Dear Journal,
It has been a week. A week since I walked away, and it still hurts. I feel betrayed, and used. I was so mad when I left, and hurt, but that is being replaced. I miss him still, and sadly I still love him. I want to give him a second chance. I need him anyway. I just gave my family back my car, so I am now driving Bryan's camary, so I need to but him a new car. I called Mike today, to see if I could get the money he borrowed back from him, he said that he would come down tomorrow and give it to me, seeing him is going to be so hard.
Always,
Bre