Baby Don't Cut (Hunter Rowlan...

By lonilark

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When y/n looses everything the ones she loved her best friend, her home Everything around her brings her to... More

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Important
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Im sorry
Pinky
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Where I live
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Goodbye

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By lonilark

*Flashback* (1 year ago)

"Come on you look beautiful, you don't need makeup." He said grabbing my wrist and dragging me out without me putting my makeup on

"But Hunter I need to look at least a bit pretty."

"Stop it now I'm not joking anymore, you are perfect just the way you are you don't need any make up!"

"But what about the other girls, they always bully me and my looks you know that Hunter!"

"Who gives a fuck about what those girls think I will stick up for you, I mean have you even seen there face they look like a clown with all that makeup on."

"Uhh fine Hunter only because you say so."

"See there's my beautiful best friend , looking her natural self."

We both head out the door getting ready for our first day of high school, Hunter and I have been best friends since 1st grade

See I've been bullied my entire life, but Hunter has always been there for me, we never left each others side, I mean I thought we would never leave each other's side 

Here's the thing I'm a sophomore now and things have changed a lot and I just wish everything would go back to normal

I don't even know what happened to us, we were unstoppable best friends we would never hang out with other people, people even thought we were dating when we went to our first dance together, we made fun of the "populars" together and pulled mean pranks on them and even get in detention, we would spend all our money on junk food and trash each other's houses, we would crash the older kids parties, we would even just lay in the grass and stare at the clouds together after school
instead of doing our homework

Hunters changed a lot it's amazing how much he's changed he went from my best friend to being one of them a "popular" at our school I miss strolling down the hallways with our sunglasses and acting all cool when we were freshmen because we were just that awesome, I miss all of it

I have always been bullied and last year when I was being bullied a lot I started to cut, Hunter caught me once and realized how sensitive my feelings get, he threw all my blades and made me promise him I wouldn't do it again, overall I did pretty good that was until this year, I don't get it Hunter knows how I am, he knows what I go threw, why did he leave me for them, why did he leave me at all

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