A/N:Remember it's the 80's, and the fashion was like bright and colorful and amazing omg. lol. but yeah.
It's a B Day, so hopefully Chresanto wouldn't be in any of my classes. Yesterday was the weirdest day ever, but I enjoyed. Now I see why guys say us females are so moody. Today there will be NO crying. And since Chresanto wanted to tease me yesterday, how about I tease him? I put on my black high waisted leggings, and a white cropped tee, that came a little over my waist. I decided to turn on my radio and danced to "Push It" by Salt N Pepa as I got ready. I rapped along with it and I was teasing my curls. I put on gold eye shadow, and red lipstick. Then I put on black eyeliner. I put on my thick gold chain that my dad got for me, my Run DMC glasses, and a few gold and silver bangles. I wore my white air force ones again, and stepped out of the house singing. "Yo, yo, yo, yo, baby-pop, Yeah, you come here, gimme a kiss Better make it fast or else I'm gonna get pissed..." I rapped. "Can't you hear the music's pumpin' hard like I wish you would? Now push it." I heard Chresanto rap. I turned around and jumped. When did he start meeting me at my house? "Where's Ray? And a-and Jayla? And Jacob and Craig!" I exclaimed. "They said you were taking too long so they left, but I decided to wait for you." he said. I looked around. They did this on purpose. "Well.. what you know bout Salt N Pepa?" I asked. "My mom." he said. I laughed. "Oh yeah sure." I said sarcastically. "They're okay, but I like Run DMC, Ice Cube, Ice-T, Eazy E, Public Enemy, you know." said Chresanto. "Me too." I said, with a little smile. "Now what you know bout them?" he asked. "My dad. Except I admit that I like them." I said with a wink. "Your dad has good taste." he said. "Yeah, he did." I said, kind of frowning. "Did?" asked Chresanto. "Yeah, he's locked up." I said. "Oh, I'm sorry." said Chresanto. There was an awkward silence. "So what's your favorite song?" he asked. "I don't have a favorite song, but my favorite rappers are LL Cool J, and Queen Latifah." I said. "Oh word." said Chresanto. The fact that we were conversating gave me chills. "You look pretty today." he said. "You're only saying that to get into my pants." I said, walking a little faster, so he couldn't see me blush. "Jade, I swear I'm not. Stop, look at me." He said, grabbing my arm. I looked into his big brown eyes. "Jade you're a beautiful girl. Why can't you see that?" said Chresanto, while still looking in my eyes. He was serious. "Because nobody has ever told me that before." I said, feeling tears coming on.
We walked the rest of the way to school in an awkward silence. I was quiet in most of my classes. At lunch, everyone was worried about me. The only person that's told me I was pretty, was my dad, and that was a few years back, on my 9th birthday, a few days before he was arrested. I still remember that day like it was yesterday.
Flashback....
BANG BANG BANG! "OPEN THE DOOR! IT'S THE POLICE!" "Terell why are they here?" Mom asked. "Jade, go to your room, lock your door, and stay there." said Dad. "Answer me." said Mom. "Mariposa, I can't." said Dad. "OPEN THE DOOR! IF YOU DON'T WE'RE COMING IN!" the officers yelled. "Baby go to your room now." Dad said, in a calm tone. The police burst in making me scream. I ran to the corner of our living room, put my hands over my eyes. "Terell Johnson you are under arrest." said the officer. "Que paso? Huh? What happened?!" My mom yelled. The officer ignored her, and brought my dad out the door. "Daddy!" I yelled, trying to follow the officers. They slammed the door in my face.
"Jade you just stepped in dog shit." said Ray. I looked down. "Nooooo. These were all white too." I whined. "I'll clean them for you." Chresanto said. "Awh." said Jayla. "Jade, you look so zoned out. Are you okay?" Jacob asked. "Uh yeah." I said. Whenever we walked home, the first stop was my house. I didn't even realize we were there. I saw my mom's car out front too. That's weird. "Um, we're at your house." said Craig. I snapped back to reality. "Oh yeah. My moms home." I said. Ray got excited. He walked inside first without even knocking. "Mrs.Johnson!" he yelled in excitement. "I guess you guys can come in too." I said. I took off my shoes, and we all walked inside. I didn't want to get dog poo on the carpets. My mom seemed overwhelmed by Ray, who was sitting there hugging her. We weren't Mexican, but Ray loves my mom's tacos. When he found out I was half hispanic, he invited himself over for dinner. "Hi Ray." said Mom. He walked over and sat on the couch, with the rest of us. "Uh hey mom. Why are you back so early?" I asked. "They let me off early today." she said. "Oh.. well what are you cooking?" I asked, trying to peep in the oven. "Baked barbecue chicken, corn on the cob, and french fries." said Mom. "Chicken?" Craig said from the living room. "Yes Craig." said Mom. "Did I mention that you're like a second mom to us?" Craig asked. "You're like the Bob Marley of food." said Jacob. I guess my mom got what they were hinting at. "Yes you guys can stay for dinner." she said. "Yes!" the boys yelled. Chresanto was sitting on the couch awkwardly, so I decided to introduce him to my mom. "Chresanto come here." I said. He got up off the couch and came to the chicken. "Mom, this is Chresanto."I said. I hope my mom doesn't get any "thoughts". "Hi, Chresanto." "Hi, Mrs.Johnson." "Where are you from?" Mom asked. "Cali." he said. "I've always wanted to go there." My mom said, and smiled at Chresanto. "It's a nice place." he said, and walked back into the living room. I decided to hang in there with everyone until dinner was finished. We watched "Diff'rent Strokes" reruns on tv. "Whatchu talkin' bout Willis?" Jayla would say, just like Gary Coleman. I was still shocked that my mom was home so early. "Dinner's ready!" she yelled. Ray, Craig, Chresanto and Jacob were the first ones to get up. Jayla and I just looked at eachother abd laughed.
"I'm so full." Craig moaned. "Yeah, cause you had like 10 pieces of chicken." I said. "It was 12!" Craig exclaimed. "12 too many." I said. Jacob burped. "Excuse me." he said, covering his mouth. "That was really good Mrs.Johnson." said Chresanto. It's cute to see him over here sweet talking my mom. "Thank you. I don't really cook anymore." Mom said. "Well whenever you do, call me." Jayla said. "Call all of us." said Ray. "Okay." Mom said. I looked outside, and noticed it was getting late. The streets get dangerous at night. "Don't you guys think you should start getting home?" I asked. "Oh, true." said Jacob. "I'll walk you guys, mom I'll be back in 5." I said.
It's a good thing that we all live close. We had to be careful though. We stayed in our group so no one messed with us. The last person to drop off was Chresanto. So it was just us two for awhile. We walked up to an apartment. It was pretty nice, it wasn't ghetto. He did say he was from California, so of course he has a nice apartment. We walked up to the top floor, and stopped. "I don't wanna go home yet." He said. I looked at him like he was stupid. "Nigga, this is New York. Don't you see how dark it is outside? Don't you know how bad it gets at night?" I asked. Chresanto thought for a minute. "No." he finally said. Oh my gosh. "Well it's just like Cali." I said. "Then why aren't you scared?" he asked me, with his arms folded. "Because people can tell if you're scared. That's when they really mess with you. My dad told me that there's no such thing as being scared." I said. "Well if you're not scared, then let's go to the rooftop." said Chresanto. "But I told my mom 5 minutes!" I said. "I'll walk you home." said Chresanto. "Ugh, fine." I said. He picked me up, and slung me over his shoulder, and ran up the steps and onto the rooftop. "Put me down!" I exclaimed while laughing. "Why you scared?" he asked. "No." I said. "Okay then." Chresanto knew how to get his way.
He finally put me down. The sight was incredible. "Wow, I've never seen New York like this." I said. I sat on the ledge next to Chresanto. He put his arm around me. "Don't look down, and you'll be okay." he said. Why is it that when someone tells you don't look down, your dumb ass does it? Cause I looked down. I jumped a bit. I was up too damn high. He could push me off or something. I scooted off the ledge and stood in the middle of the rooftop. Chresanto got up, and put his arms around my waist. "Didn't I tell you not to look down?" He asked. He started kissing my neck. It was pretty cool, staring at the sight of Queens, while having a cute guy kiss on you. "Chresanto?" I asked. "Yeah." he said. "Even though I was the biggest bitch ever to you. How come you still liked me?" I asked. "Ah, that's a long story." He said. "Nigga, I've only known you for 2 days." I said. He laughed, then sighed. "You're beautiful. Like way too beautiful to have an attitude. I knew you were hurt inside, that's why I kept trying to get to know you Jade. I wanted to fix things. I wanted to make you happy." said Chresanto. I started to cry again. "And see, you need to stop crying. I wanna stop those tears." He said, while wiping my tears. This was the sweetest, that any guy has been to me. I'm so tempted to say those 3 words, but I can't. I've only known him for 2 days. This would be moving way too fast. "Thank you, Chres." I said. He smiled at me. "Your welcome." he said. I laid down on the rooftop and so did he, right next to me. "Look at the stars." I said while pointing. "Oh yeah, those ones are making a J for Jade." he said. "Those ones look like a croisant. Chresanto." I said, and turned my head to look at him. He looked at me and smiled. Then he kissed me. He rolled over on top of me. "You have pretty eyes." He said. "Thank you." I said. He began to kiss me more. From my head to my feet. I started to fill a shiver go through my body. "You good?" he asked. "Mhm." I said. He lifted up my shirt and started kissing me. I couldn't stop him. He started to pull down my leggings, then he unzippened his pants. Okay pause. "Chresanto?" I asked. "Yeah." He said. "I have a confession to make." I said. "What?" he asked. "I'm a virgin still." I said. He laughed. "It's not funny." I said. "No, sorry it's not. I'll be careful." He said. "I'm trusting you." I said. "Well it's going to hurt." He said. "Okay, just I don't care, Go hurry up, I have to be home soon." I said. Oh my gosh. It was big. I closed my eyes. I couldn't do it. It was too late. He already entered. "You okay?" he asked. "Mhm." I lied. I feel like I'm gonna die.. wait. Now it feels like I'm in heaven. "Chresanto!" I yelled. About 30 minutes later, I felt something warm. "Are you peeing in me?" I asked. He burst out laughing. "No!" He said. "Am I peeing?" I asked. He started to laugh more. The hell was so funny? "No, you just came that's all." He said. I'm so stupid. "Is that what you just did?" I asked. "Yes, you're such a virgin." He said. I laughed an embarrased laugh. "Don't judge me." I said. Chresanto started to go down. "Nigga. Chres? CHRESANTO STOP!" I screamed. I heard a few slurping noises, then he came back up. "You taste like chocolate." He said. "I don't wanna know what I taste like." I said. I got up and pulled up my leggings. "I think it's time I leave." I said. "Let me walk you home." said Chresanto.
I got to the house like 2 hours late. I kissed Chresanto goodbye. "Be safe. Here." I said. I handed him a pocket knife. "What for?" He asked. "If anyone tries to roll up on you." I said. "Alright. Bye." He said. I walked inside, and saw my mom sleep on the couch. I didn't want to wake her up, so I just washed the dishes and cleaned up a bit. Then I went into my room. I changed into my pjs and laid down. I thought about everything that happened and realized one thing. He didn't use protection..
A/N: Yo I don't do sex scenes as you can tell, so yeah I just cut out some stuff. Why? I feel awkward as hell ._. Like yeah, I read Dr.August and shiddd but that's different. Lol but yeah what'd you guys think? I guess I did okay.. I don't wanna feel accomplished or anything buddd chuuu knoww . Okay, I'm going to check out some stories now .