Started With Rejection

Chapter 10

Inside all I wanted to do is cry and scream but I put an emotionless face and just smirk I can't remember the last time I smiled a real smile or laughed a real laugh well probably when I was 10 I used to be so full of happiness and excitement but now I'm just a void full of darkness believe me I've had suicidal thought before but I thought maybe my mate could change me make me smile and laugh but most importantly make me fell loved and alive but that was a bust cuz he chated on me I guess I'm one of those girls that are not important enough to be cared and loved sometimes I wish I could just disappear I think people would care if that happened but it will probably fade and everyone would forget me in the timespan of two weeks if that but all I want is to be loved and cared about I want someone to be in love with me not just love me cuz love can fade but I guess you can't always get what I want but I'm gonna stand and fight I'm not going down with ought a fight</p>