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Part 1
Carter POV
Shay was standing infront of me as I sat on the bed, fixing my Rolex.
I clipped the platinum clasp to the watch and adjusted myself briefly.
I was completely done getting dressed and she was still getting ready with her back facing me.
I folded my hands as I breathed out before looking up at Shay.
She had on dark blue pants and her grey undershirt tucked in snugly with light brown boots on her feet. She still had to put on a shirt and jacket.
Her soft and big curly hair draped down her back and over her shiny, silky shoulders.... I love her natural hair, especially when she wears it down.
Of course this morning contained of a bunch of kisses and hugs because she was still shocked about the house.
Anything for my baby and she knows that...
Today we were going out to look at furniture for our house before we went to my mom's for this little gathering her and Mrs. Rose were hosting since they got off of work early today.
I suddenly got lost in my thoughts while I watched her finish getting ready.
I couldn't help but to think about how strong she was.
It always crossed my mind.
She still has physical therapy but not NEARLY as much as she did before... Her body has come a long way.
We were both really happy when I could lay on her chest again because that meant more than just her holding me delicately like she always used to.
It meant that her body was getting back to normal again.
Slightly against my opinion, Shay went back to work. Even though she doesn't work as much as she used to yet, it still makes me feel some type of way because I don't want her to overwork herself.
She likes to approach things head on and she has no excuses for what she does... Even though I love that about her, this particular situation had a huge excuse that she needed but wasn't using.
I mean I have to literally discontinue, pause things and force myself on situations when she's doing too much with planning our special day with Alisha and working while she's tired as hell.
I have to tell them both sternly to go to bed because they get so carried away with it.... Plus I don't like to wait for Shay to come to bed so we can have our time.
I also have to constantly remind her to not be in a rush for the wedding because as long as she was with me than I was chillin, she of course starts smiling at my honest comments and than she tries to explain to me why she was hurrying up the whole situation.
''This is the one and only time you will ever get married so you better take yo time girl''.... I have said that to her numerous times.
She just tells me I'm overreacting and being too worried about her which she knows I obviously care. She said that she's at 'her' pace.
I thought it was cute how she was in a slight rush to put how we felt about eachother on legal paper but I also feel like my attempts in trying to slow her 'stressful rush' down is going to end up being our first fight... But I was fine with that because we always see both sides of things in a situation.
Our communication game is A1 and that's on everything 💯.
Oh! I'm planning the entire honeymoon. I want her to plan her dream wedding with some of my small elements added onto it because even though she plans to... I'm not planning on having a budget for our wedding.
5 to 7.
I say an estimated 5 to 7 months is when our wedding will be at the rate she's going and I want to make sure she's secure for it health wise.
She's not acting like it but she's still recovering even though she's doing way better than the average person would be that suffered the exact same things she did... But that's not saying much because she wasn't the average person.
Something came over me and I wanted to touch her...
I gave myself a small smile at my previous thought before I gently placed my hand on her upper back making her flinch lightly before she relaxed against my hand and slowly stopped what she was doing.
I than ran my hand slowly down her soft skin and she breathed out relaxed.
I watched my hand carefully go from her soft skin to the material of her undershirt.... Down to her lower back and to her right butt cheek.
I gently ran my fingers on the jean material that was over her fat, soft butt cheek.... Down to the back of her smooth upper thigh.
I than ran my hand over the side of her thick thigh, to the top of it.
I slowly went to her front upper thigh as I watched goosebumps appear all over her before I wrapped my arm around her waist and pulled her down onto my lap.
She giggled as I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her cheek...
I couldn't explain how truly happy I am 😌
Ky POV
"Mehki when are you gonna have sex with me?" I froze as I heard Monè ask me the question I hoped she would never ask.
Fuck.
Here's an example of some bullshit she was on, I knew she didn't take our relationship serious because I felt like if we were in a real, actual serious relationship....
I wouldn't consider sex... Sex.
If I actually wanted to have 'sex' featuring the person I was in a relationship with. I would make love to them... Not have 'sex'.
But at the same time, I said I would only be in a real relationship with a person I was in love with....
And I wasn't in that 💯
I was at her apartment and I was infront of the sink with my back to her while she typed on her laptop.
She was on the couch doing work.
See? Another example of the bull she was on, No type of line drawn between work and pleasure...
I breathed out stressfully yet quietly as I closed my eyes.
I cursed a little under my breath.
"You know you want to" I heard her add when I didn't say anything. I could hear it in her voice that she was trying to be sexy.
I opened my eyes and looked up at the ceiling as I finished drying my hands slowly with a towel.
I turned to glance at her briefly and of course she was sitting straight up uncomfortably while looking at me with her tiny bottom lip inbetween her teeth.
She was always so damn uptight.
I couldn't stand a lot of things about her for some reason. I don't know if it was because I compared her to Alisha in absolutely everything or what...
I think I did that because I have Monè instead of Alisha.
Monè actually asked about our relationship prior to her because she says that I always look at her a "certain way" and my whole mood changes when I'm around her.
She claimed that I was much more "awake" and alert.... She meant actually paying attention to things, laughing and talking to and with people.
I couldn't and wasn't gonna deny anything so I just told her we used to be really close and of course her not caring.... She didn't push it to find out what we really were.
I gave her a weak laugh because I wasn't gonna respond.
I slowly turn back around and slightly shook my head as I looked to the side again with my hands gripping the counter.
I suddenly became angry with myself for making what felt like a permanent decision, on such a temporary hurt feeling.
I didn't see the point in even attempting to have sex with her.
I haven't gotten any since Alisha and I didn't plan on getting any after Alisha really either to be honest because I knew for a fact that it didn't get any better than her so what was the point?
Everything in every aspect was a downgrade from her.
I breathed out at the truth.
Monè said she only had sex a couple times and let's not get it confused, that's not the problem... The problem was that she tried to portray herself as a damn near pornstar when she would say certain things.
And to be honest, I'm not trying to sound cocky or anything but I don't think her skinny body would be able to handle it.
I don't get turned on from her at all like I slightly did at first. Not by her body but by how she acted in the beginning.
Now she don't act the same verbally or physically.
When Monè sat on my lap (which was only twice), I came to the realization that I had and won't have no type of sexual desire or attraction towards her at all.
I get off by my hand now...
Smmfh 😤
I even didn't have to use my hand when I was young so this is some bull.
She's lucky I'm too loyal and that I experienced what passionate, deep sex with Alisha was like or I would be cheating on her every single day and that's just real shit.
The main place I go now to get away from Monè is the gym.
I have gone to the gym practically everyday for the past couple of months. It's not healthy to work out that much but it's my only outlet.
Carter goes with me whenever he can because he be with my baby sis Shay. I completely understand that everybody has things to do...
I just be on my own shit.
I don't really talk to anybody, I just stay to myself more than I ever had to in my entire life because I'm just in a really dark place.
I haven't told anybody but I have to the realization that I'm borderline depressed.
Not just because of Monè but because it felt like everything fell apart all at once.
When I think about Monè I just stressfully wonder why I put myself in this dumbass position.
She didn't even like to kiss me unless we were out in public infront of people that she wanted to impress or make jealous.
She didn't like to hold my hand because she told me a list of statistics on germs.
And not to mention that she wouldn't come to my apartment because she assumed it was 'too dirty' for her. She also doesn't let me lay in her bed because she doesn't like anyone besides her to lay in it.
She has a whole lot of weirdass phobias and shit that I realized she had overtime.
The list of things went on and on.
Even though I was beyond unhappy, I tried not to tell anybody exactly how unhappy I was.
1. Because I didn't want to transfer any negativity and 2. Because I didn't want to hear anybody else's mouth about the horrible, unthoughtful decision I made on a temporary feeling.
Monè didn't even want the passcode to my phone for whatever reason but she wanted to give me hers and was excited about me having her passcode for some reason.
I'm glad she didn't want mine because I wasn't going to delete the pictures and videos that Alisha and I goofily made.
She didn't care about me 💯... Not that I was in the trap or even in general.
She doesn't even care what time I go out at night or for how long... That really bothered me because all she said about it was that it was 'good money'.
She didn't give a fuck that my life was on the line everyday and I was shocked at that.
I could easily be killed and she wouldn't even find out until someone told her and that also really bothered me... Or until she wanted something money wise and than she would notice my absence.
She just did not care...
She didn't care about anybody but her damn self and that's not my style.
My thoughts were cut off by her voice.
"We'll try tomorrow" I heard her giggle out before she spoke again.
I'm REALLY not trying to have sex with her because I have a huge feeling that I won't be able to get it up from my unattraction to her.
"Can you take me to dinner?" I heard her add seconds later with excitement.
Gold diggin ass female bruh on everything... I don't know how I deal with this shit.
I reached into my pocket and pulled some bread out as I breathed quietly.
Atleast I had an opportunity to leave now...
"I forgot to tell you that my mom called and I have to go to the house for awhile" I said lowly while looking at the ground as I slowly headed over to her.
I didn't even know why I attempted to lie. I think she and I both knew I was just trying to leave.
I knows she thinks I'm a quiet, unsocial and sad person because she literally told me that. To be honest I wouldn't even doubt that because she met me at the worst time of my whole life.
She smiled even more when I said I was leaving.
I frowned on the inside at my genuine unhappiness... I thought about it all the time.
I handed her the money that she eagerly took.
Even though I didn't really want to, I slowly leaned in to kiss her cheek and she smiled at me.
I returned it with a weak smile as I walked out of her apartment.
I breathed out in relief at the fact that I didn't have to be around her anymore for the day.
I walked to my car with only one woman on my mind and it forsurely wasn't the woman I was with 💯
As I got in my car, I shook my head for a second.
I miss her.
Shay POV
"Keep fuckin wit me nigga and see what happens" I said under my breath to Carter.
Stupid nigga... 😒
We were at Koree's house setting up decorations before everyone got here in the garage for a little, randomly thrown gathering. He was sitting down next to me and he kept on taking bites of my desserts.
Especially one of my favorite desserts... cheese streusels.
He was sitting in one of the chairs while I put up the decorations.
He said he was taking a break from all his supposed hard work.... Smh.
I couldn't help but smile a little to myself as I fidgeted with balloons at his previous goofy claim.
The stereo in the house was on low.
"It's hella good though" I heard Carter say with his mouth full while continuing to eat my plate of desserts.
I literally didn't even get none of my OWN yet and it was gone.
I continued standing on a chair to hang the streamers as I spoke to him.
"Imma give you one last chance to hop up off my plate or your gonna regret it.... I'm telling you right now that you gone be hella shocked by what I do" I said matter of factly with a plan before I took a glance at him after I pinned the streamer to the ceiling.
I don't know why Carter's tall ass wasn't doing this... Nevermind he was elbows deep in my desserts.
But I swear he was getting taller because I seemed to be more and more smaller compared to him now and it seemed like he was bumping his bigass head into more door frames and stuff more often...
But anywaysssss.
"Girl whatchu gone do?" He asked with an eyebrow raised as he leaned against the back of the chair while taking the last bite of my cookie dough cupcake.
He had his arms on the top rim of the two chairs he was next to now while I was 2 chairs away from his.
He so damn fine that I was having a hard time just tryna concentrate and focus. His outfits were always so fine and on point on him too so that didn't help my nasty mind.
I raised one eyebrow at him because he thought I was playin.
Seconds later, I looked at the chair while I held it as a guide before I started to climb down carefully and cautiously.
He put his hand out to guide me and I grabbed it to steady my balance...
Ever since that whole thing happened, I find myself tipping over randomly and losing my balance easily. It's still something I have to work on in physical therapy.
I breathed out in slight frustration at the fact that I needed someone's help for something so simple and basic before I tried my best to change the subject out of my mind.
"Ight than" I said simply with a small smile to myself that signified everything but innocence as I let go of his hand.
I was about to perform my little plan when I heard Koree yelling out for me.
"Ohhhhh daughter in law!?" I heard her sing with small giggles.
She so cute!
Carter and I laughed because she absolutely loved calling me that, even when it was very unnecessary.
It made me smile though.
Carter was smiling while shaking his head a little as I stood next to his chair with my hand on the top of it when she peeked out of the garage door.
"Your father is still getting dressed and is about to come down. When he comes out, can you help him with the new grill? And I'll be back. I just need to go get some more ice" she said.
I heard Carter about to start talking when she pointed her finger sternly at him before he was able to speak. "And no your not going instead" she added with her eyebrows raised while looking at him.
Carter breathed out to himself for a second, defeated.
I giggled a little at them before she smiled at us and left.
Carter glanced at me for a second.
"You can't be next to me smellin that good girl... You gone make me lick you" he said to me before he looked back forward at the plate.
I opened my mouth in shock with a big smile behind it.
Before he was able to take another bite of something, I basically pressed play on my plan.
He was gonna regret eating my food.... 😈
I walked around and gently put my hand on his buff, broad shoulder.
He looked up at me and could easily tell by the look in my eyes that it meant more than just a small touch to his shoulder.
He slowly put the plate down as he continued to look at me in a trance.
I pulled my bottom lip inbetween my teeth at his sexy face as I slowly walked around him.
Once I got to the side of him, I turned and slowly swung my leg over his lap before I sat down with my hands on his shoulders.... All while keeping the eye contact.
He grunted deeply and tried to clear his throat at the close contact while I tried not to breath out sharply at the fact and thought of me being ontop of him so sexually like this.
It turned me all the way on.
I looked in his eyes with my head slightly tilted upward as I began to slowly grind into him.
He quickly started breathing hard and trying not to let out any sexual noises.
I knew I was his weakness so I was using that to my advantage right now.
... From any other standpoint, it would have quickly been assumed that I was riding him.
As I leaned forward and continued to very slowly grind into him, I snuck my hand in his shirt and began to slowly feel around his muscular body which sent chills all over him.
He accidentally moaned out before he could try to stop himself.
His sexy moans made me have a burst and flatout outbreak of cold goosebumps as he gripped my hips.
I let my bottom lip hover over his neck as he continued to breath hard with his hands tightly gripping on me before his hands slid to my ass.
He smelled so damn good that I was trying to keep it together.
I continued to roll my body into his before I licked from the base of his neck... All the way up to his earlobe before I sucked on it while playing with his diamond earring as it clinged against my teeth.
I could easily feel that he was completely hard under me and I was already trying to contain the moisture of my honey pot from the contact but she wasn't cooperating.
He tried his best to strain the moans that were escaping his mouth while breathing out sharply as he tightly wrapped his arm around my waist and the other around my back.
It might have been an attempt to stop the slow, sexy grinding that I was loving all over him with but he didn't wrap his arms around tight enough to stop my movements so I knew he didn't want me to stop.
I could feel his neck hair standing up and goosebumps all over him.
".... Told you not to fuck with me" I whispered in his ear before kissing it sweetly.
I felt his sexy body shiver against mine before I stopped grinding and began to slowly get up.... Releasing the thick pressure from 'him' off of my honey pot.
He was in absolute shock at how I seduced him so quickly and how turned on he was.
He already knows I'm a nasty freak so I didn't know what he would expect.
He quickly put his hands over his pants, trying to hide the huge figure I created within less than a minute and a half as he looked away.
I blushed and smiled at what I did.
I was about to speak when the door opened.
Carter slightly jumped....
I tried not to laugh at how his body system was very sensitive right now
"Son... I'll be outside with the grill. Come outside when your ready" I heard Carter's father say.
I smiled at him and he smiled back as he closed the door quietly.
I heard Carter curse under his breath with his hands still securely on his Lil Johnson scratch that Big Johnson because nothing about it was small.
I laughed and put my hand gently on his shoulder.
He quickly shivered and his body stiffened even more. He slowly moved away from my hand as he cleared his throat.
"Don't do that" he groaned lowly. I giggled and he breathed out while I could see him trying to hide his smile.
Did I or did I not warn him?
I laughed uncontrollably as I wrapped my arms around his buff shoulders.
I kissed his cheek sweetly.
"You better get rid of that thang before your mama come back" I said with a huge grin plastered on my face.
He shook his head at me for a second.
"I'm never fuckin with yo dessert plate until we married" he mumbled in defeat.
I knew exactly what that meant and the thought made me hot and bothered.
I laughed again and kissed his neck briefly, making him squeal and shiver violently.
He breathed out a stiff and stressful strained breath as I stood up while cracking up to the point where my chest hurt.
He looked at me and shook his head as he continued to hold his fully erect self down.
He was struggling to keep it down with his hands.... He was so damn big that I wasn't even trying not to look.
Just wait til I take a spin on that thang 😉....
He began slowly getting up as he let out a strained breath with his sexy jaw clenched.
"I can't fuckin believe you" I heard him say to me as he began walking stiffly.
I was hunched over a chair laughing, so I couldn't even respond.
I knew he was gonna have to leave somewhere to 'relieve' hisself...
Seconds later, Carter hit the only place on my body he swore to me he would ever hit.
I felt a ridiculously hard slap on my ass that made me jump and scream for a split second.
He knows I like it when he touches my ass in any type of way...
I looked behind me in slight shock and pain, to see Carter biting his lip at me as he continued to stiffly head out of the garage.
I looked at him with my hand on the table, slightly bent over with my other hand on my sore ass cheek.
I bit my lip at his sexiness.
I can't stand this nigga 😌
He looked at my face before taking a glance at my body, he than looked back ahead quickly.
"I shouldn't have done that" I heard him mumble to himself as he sped up his stiff walk before he went out of sight within seconds.
Carter and Pookie tactics be like....
I laughed again at the thought of my goofy, sexy fiancé while I continued to decorate the garage...
Alisha POV
I got off of work at 6:30 p.m. on the dot today.
I talked to one of my old high school friends, Tay on speaker as I drove home.
After I got off the phone with her, I parked in the driveway.
It's crazy that I'm about to be living by myself in this big spot but I'm perfectly fine with that because I am BEYOND excited that my sis was moving in with her supportive, loving future husband and starting a new chapter in her life.
"My baby is growing uppppppp".... I always goofily said that to her.
I am so proud of the both of them for getting through such big and challenging obstacles that seemed 'make or break'.
As for me... I thought I was doing pretty good for what I had to deal with and I mean that in more ways than one.
I was just trying to be happy and adjust to my new life... With and without certain people.
I forsurely wasn't looking for anybody because I, along with everybody else that knows me, already know where my heart is and who had it.
Before I got out of my car, I grabbed my bag with my important paperwork, files and laptop before I picked up my purse and headed to the door.
I thought of what the future held for all the people I loved and was very pleased.
I smiled at the thought as I unlocked the door to the quiet, empty house.
I put my bags down, took my shoes off and headed upstairs to change so I could stop by this little gathering for Koree.
I guess it was Koree and Mrs. Rose's idea to have this....
I absolutely love them!
Their both so cute! I just want to put them in my pocket 😩.
Just thinking about them made me all gushy and soft inside.
I than began to change my clothes.
I replaced my black business pants with cute jeans before I transferred my black suit jacket and yellow blouse, to a velvet red blazer and white spaghetti strap undershirt.
I added a cute scarf and put my grey shoes on.
I changed my hair and headed to my drawers.
I was going to the gym tonight after I leave the little BBQ/gathering so I was packing my workout clothes for later.
I didn't have to work for two days because my boss was on a trip to Russia so I could workout for hours and not have to worry about work when I wake up tired after sleeping in tomorrow.
I packed black and grey Nike pro leggings, a training tank top, sports bra, freeruns, towel, windbreaker and a change of clothes in my pink Nike bag.
I put it over my shoulder before I went downstairs to grab a water bottle out the fridge and my purse so I could head out.
I looked at the time.
7:19 p.m.
I wasn't gonna to be late.
I hopped in my car and headed to Koree's house as I listened to my aux cord....
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