Picture of Deedra obviously!! In media!
Deedras P.O.V
3 weeks later
I knelt down at the toilet throwing up, I sat there for over 20 minutes this morning and yesterday. D'keyah held my hair back
"ewww Deedra!! damn are you done?" she asked
"D, its just coming out I cant control-" I continued to vomit.
Mendeecee decided that I go to the hospital incase it was food poisoning. he was new to the drug dealing came so he didn't have all the money and everything he wanted yet. he drove hes BMW to the hospital. 15 minutes later we got to the emergency room. I changed into one of the hospital dresses. the nurse took all my shots and checked my health so we had to wait for the doctor with the results. Mendeecee stood right by my side holding my hand. we were officially together and I adored him with all my heart. the doctor walked in with his clipboard
"well the results show that Deedra you are pregnant" he blurted out
my heart immediantly stopped beating, I looked at D'keyah, her hands were convering her mouth
"oh wow your having my baby!" he said excitedly
I glared at him with water in my eyes, he looked at me weird.
"Are you okay babe?"
Mendeecees P.O.V
the car ride was silent. Deedra didn't look very happy to find out she was pregnant. the docter gave her medication and told her what she needs to stay away from since she was pregnant. alcohol was the number one thing because Deedra liked to drink. when we got home D'keyah odered Chinese while I went upstairs to comfort Deedra.
"babe you okay?" I asked her. I notice dried up tear stans ruining her makeup.
"yea, im fine babe whats for dinner" she asked snuffling
Me:you haven't been yourself since the hospital Deedra, are you sure your okay
D:Im fine damn" she yelled storimg out of the room.
by that I knew she was upset.
Deedra P.OV
after dinner D'keyah and I were in my room which is now her room. I told her how I didn't want to be pregnant. being only 21 years old I had a whole life ahead of me. my basketball career was just getting started and I was supposed to carry a baby for 9 months!.
D'keyah said everything was going to be fine so we just went to bed.
The next morning I woke up earlier than everyone else to use Mendeecees laptop. I searched up 'how to have an abortion' the website I went to gave me so many safe ideas. my plan was to secretly go to a doctor so he could help me out. I didn't want Mendeecee to find out. he was so excited to be having my child but I didn't feel the same way. I mean I love him and all but having a baby, wasn't my plan for many many years.
D'Leyah came out of the room yawning.
"Breakfast?" she said rubbing her eyes
I shut the laptop real fast "yea um Mendeecee will make it"
"what you doing" she said walking towards me.
"nothing-I need to pee" I replied sprinting to the bathroom
D'keyah P.O.V
Deedra was acting mad suspicious. I opened up the laptop to see what she was doing. she was on a 'how to have an abortion' website. *was Deedra just playing stupid or was she going crazy*
D:what are you doing
Me:what the hell were YOU doing
D:Keyah, you don't get it
Me:Deedra this isn't just a decision you make alone, what about Mendeecee-
D:he isn't the one carry this thing for 9 months!
she sighed and went into the kitchen as Mendeecee came downstairs
"hey babe" he said peaking my lips
"hows my baby" he kissed my stomach
I could hear D'keyah laughing because of what he said.
we had no plans today. Mendeecee invited his friend Jay and his kids over with his wife. I hated people I didn't know around me and my twin. when they got in the house the kids were already running around. His girl Brenda was really pretty and was young as fuck to have 3 kids. we greeted eachother and left the boys to watch their game. D'keyah stayed with the boys to watch basketball. I wanted to talk to Brenda and get to know more about this parenting stuff.
"how do you do it?" I asked grabbing her 5 year old daughter Gabby. Her 3 year old tripped over the 1 year old that was crawling on the floor. Brenda picked him up
B:girl it wasn't easy. but Jay's really supportive
Me:if you don't mind me asking but how old are you
B:20, had gabby when I was 15 Jay took care of me ever since then, it was difficult having 3 big heads coming out of my pussy
we laughed "im pregnant myself, first one" I said
B:oh wow, your waist is mad small
Me:yea, im an athlete, atleast I was before I got myself in the situation" I sniffled
B:I know how you feel, I was on the verge of commiting suicide. I was bullied in high school. Jay wanted to have a kid, but after that child pops out of ya, you fall in love.
she lifted up her shirt and showed me her stretch marks caused by the pregnancy. that shit was crazy. it was disgusting and they never go away. I snipped a mirror selfie with my iPhone 5 to remember what my belly once looked liked before my baby bump starts to develop.
" I don't want to have this baby Brenda, how do I make it go away" a tear fell from my eyes
she sent her kids downstairs to there dad and closed the door. she sat me down and looked into my watery eyes *what was she doing*
B:go have an abortion baby
Me:I know but-but Mendeecee really wants this kid. I don't want him to think Im purposely trying to take it away.
B:then it should go away on accident" she said smiling
I looked at her weird. she took a pen and paper and starting wrighting things down for me.
2 month later
. D'keyah went to the grocery store with Mendeecee. I went into the glass cabinet and took out one of Mendeecees Liquor. I grabbed a glass and poured some in. I added this powder that Brenda gave me a few months ago. this pregnancy was stressing me out. My face would break out and my cravings were heavy. my bump was getting a little bigger. After 9 glasses of Liquor and all the crying, I started getting dizzy. I nearly was able to get upstairs. when Mendeecee came home I was laying on his bed butt naked. he gave me a look then took off his clothes. he climb on the bed and went under the covers. I held up his chin and connected his lips with mine. opening my mouth I allowed his tongue to enter my mouth. I disconnected our lips and went downstairs for a minute. everything was a blur walking down the stairs I held the handle but my hand missed the bar ************
D'keyah P.O.V
I heard a noise. trembling down the stairs. I left the room to see that..it was Deedra. I wanted to laugh but then I realized she was pregnant and not getting up
"Deedra!" I ran to her on the floor
"Ke-my belly" she could barley say. her breath stunk! I could barely open my eyes. It smelt like she was drinking. her eyes closed slowly and she wasn't waking up
"MENDEECEE!" I screamed
he came barging out of his room
"she fell, I-I think shes been drinking" I cried
he picked her up and headed for the door. I grabbed the keys and we left.
we got into Mendeecees BMW the song 'forever young' was playing on the radio, when I looked back at Deedra in the back seat
"is she gonne be okay?" I asked mendeecee crying
he glared at me then continued driving holding my hand..
A/N
What do yall think Brenda wrote on that paper to Deedra,
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