after the pizza place we headed back to my house, since he'd never been there.
i secretly wish i had a car.
we have to walk.
you might wonder why this is bad.
of course i want to spend time with him, but.
he.
couldn't.
stop.
talking.
"so how far is it?"
"not that far."
"thats specific"
"was it supposed to be?"
"yes."
"ugh."
"so whats your mom like?" three.
"shes nice." two.
"how nice." one.
"JOSH YOU CAN SEE WHEN WE GET THERE." i almost yelled.
he was being annoying okay?
i didnt hear anything after that and looked over my shoulder.
he had his head low in guilt and the tone of his next words made my heart break.
"sorry tyler."
his voice was small, and broken.
he sounded mad at himself.
he sounded so sad.
"josh, baby."
i stopped and turn to him, tugging his chin up gently with my finger so i could see his face.
his eyes held a sadness to them.
my heart broke, knowing i was the cause for it.
"im sorry. i was just being moody. im not used to people wanting to talk to me and it gave me a bit of sensory over load. sorry."
i then pulled him into a tight hug.
he slowly wrapped his arms around my waist as i guided his head into the crook of my neck.
"if i ever hurt you again tell me, dont say sorry just tell me. okay?"
i felt him nod.
his hot breath tickled the skin under my ear.
i felt his hands fist the fabric of my shirt.
he tugged me towards him and i held him closer as he began trailing fragile kisses over my neck.
"j-josh." i whimpered.
he groaned into my neck and i felt him nip at my skin with his teeth.
i gasped as he bit down rather harshly.
"josh, l-lets get to my house quick o-okay?" he groaned in reply and pulled away slowly as i tried to even my breathing.
i blinked a bit and grabbed his hand, turning around and speed walking in the direction of my house.
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wink wonk see what happens next in the new chapter that will probs be published in another ten. minutes or so.
later.