IMPORTANT!
I have changed this story up a little bit so if you read this and some details are off...I haven't written a chapter in ages so the age and stuff might be wrong...and also I'm not sure who her best friends are and if she goes to school? So I'll make it up as I go along :) thanks!
Linas p.o.v*
I was at home, with mum, dad, Dallas and Demi, don't nothing special....oh did I forget to mention it was my birthday? Yea it's the worst birthday ever! It's been a few months since they have found out about any of the bad stuff I've done...so I don't know why there punishing me by not doing anything for me birthday? Argh
"DEMI! DALLAS! LINA! Come here!" My mum yelled
We all ran down stairs and sat at the table in a circle
" so as you all know it's my little baby's birthday today" my mum said while tickling me
"Can you not!" I said while moving away
"Anyway, I know we haven't done anything exciting today so I wanted to give you this" my mum said while sliding across the table, a box wrapped in wrapping paper.
I unwrap the box to see a MacBook ! :o
" omg! You got me a MacBook! I thought you said I wasn't allowed my own computer until I get a job and buy my own! Seriously thank you!" I said while hugging my parents.
" now you know the rules, no bullying and no looking at any inappropriate websites" my mum said
" I know the rules but your really trusting me? " I said confused
" your a big girl and I think your ready" my mum said while smiling
" thank you! " I said while running up the stairs with my computer, ready to set it up.
I set my MacBook up and call my friend Samantha to come round
S- hey lina
L- hey! Guess what! I got my own laptop today! Come round and we can make a Facebook account or something
S- sweet! Be round in 10 minutes
*30 minutes goes past*
Me and Samantha were sat on my bed with my new MacBook making me a Facebook account
"And done, now your all set up and your like all the other kids at school with a social media " Samantha said while smiling
If your wondering why I don't have a social media by this age (16) well my mum has kept me away from it as long as possible because of cyberbullying, she doesn't want me getting hurt
"Omg!!! Daniel sent me a friend request! What do I do" I said freaking out
" just click accept " Samantha replied
"Done!" My heart was pounding heavily
*ding*
Daniel- hey Lina!
"Samantha!!!!! Omg he messaged me! I'm gonna die! Omg!!! " I said while passing the laptop to Samantha
"Here let me reply" Samantha said, typical girl thing am I right? I'm pretty sure every girl lets there best friend help make up what to reply to there crush
Lina- hey Daniel, wanna hang sometime? ;) xx
" omg Samantha don't you dare send that!!" I yelled
" sent and he's already read it!" Samantha said while smiling
"I will literally kill-" I was cut of by the dinging sound, signalling that he had replied
Daniel- sure ;) wanna come over to my house tonight? My parents are out of town
Lina- I would love too! Send me your address and I'll be round at 9
"Ahhhhhhh!" I screamed while jumping up and down
"Ok so we have 3 hours till you go to Daniels, we need makeup, dress, nails done-"
" I think I might just go casual, so he can see the real me" I said to Samantha
" your not gonna be showing of your arms, stomach or thighs right? " Samantha questioned
"Do you think he will mind me having scars?"
"I mean....he's one of the most popular guys in school and you never know, he could be a real asshole" Samantha said
"Well....you better go, I need to have some alone time before I go to Daniels"
"Ok.....I love you bitch" Samantha said while smiling
"I love you hoe" I said while hugging her
*skip 2 hours and 45 minutes*
" what am I gonna wear! My life is over!" I said while flopping onto the bed
"Hey baby girl, what's the matter?" Dallas said while Demi and Dallas entering my room
"I'm going over to a friends house tonight and I don't know what to wear " I said while sitting up
"Is this a boys friends house or a girls friends house?" Demi said
"A boys...." I said blushing
" mhmm I see...and you wanna look presentable..."
"But not show my scars..." I trailed off
"That's gonna be a problem" Dallas said
"How about....some ripped black skinny jeans...a plain purple top and a leather jacket " Demi said while handing me the outfit
"Yea...this could work" I said
*skip 15 minutes*
I run down the stairs to the front door when I hear someone say
"Stop"
I turn around to see my dad with crossed arms standing at the stairs
"Where are you going" he said
" to a friends..."
"Which friends" dad said
Dallas walked over and gave me a sympathy look
"Samantha's...." I said
"Lina....tell him the truth" Dallas said
"Daniels..."
"A boy?" My dad said raising one eyebrow
"Nah a football " I said sarcastically
"Well forget it, go upstairs and get changed, your not going"
"Yes I am!" I yelled
"I know what teenage boys want and it's sex!" My dad yelled back
"And? I've already got raped before so what's the difference " I screamed
"Your not going! " my dad said
"I am going! And you know what, just for that, I'm gonna have sex tonight with him and you can't stop me" I said
"Lina what are you doing" Dallas said
I rolled my eyes and left the house, slamming the door behind me
*skip 10 minutes*
I'm currently in Daniels room, we're both sitting inside his bed, cuddling, while we watch "the notebook"
Once the movies finished we both lay there in silence for a few minutes before I decide to make a risky move
"You wanna have sex?" I said
"Yea...I guess" he said
He slowly climbs on top of me and starts undressing himself then undresses me
"You ready?" He said lining himself up
"Yea"
He slowly started kissing me , our lips moving in sync and then a few minutes later, I feel the most amazing feeling, he started moving backwards and forward , moving his penis in and out of me.
"Oh my god! Fast!" I Moan
"Yea baby, scream my name!" He said
"Oh Daniel! Faster!"
He started going faster and faster and then he released inside of me.
He slowly started kissing my breast and then moving to my neck leaving a hickey
He then moved down to my vagina and started kissing my thighs all the way up to my vagina
"Baby, what's this?" He said while looking at me
Crap, he saw my cuts!
" umm, nothing " I said
"Are these self harm scars?" He said worried
"Yea...I'm guessing you hate me now?" I said
"No way! I think your beautiful !" He said
And then started kissing up my thighs again...all the way up to my vagina were he then slowly started licking my vagina
"Oh my god!! " I moaned
He then stuck 2 fingers in me and started pumping them while he was sucking on my clit
"Oh my god!" I moaned while squirting all in his mouth
He then came up to my lips and kissed me passionately
"Your so beautiful , will you be my girlfriend? " he asked
"Of course!" I said while smiling
Thanks so much for reading! I wasn't gonna continue this but you guys have been showing me so much support so I'm gonna start getting back into writing :) I'm working on another chapter as your reading this....I've had some self harm issues lately and I've been doing a shit load of counselling and I just haven't been myself, I feel like ending my life constantly so it makes me so happy when I see you guys actually like my work, it makes me feel like I've finally done something right :) love you guys xx