11:18 am
camila: hey hey
camila: its like 2 hrs later i still cant sleep
camila: send help
camila: cuddles maybe
camila: cuddles usually help me fall asleep
camila: hint hint
11:46 am
lauren: :(((
lauren: do you have to perform
lauren: you havent even slept
camila: tru
camila: but like i cant not perform just bc im tired
camila: at least management wouldnt let me
lauren: i hate your management so much omgg
lauren: you need to rest up
camila: i knoow but how
lauren: idkk are you on good terms with your parents?
lauren: maybe its just time to go to your mom and ask her for help
camila: how is she gonne help me get sleep tho lmao
lauren: kgskrq i am trying to help ok
lauren: go to your mom bc then you dont have to make phone calls
camila: tru as fuck
camila: omg
camila: this one time my dentist called after i had a few teeth pulled and asked me how i felt and like i think i said they fucked up and added a few teeth instead
lauren: omggfidg you fucking idiot
camila: i wAS ON DRUGS
camila: THOSE PAINKILLERS AND SHIT
camila: it was horrible
lauren: i can imagine lmaoo
lauren: ive only had them a few times but it was so bad
camila: ooo bad as in u did dumb things or bad in like bc u needed them
lauren: both
lauren: i accidentally outed myself to my aunt and uncle while on them too lmao
camila: soo you are out to other ppl then? were they cool
lauren: yeah, they didnt care but i didnt remember it very well
lauren: and i never asked them about it sO i just asked them recently
camila: aww good job
lauren: i didnt ask them, i kinda just came out and then mentioned it at the end and they just kinda explained and all
camila: progress :))
camila: im proud of you
lauren: i am too
lauren: they offered me a place to stay if my parents took it badly as well
camila: theyre so cool
camila: im so glad u have ppl like that in ur life that can support you like that
lauren: i know
lauren: they live in california tho
camila: hEY U COULD LIVE NEAR ME
camila: thatd be so fun
lauren: but i love miami
lauren: i dont wanna move
camila: :// i know
camila: moving sucks
lauren: i would lose mani
camila: she could move too
camila: maybe
camila: i mean if shes ok w it
camila: u guys could move in w me
lauren: camz id love to but i dont even wanna think about moving right now
camila: its okay, i know u probably dont wanna think anything abt the circumstances
lauren: yeahh
camila: why are you considering it already tho?
camila: do u not think your parents will accept you
lauren: idkk
lauren: i think im overthinking it but theyve said some questionable shit and im so fucking anxious and nervous and holyy shit
camila: i wanna say something to help you out but im kinda dealing w the same thing
camila: except i have my own place already
lauren: yeahh i know, its fine
lauren: ive just been a little more anxious lately
camila: thats understandable
camila: hey can u send me that guys number tho
camila: or give it to me when im in miami
lauren: yea ofc
lauren: you think you're getting worse?
camila: not rly, i just want to get better
lauren: im glad
camila: thanks for offering that tho
camila: idk if id go out on my own and try to get any help lmao
lauren: its no problem
lauren: i was just trying to help with whatever i can
lauren: im happy i can do something
camila: :))
camila: is it ok if i try and sleep for the next few hours before the show?
lauren: totallyy
lauren: i wanna get out of this sappy convo as well lmao so
camila: same same
camila: oK but gn
camila: goodmornin idkk
camila: my sleep is so fucked
lauren: goodnightt/goodmorning then :)) whatever you decided fits
camila: night bc then it seems like i have more time to sleep
lauren: alrighttyy
lauren: goodnightt camz
camila: nightt
camila: i love youu
lauren: i love you too
camila: :))