Toby-
These were always the hardest kind of days when you wake up and realise that this time however long it was the day you lost someone you loved deeply.
Emily meant everything to us and now she was gone forever, But she didn't die with any regrets she would be up there with Maya smiling down at all of us getting together today.
Alison and her boyfriend Mick, Ezra and Aria, Hanna, Spencer and I with a smiling Harley sitting next to Hanna. He took a real liking to Hanna unfortunately he wasn't old enough to remember Emily but we will tell him many many stories. He understood that she had die but he didn't understand who she was we just said that she was one of our best friends.
Everything was going really well we were all just talking about what we thought she would've done if she was here right now.
Telling embarrassing Stories about her which we all cracked up at. Emily really was the best I miss her more everyday
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It was around 4;30 when Spencer decided that she wanted to go home everyone started leaving say there goodbyes. We pull into the drive way when Spencer holds my hand tight I walk upstairs placing Harley into his bed while he was a sound asleep. I quickly put the sheets over him kissing his forehead walking outside shutting the door quietly. I walk out to see Spencer leaning against the Wall outside on the patio staring at the ground
"What is it?"
"Does living here in this house make you uncomfortable?" My eyes widen that was not what I was expecting?
"It did at first but Harley has grown up In this house he should stay in this house. Yes baby girl it did make me uncomfortable at first now I feel like it's mine as well" Her eyes dart to mine she smiles sweetly
"Good, Harley really did miss you while you were gone"
"Well he's really going to miss me now, There's a case that needs solving and its out of the country I'll be gone for a few weeks" Her eyes widen she leans her head on my chest letting the tears leave wet marks on my shirt
"Please don't go" She whimpers
"I have to gorgeous but I'll back"