Everything with David is just going perfect. I can't see anything better than being with him. I love everything about him. The way he talks, breathes, looks at me, I even like the way he sleeps. Speaking of which, tonight he's going to be staying at my house. I've been frantically cleaning my room for the past two hours trying to make everything perfect. My dad is going to be at work. That's mainly the only reason he's staying here this time. Weird thing is after we got together, no one has heard anything from Ralph. Of course on facebook David and I changed our relationship status to 'In a relationship' and tagged eachother but nothing. David even has Ralph as a friend and he hasn't said anything.
Speaking of facebook. I'm as equally addicted to facebook as David.
"Going to stay the night at the boyfriends :) DON'T Text me ;) baha jk. - David"
Maybe I should update my facebook status like that too. "Like".
Its almost time and I'm still alittle paranoid. I know David wouldn't care how it looked at all but I wanted to everything to be perfect. Sue me for wanting to be a good boyfriend. I had everything planned out. A nice dinner, maybe a movie or two that will probably end with a makeout session, then whatever he wanted to do. I was worried about his part. No parents, just me and him. I've been itching to do things that are no no's. And I know if we both got the chance, we would. Just have to be prepared! I went into my room and grabbed the box of condoms out of the drawer. Eh, we won't need them but if he wants to be safe then their there.
I layed down for a few minutes but hey facebook is addicting. Got to go check mine.
1 New Notification. This is why I continuously check my facebook, even though its not needed.
Ralph Delgato "Liked" David's Status.
Why would he like his status? Why is he even looking at David's stuff. Yeah, he posted it but stay out of my life and now that David is a part of it like he's always been this also means stay away from him. That pisses me off. So much. I sware if he does anything to ruin this he will pay. There really is no way for him to ruin it anyway I guess. I told David everything and there's nothing else Ralph could possibly do or say to make this fall apart.
-I'm here :) David<3
My heart starting beating fast, racing and I found it hard to breathe. He was finally going to see my house, my life, where I stay on my down time. It was exciting but at the same time horrifying. I honestly don't know why. I logged off facebook and went to open the door. David was standing there looking down with his hands behind his back.
"What?" I looked at his with a smile.
"I...I sort of got you something." He was nervous I could tell. Even though we've wanted this and we were going to be together for a long time I knew that he was still getting used to the idea of being with me.
"What is it?" He held out his hand and it was his iPod. Did he get me his iPod?
"Open up the playlist 'My Thoughts'. This is where I save the songs I write and compose."
David had an extreme talent. He could sing, and when I said sing, I meant he could be a freaking star if he wanted to be. He did this as a hobbie though. It brought him joy to express his feelings out through music.
"I've wrote songs before and I've composed but when it came to you I couldn't write a song that expressed my feelings enough for you. Atleast till today."
I stared at the iPod playlist scared to open it. What would it be called? I love him, he made a song for me and that's so sweet but what could he have possibly wrote to express his love for me.
"Its not finished yet...So if you don't want to hear it you don't have to till I'm done."
I looked up at him. "I want to wait till your done. You have a beautiful voice and I want it to be perfect in your eyes the first time I hear it." I smiled at him.
He took the iPod back and kissed me. I pulled back. "No, not yet. I want this night to be perfect. So follow me."
Even though I told him to follow I grabbed his hand. I showed him the entire house but the kitchen last. Seeing as how I set up the kitchen to be like a fancy resturant. I wanted this to be perfect. I wanted everything for him and I'd give him everything. As we were walking towards the kitchen you could smell the food I had cooking. I made him his favorite. A special kind of fish which I couldn't really pronounce. I honeslty could even spell it I had to have it right it out for me on a paper.
I heard David's stomach growl and he looked at me and smiled. "That's a good sign." I said to him as we walked into the kitchen.
I pulled out the seat behind him and he sat down. "I feel like such a girl." he said.
"You love this anyway." I leaned in and kissed him. I walked towards the over and pulled out the fish and brought it to the table. He was amazed. I could see the hunger in his eyes and even though it wasn't for me, yet, it still sort of turned me on.
"I love you." Was all he said while I served him and then myself.
From then on we had a pretty good dinner. We talked about everyhing, laughed, we even lost track of the time. Before we knew it, it was 2 hours later. It was around 8 o' clock now. We walked into the livingroom and just laid there. We didn't want to start the movie. I held him and he started humming a familiar song.
"What song is that?" I tried hard to remember but couldn't.
"Think really hard. I'll sing a line or two."
"Okay. I love your voice."
"Shut up." He said and he sat up.
"I wanna lock you up in my closet, when no one's around."
I looked at him in shock then he continued laughing.
"I wanna put your hand in my pocket, because your aloud."
I was thinking really hard. I knew it. It was there I just couldn't get it.
"I know that song! I just can't find the name."
He pushed me down and got on top of me.
"I wanna drive you into the corner, and kiss you without a sound."
He kissed me and I didn't hold back this time. He pulled himself up and looked straight in my eyes.
"Now you in and can't get out."
I wrapped my arms around him. His voice was so amazing. Then it clicked. I know the song!
"Hot by Avril Lavigne."
"Very good Johnny." He said with a smile then pulled me up.
"You make me so hot, make me wanna drop, your so ridiculous, I can bearly stop..." He whispered in my ear.
That turned me on to the point where before he even knew it I was on top of him staring at him in hunger. I stuck my hand in his shirt and began feeling around. I loved how soft David felt. It was amazing. I wrapped his arms around me. "Kiss me gently..." he sang.
I kissed him gently at first then I went in full force and pulled his shirt off. He put his hand in my shirt and felt my chest. His hands were cold and soft and that just drove me over the edge. I picked him up from the couch and took him to my room. He was laughing the whole time but I knew what I wanted to do and needed to do.
"Johnny, are you sure you wanna do this?"
I hesitated. Did I? Yes I do. Of course I do. I love him and there's nothing to make me think otherwise. Ralph was a different guy, different everything. David's perfect.
I looked down at him and he looked worried. "Yes I do."
He looked around. "If we're going to do this your going to use protection." He smiled. I ran to my dresser and pulled out a condom. I walked back towards him and he was smiling. His eyes were beautiful. I laid down next to him.
"You don't want to do this do you." He said as he sat up and wrapped his arms around his knees.
I did but I don't want to yet. I don't want to lose him. I know he's a virgin and he'd give it up to me but do I want to take something like that away from him so soon? We've only been together a month. It seems like long enough and we're in love but I don't want him to regret it...
"I do but do you?"
He looked down. I stared at him for the longest time till he looked at me. "Only if you want to." He didn't smile, showed no emotion. Just a flat out response. He was scared. Not scared of me or of sex but the fact that it was going to happen and it wouldn't be his first time.
I pulled him close to me and kissed him. "I love you and we're going to wait okay. Till your ready." He smiled at me and hugged me. "Thanks Johnny, oh and one more thing."
I stared at him. "What?"
He grabbed my crotch and squeezed and kissed me. Then he got up and ran towards the door. "I love you too!"
I'm going to get him! I ran out the door but he wasn't there. It was silent. I walked around the entire house and couldn't find him.
"I don't like this game anymore!" I said. I walked into the living room and there he was.....
Standing next to Ralph.
"David and me are going to take a little ride, unless that's not okay with you?" He pulled out a knife that he had pinned to David's back. I didn't move. I didn't know what to do.
'Johnny, help me.' he mouthed to me before Ralph started dragging him out the door.
I took two steps forward and Ralph but the knife to his neck.
What am I going to do....
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sorry its taken awhile. school started monday D: it sucks... but hey im working on it xD
this chapter i feel didn't have enough "umpf" to it. it makes me feel like a failure x.x
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