diary of a insecure fat girl...

By _wicked_love

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Naomi Taylor is a girl that is insecure about her self when in reality she's a beautiful, smart, big bone... More

intro : about Naomi
chapter 1
chapter 2
chapter 3
chapter 4
chapter 5
chapter 6
chapter 7 : coming out
chapter 8
Chapter 9
chapter 11
chapter 12
chapter 13
chapter 14
chapter 15
chapter 16
chapter 17
chapter 18
not a chapter
chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
chapter 22
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chapter 10

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By _wicked_love

king pov

" aye what the fuck yo problem " i said talking to nikta .

" get off me , go to that bitch you been texting " she said getting up off the bed ,but i grabbed her by her wrist ,hoes need to know they place . nikita and i both know she aint good to me only for one thing tho and thats the head she give me ,if it aint no head ion wanna hear about it .

" mane fuck off with that shit , we aint together ,you know why i want you ,its for that head but you bitching about another chick you can bounce , we ain together " i said and she got mad and stormed out.

" dont come back hoe " i yelled sitting back in the bed ,damn i wanted some head before she left ,oh well ill call summer ,thats my main hoe , i like her but she so stuck with cj bitch ass i cant get much from her even though i really  like lil mama hell i was even about to kill cjs chick for her and i still dont know who lil moma is ,who ever she is got summer going crazy cause she dont like cj being with ayone else but her , hell i might just need to meet lil moma . i just layed back and lite up me up some gonja and texted summer to bring her sexy ass over here .

naomis pov

 

this month has been hella hectic for me , king been trying to hang ,me and cj always out , we go out just to be out like today we about to go to macdonalds and sit in and eat , i was putting on my shoes when my phone went off , it was  king , i like king he cool as fuck but ole dude trying to fuck up a good relationship .it keep going off ,uggh this nigga need to chill out forreal !!

" bae answer the phone ,its getting on my nerves" cj said plopping on the bed and brushing his hair. so i turned around and picked up my phone to see king text only 3 times and my phone was vibrating  like i had more than that .

king : ayye nana what you got going on today , homeboy taking you out again?

king: i mean no or any reply would help ma

king : aye

me : damn nigga calm down i was getting dresed and yea my MAN is taking me out ,we can hang tomarrow after i get down with business. play with one of ya hoes lol

king : ight  i might just do that ,when you coming over

me : nigga chill out with that shit ,but let me ttyl

king: im playing ma ,and ight tell homeboy i said wassup

me : no

that nigga gets on my nerves ,but like i said he aint got nun on cj .

" bae you ready to go why you over there texting like a 13 year old girl ,who you  talking to anyway" cj said grabbing his keys and walking out the door with me behind him .

" im just talking to a friend ,remeber me telling you about tthe dude i meet at the mall " i said

" yea i remeber , you know i trust you ,i just dont trust homeboy " he said making me sigh , i know cj trust me ,i just dont want him going around killikg every nigga i talk to .

" baby i know ,i know but you gone have to trust him you act like he a enemie or something "

" yea what if he is" he said looking at me

" then ill leave him alone cause any enemie of yours is mine and vis versa " i said and he smiled

" my ride or die ,i love you " he said rubbing my thigh

" and you know  this man "  i said in my smokey voice and we just laughed.

we pulled up to macdonalds and seen zoe and the crew in a booth waiting on us ,we walked in and greeted everybody, me and nick did our daliy roast .

" mane shut that shit up yo breathe stank smelling like all my damn life " i said and everybody laughed .

" mane nana dont start with if i wanted you to open yo mouth i would have jiggled my zipper" he said and we all died in laughter

" aye chill with them nasty ass come backs nick " cj said dead ass serious

" ight mane chill im just playing why you acting so damn mean latley , nana the fuck you do to my nigga " nick said

" shut up nick ian do nun to him .... but lay it down right " i said and me and the girls laughed and high fived each other .

" yall some freaks " drew said

" youll be alright ,i know you got hoes " i said

" yyep ,and here come one right now "  he said and i turned around and seen lil mama that stepped on my shit at the mall   .

"  oh hell naww ,thats the hoe who stepped on my shit i told yall about " i said and everybody got quiett when she came up .

" wassup drew babi how you been " she said sittung on his lap sucking on a sucker .. hoes .

" aye this nikita ,nikita this tha family " drew said poiting to us ,all the boys said wassup .

she still aint seen me or said shit to me ,i guess she know wassup ,the girls aint said nun to her ethier yet ,i know my girls got my back .

" damn yall cant speak " drew said

" heyy " they said all ghetto and shit mugging her and him ,i just looked

" nana" drew said giving me the eye

" mane ,wassup lil mama " i said smacking my lips and she looked at me with a ffamiliar look .

" aye you the bitch that tried to shoot me ,drew this  ha " she said with a attitude in her voice.

" yup i shole in the helll did and im not gone tell you again its queen bitch to you hoes " i said and nick butted in

" now bow down " he said and me and the girls laughed and started singing beyonce song bow down.

" m-town vicious bow down bitches " me and the girls said laughing

" drew im telling you lil mama gone get beat on some real shit !" she said like i wasnt right there .

" well hoe its nun but space and OPPORTUNITY  come on " i said getting up

" now nikita you seem cool as hell , so ima warn you now , nana will mike tyson yo ass you better shut up " k.t said making all us laugh .

" yea she will and nana babie sit down please " cj said pulling me in close to him i just sat there without a fight , he kissed my back which made me shake .nikita didnt say nun but look and everybody was quiet ffor a minute

" nana we going out tonight ,me, you, zoe , and  eve " trina said i just nodded and looked at cj

" you aint look at him bitch you going " zoe said and i just laughed

" bitch shut up " i said 

" aye ill see yall later ,come on babe " cj said dapping the boys and we left .

when we got home me and cj cuddle and watched juice ,thats my movie !! if i knew tupac  lorrd the things ill do to him !!! 

" baby have you talked to your fam since we left memphis " he said looking at me

" no , i talk to ton and mar ,theyt alking about moving down here , i ment to to ask you could they stay in the guest room for a while till they get on they feet" i said

" yea but they gone have to work ,you know me " he said

" ok thanks babe " i said kissing him.

i tried to gert up but he wasnt taking just that lil peck .

" nuhuh bring that ass here " he said making me laugh i sat back on his lap and he kissed me and turned me over i waas now laying on the couch , he starting teasing me and taking my clothes off  ,then my phone vibrated .

" ughh dammit man ,i swear if thats yo friend ima kill homeboy " cj said and laughed

" why would he text me at 7 at night ,ian his hoe" i said

" aye what is homeboy name "

" his name jerimiah"  i said not telling him his nickname cause cj will go out and find him .

" ight just wondering " he said

" its zoe i forgot they wanna go out ,i need to take ashower ,thanks for undressing me " i said winking at him and going to the  room to take a shower , when i got in i was washing up then i felt hands wrap around my waist.

" cj not now baby " i said moaning as he kissed my back and turned me around, and he did something no dude has ever thought or tried to do , he picked me up and leaned me against the wall with one fucking arm ,i was scared ,turned on, hot and wet all at one , and i guessed he noticed how scared i was cause he laguhed

" bae chill, i got you now relax only real men can handle this much woman" he said and kissed me down my neck and to my breast ,as he fondels with my breats  he uses one of hands to rub dowwn my body to my cooch and played with my clit , i moaned and before i knew it he rams his tool in me it felt so good going in raw ,but i was scared then what cj was just replaying in my mind " bae chil ,i got you now relax only real men can handle this much woman " i just smiled as we both climaxed.

" i love you naomi robin taylor " he said saing my whole name ,i just smilled

" i love you too chaz carmelo dean " i said kissing him before he could say mane dont say my middle name , he hates his middle name but i dont i think its cute , i always wanted a son and a daughter named carmen and carmelo ,hopefully it happens oneday . i knocked outta my thoughts as i tried to get out the shower after washing  up i tripped but cj grabbed my waist and we both landed on the floor , we laguhed for about what seemed like forrever but then zoe and girls were beating at the door ,i didnt notce that is was an hour passed . i glared at cj and hit his chest  i rushed up to the closet to grab a robe andthen went to poen the door .

" damn bitch what the fuck yall been doing ,yo ass aint dressed " zoe said as the girls pushed pass me and sa on the counch they all looked so cute  , eve had on some high waisted shorts with a bustier on and a black blazer and some black loubutions ,trina had on a black highwaisted pants and a tank top that i was gonna wear with my polka dot shorts that said  he wants the p , and her black jordans , and zoe she had on a cheeta print leggings with a black half fitted tee shirt that says angel on it with black booties .

" yea cj yall been fucking ,and in the shower at that look at nanas face and hair " they said and ijust blushed and went to the room to see cj layign in bed looking half sleep , i didnt say anything i just put my clothes on , at firtst i was gonna match with trina but i changed my mind so instead i put on my cut up studded jeans with my pink sheer se through shirt witth my lepored print bra and my hot pink pumps , i went to my jewlery and put on my ghetto gold hoops,and a necklace that was gold with bullets hanging from it , i grabbed my phone off the charger and my glod clutch with a bracelet  like chain attached to it, cause ill sit it down being slow and loose it .

" have fun bae ,and you looking to damn good ,if a nigga even smell yo perfume ima kill him you hear so turn yo sexyness down " he said looking at me with a bitch im dead serious look .

" ahaha ok bae ,illl try but its so hard ,i love you  " i said kissing him and walking out the room and walking in the living room to see that the girls were ready to go .

" took ya long enough" zoe said as we all went to zoes range rover, we got in and headed to the velvet room.

" aye yall ready for tomarrow" zoe said

" yea ,but who is coming anyways " trina asked

" a dude name king ,he run a drug game too ,he use to work for me but his ass was greedy and wanted more so he tried playing by his own rules with my shit so i told to leave ,but we cool though ,everynow and then we work together n some shit but we got a buisness meeting tomarrow about joiining together but i dont trust some of niggas that with him ,they be on some shady shit ,and the only thing im worried about is not being ready so ima need my bad bitches by m side " zoe said pulling up at the velvet room . all i could think about was king ,my king ,this nigga porbably knows cj , ughhh this some shit .

we walked in to hear b.o.b still in the bitch blasting ,hoes dancing and niggas running right behind them ,we walked up to vip and zoe dapped up some dude and i couldnt really make him out in the dark lighting  and him beiing a dark skin but when i got closer i could see who it was and it was king.

" wassup nana " he said hugging me

" how the hell you know him " zoe said

" hes the dude i told you about from the mall " i said

" oh , ight thats wassup ,so nigga you do know she taken " zoe said

" nigga yea i know this but i wanna meet homeboy cause everytime i make a move she bring him up ,he must be good to you or sum " he said

" well youll meet him tomarrow at the meeting " me and zoe said before i grabbed her and went dancing as my song body party came on , we turned up all damn night , without drama or all that other shit ,but i was pissy drunk ,i kinda reminded me of when i got drunk with cj ,that was funny .

when zoe dropped me off ,i was stumbling with the keys and i had to wait so cj could open the door ,i was surprised he was even up at 12; 30 in the morning , he picked me up and stripped me out my clothes and that was all i remeber befoore going to sleep .

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i woke up with a fuckin headache but i had t obrush that aside cause of the meeting ,we had i was a lil scared that cj would meet king and be mad at me for not telling him that knig was his name on the streets .so when  we pulled up at the trap i had on some galaxy leggings with a black oversized tee shirt and black chucks ,under my over sized shirt i had a two gun holsters ,and my purse had my baby in it so i was ready ,before we walked in i stopped cj .

" look i dont wanna agure so ima tell you that jermiahs name in the streets is king and hes gonna be at the meeting " i said and i walked off without looking back , i could feel him looking at me and something in me told me that he was pissed but i dont know why .

so when it was time zoe sat at her end of the table with me trina and eve behind her ,cj ,nick and steve scatterd across the room and k.t and drew wher at the door like sercerity .

king camein with four other dudes but they wher packing heat, once again i seen donta and i wasnt to happpy to see him .i was pulled out my thoughts when i herd my name .

" hey nana ,cant speak to a nigga " king said i smiled

" wassup " i said in a serious tone, i was looking at cj who was looking at me with

 a blank exspression ,then i herd a chicks voice say cjs name . i looked towards king who had summer bitch ass standing next to him .

" hey cj ,miss me " she winking at him , he just stood there with his hands on his waist , i knew he wanted to kill sumer ,since nick was standing beside him we switched spots . zoe and king started talking . i couldnt help but to say something to cj .

" babe not now , and please say something to me ,are mad cause of me talking to king " i said and he looked at me  with his thinking face.

" no im not mad im pissed the fuck off ,thats the nigga that wanted cjs girl dead ,summer told him about you ,and now yall cool ,im ready to body both the stupid basterds , well talk about this later " he said.

i just stood there and nodded  i cant belive king wanted to kill me cause summer didnt like me this some bullshit.

after zoe and king talked we all was off duty but king and his crew stayed and we talked for a while  and king never not once notcied or asked about who my man was .

" so nana am i gonna meet homeboy you always talking  about" king said , i spoke to soon.

" cj meet king ,king meet cj " i said wtih no emotion i walked over to cj and sat on his lap ,i could feel summer staring a fucking crater in my face ,she would not stop looking at me and everyone knows i hate that feeling of being watched ya know?  

" awwe fuck i didnt know that " king said like he fucked up or something .

" ok so yall know me lets spill the fucking beans ,king im cjs girl the bitch that summer wanted dead , i know you didnt know me but now that you do ,do you wanna kill me know cause we can play the chasing game or we can be real motherfuckers about it and lay it out on table " i said

" look ma i understand and i aint gone lie i was gonna kill oyu for smmer but now that i meet you , and you like a sister , i cant do that shit now but i do love summer ,butthe only problem is ,is that you with cj and me a nd homeboy aint on good terms and any body associateeee with him enemies in my book except for zoe -" he said and cj cut him off

" man nigga please ,don bring my girl in this shit ,we got our own problems ,the fuck nana got to do with this ,ian find my ex bestfriends dick in a girl i almost fucking married ,get the fuck outta here " cj sid turning red so i calmed him down and then zoe hopped in it ,

" look what ever this love square is yall need to fix it and king no harm feeeling but blood is thicker than water  and nana blood homeboy and you dont like her you might as well not like me " and everyone else was shaking there head yea with her .

" mane fuck this shit ,nana ion like you with everything in me  i just want you dead  " summer said pulling kings gun from his holster and shot me in the shoulder , this bitch dont know how to aim ,next thing i see is king knock the shit out of summer and cj wanting to get up but zoe handled it  and  i blacked out.

heyy heres another chap. tell me if you like this one ,i was in the procsess of redoing it but i couldnt reword it ant better so e you go and sorry for the mistakes !!!

keep it trill watt fam <3

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