As We Got Farther Away From The Park I Ask Him An Question.
Kayla- Why Did You Kill My Mom.
Chresanto- We Was Hired To Do.
Kayla- Who ?
Chresanto - Cant Say , If I Do .... You Will Be Killed Too.
Kayla- wow, I Didnt Know What To Say .
Chresanto- I Didnt Even Wanna Do It , But I Didnt Want Me and The Boys To Be Killed Neither.
Kayla- WOW.
I Looked Down, He Pulled Me To Him, As We Walking .
Chresanto - Look , If You Ever Need Anything , Call Me .
He Gave Me His Number And Continued Walking Down the street. As He Holding Me , It Look Like We a Happy Couple, Hell NA ! He Walk Me All The Way To My Condo Was Only 3 blocks From The Park.
Chresanto- Well This Is it.
Kayla- Do You Wanna Come In ?
He Nodded and Came In.
Chresanto - Nice Place.
Kayla- Thanks.
Chresanto- So Where Can I Put The Bags.
Kayla- Uhh Over There In The Corner.
He Walk Over There And Place Them In The Corner.
Kayla- Thanks.
He Walk To Me and Pull Me Into Him.
Chresanto - No Problem, my baby momma.
Kayla- Na, You Have To Earn That Title.
Chresanto- awww , forreal
He Doing an Puppy Dog Face , Makes Me Laughs.
Kayla- Yeah.
Chresanto- Well, When Your Next Appointment?
Kayla- Two Days.
Chresanto- Can I Come?
Kayla- Sure, Im Not Gonna Stop The Father Of My..
He Gave Me An Look.
Kayla- I Meant Our Baby Being In Her Life.
Chresanto- Well , Okay . I Gotta Go.
Kayla- Okay .
He Kiss My Forehead, He Taller Than Me , He Like 5'8".
Chresanto- Bye.
Kayla- Bye.
He Left , I Was Nervous When He Pulled Me To Him. I Had Butterflies and All. I Shooked That Feeling Off , I Change My Clothes and All , I Hung Up My Baby Clothes and Layed In The Bed and Watch TV , Then I Got An Text .... It Was From Chresanto
Chresanto : Goodnight Beautiful , Remember If You Need Anything Im Here.
I Laughed and Put It Away , Im Gonna Need Help With Raising The Baby But I Dont Wanna Relationship With My Raper , I Cant Believe We Found Each Other. I Layed There Until I Fell Asleep.