Raura why do I bother if your gonna break my heart

Chapter 67

Laura's PoV
I hate him I don't want to see anyone I don't want to talk to anyone especially Ross shor lynch I hate his fucking guts I walked home as soon as I got home I slammed the door making everyone turn their heads they just stared at me
Vanessa: Laura are you okay
Raini: we wandered where you were
Laura:( yells) I'm fucking fine now leave me alone
I stormed upstairs I hate my life why does everything bad happen to me when I got in my room I slammed the door shut and I also locked the door I stayed there listening to an emo song 'last night by skillet' I listened to that on repeat strangely that was helping me to calm down I didn't have my razors with me so I just sat in the corner of my room and stayed there
End of PoV
Ross' PoV
Laura hates me, my family hate me and my best friends hate me I can understand why but I didn't kiss back and they won't let me explain I couldn't face them so I climbed the tree in our garden and just sat there I only noticed that I can see Laura's room but I can't see her she must be downstairs so I waited there to calm down the window was a little bit open so I could everything a song was playing and I heard crying and that was Laura next thing I heard was the door banging someone was trying to get in I listened to the convo
Riker: Laura open the door
Laura:(yells) no
Vanessa: Laura please
Laura:(yells) no go away
Rydel: Laura please we want to help you
Laura: no I need time on my own
Rocky: Laura please we want to make you happy
Ryland: yeah we don't like the sad Laura we like the happy Laura
Laura: what the fuck
Raini: Laura please open the door
Laura: OMG just leave me fucking alone I want to be alone cause that is how I will end up alone so leave me
Everyone: okay bye(leaves)
I can't believe it she's pushing everyone away I don't blame her really
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Laura's PoV
I stayed in my room I never came out I never ate anything I did have a drink cause I have a secret place where I keep some of my drink just in case I get thirsty anyway I am never going out there because every time I do I get hurt so I'm gonna stay here it's where I belong
End of PoV