"Your Dying... But I love you...

By whoufflefan97

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This is a sort of Whouffle AU. Clara finds out at 15 years old that she could potentially die. She makes the... More

Chapter 1 - "The Hardest Day..."
Chapter 2 - "She's a Mystery..."
Chapter 3 - "From bad to Worse..."
Chapter 4 - "The Truth..."
Chapter 5 - "The Shopping Centre..."
Chapter 6 - "I really really Like you..."
Chapter 7 - "The Funeral..."
Chapter 8 - "Bloody Rumours..."
Chapter 9 - "Exploding Fire..."
Chapter 10 - "Jealousy..."
Chapter 11 - "Birthday..."
Chapter 12 - "Commitment..."
Chapter 13 - "The Picnic..."
Chapter 14 - "The Curse of Popularity..."
Chapter 15 - "The Weekend..."
Chapter 16 - "Awkward..."
Chapter 17 - "Life or Death moment..."
Chapter 18 - "Waking Up..."
Chapter 19 - "The Discharge..."
Chapter 20 - "The Past..."
Chapter 21 - "Family..."
Chapter 22 - "One Drunk Night..."
Chapter 23 - "I love you..."
Chapter 24 - "The Results..."
Chapter 25 - "I'm just not ready..."
Chapter 26 - "I didn't know..."
Chapter 27 - "Valentines Day..."
Chapter 28 - "London..."
Chapter 29 - "Exams..."
Chapter 30 - "The Night Before..."
Chapter 31 - "Now or Never..."
Chapter 32 - "The morning After..."
Chapter 33 - "Year 11 Prom..."
Chapter 34 - "The Break Up..."
Chapter 35 - "Home..."
Chapter 36 - "France..."
Chapter 37 - "The Apology..."
Chapter 38 - "Paris..."
Chapter 39 - "A Mystery Illness..."
Chapter 40 - "Results Day..."
Chapter 41 - "Blackpool..."
Chapter 42 - "Relapse..."
Chapter 43 - "Sixth Form..."
Chapter 44 - "Less than a Year..."
Chapter 45 - "Getting Over it..."
Chapter 46 - "Moving On..."
Chapter 47 - "3 Weeks Later..."
Chapter 48 - "The Awkward Project..."
Chapter 49 - "Exploding Fire II..."
Chapter 50 - "A big Mistake..."
Chapter 51 - "Things get worse..."
Chapter 52 - "Your not Moving..."
Chapter 53 - "Somewhat of an Awkward Birthday..."
Chapter 54 - "Ice Skating..."
Chapter 55 - "Back Together..."
Chapter 56 - "The Admittance..."
Chapter 57 - "Head Girl..."
Chapter 58 - "Camping..."
Chapter 59 - "I didnt know what I had..."
Chapter 60 - "Shutting everyone Out..."
Chapter 61 - "It will get Easier..."
Chapter 62 - "Escape..."
Chapter 63 - "Memories..."
Chapter 64 - "Stress..."
Chapter 65 - "The Awkward Visit..."
Chapter 66 - "Science is Fun..."
Chapter 67 - "Why did I sign up...?"
Chapter 68 - "What a Predicament..."
Chapter 69 - "Hungover..."
Chapter 70 - "Summer..."
Chapter 71 - "Disneyland..."
Chapter 72 - "Disappointments..."
Chapter 73 - "The Football Game..."
Chapter 74 - " Halloween..."
Chapter 75 - "Please wake up..."
Chapter 76 - "Where did this argument come from?..."
Chapter 77 - "Really? An actual Car?..."
Chapter 78 - "Crystals Back..."
Chapter 79 - "The University Scholars..."
Chapter 80 - "Aunt Bloody Linda..."
Chapter 81 - "Reality Dawns..."
Chapter 82 - "Sorry not Sorry..."
Chapter 83 - "Spreads like Wild-flies..."
Chapter 84 - "The Winter Stomach Bug..."
Chapter 85 - "Trying to be Clever..."
Chapter 86 - "Winter Blues..."
Chapter 87 - "To the Future..."
Chapter 88 - "The Real Crystal James..."
Chapter 89 - "The Perfect Christmas..."
Chapter 90 - "Drunken Moment..."
Chapter 91 - "Steaming Pile of Guilt... And Regret..."
Chapter 92 - New Year Awkwardness..."
Chapter 93 - "Suspensions and Suspicions..."
Chapter 94 - "Mocks and Horses..."
Chapter 95 - "Guilt and Pain..."
Chapter 96 - "Headaches..."
Chapter 97 - "I can't do this Anymore..."
Chapter 98 - "18 and Arrogant..."
Chapter 99 - "Massive Ego Boost..."
Chapter 100 - "Danny Pink..."
Chapter 101 - "Stolen Virginity..."
Chapter 102 - "The Waiting Game..."
Chapter 103 - "Menstrual Cycles..."
Chapter 104 - "Parent..."
Chapter 105 - "18 Years... And was not expecting that..."
Chapter 106 - "Friends... With Benefits...?'"
Chapter 107 - "Half Term Babysitting..."
Chapter 108 - "Please Don't be Alone..."
Chapter 109 - "Home Sweet Home..."
Chapter 110 - "Not the same Conversation again..."
Chapter 111 - "A near Miss..."
Chapter 112 - "Kicked Out..."
Chapter 113 - "How Exactly...?"
Chapter 114 - "I think I might be Pregnant..."
Chapter 115 - "The Big Speech and a Date..."
Chapter 116 - "A talk..."
Chapter 117 - "I know what to do..."
Chapter 118 - "The Brains..."
Chapter 119 - "A long Day..."
Chapter 120 - "A hungover Mess..."
Chapter 121 - "Hopeless..."
Chapter 122 - "All you need is Love..."
Chapter 123 - "Anger..."
Chapter 124 - "Ducks..."
Chapter 125 - "Recovery is a slow Thing..."
Chapter 126 - "Lost..."
Chapter 127 - "Decorating..."
Chapter 128 - "Sleep all Day... And Party all Night..."
Chapter 129 - "Easter Sunday..."
Chapter 130 - "Enemies and Frenemies..."
Chapter 131 - "The Truth Always Comes Out..."
Chapter 132 - "Lifes Not Fair..."
Chapter 133 - "Breaking Down and the Barriers Fade Part I...'
Chapter 134 - "Breaking Down and the Barriers Fade Part II..."
Chapter 135 - "Someone to Talk too..."
Chapter 136 - "The Letter..."
Chapter 137 - "A Funeral and a Celebration..."
Chapter 138 - "The -not so- Paint Balling Incident..."
Chapter 139 - "Just 15 Days..."
Chapter 140 - "1 Day to Freedom..."
Chapter 141 - "Leavers..."
Chapter 142 - "Misunderstanding..."
Chapter 143 - "The Big Bash..."
Chapter 144 - "Disowned..."
Chapter 145 - "Becoming a pain in the Ass..."
Chapter 146 - "Early Mornings..."
Chapter 147 - "Drinking helps the pain..."
Chapter 148 - "Lets be Spontaneous..."
Chapter 149 - "Change and Revelations..."
Chapter 150 - "Prom... Is this Goodbye?..."
Chapter 151 - "Apart..."
Chapter 152 - "Buck up and go Wild..."
Chapter 153 - "New Friends and serious Regrets..."
Chapter 154 - "Horses, Fears and Housebound..."
Chapter 155 - "Poisoned and Lost Contact..."
Chapter 156 - "Salute..."
Chapter 157 - "One door Closes... Another door Opens..."
Chapter 158 - "Injured and HomeComing..."
Chapter 159 - "Dirty Minded Scrable and Twister..."
Chapter 160 - "Existential Crisis..."
Chapter 161 - "Feeling Welcome...?"
Chapter 162 - "Lot's of Flirting and Surfing Fun..."
Chapter 163 - "Water Rides and Swings..."
Chapter 164 - "Changes and Goodbyes..."
Chapter 165 - "Get up off... Your Ass..."
Chapter 166 - "Alone and Scared..."
Chapter 167 - "Self Control..."
Chapter 168 - "Freshers..."
Chapter 169 - "Coping...?"
Chapter 170 - "Hangovers and Lectures..."
Chapter 171 - "Placement..."
Chapter 172 - "Halloween III..."
Chapter 173 - "Oliver..."
Chapter 174 - "Aftermath..."
Chapter 175 - "English..."
Chapter 176 - "Finals..."
Chapter 177 - "The Lift..."
Chapter 178 - "Darkness..."
Chapter 179 - "Inheritance..."
Chapter 180 - "Another Bloody Argument... And bad timing...?"
Chapter 181 - "Idiots... Actual Idiots..."
Chapter 182 - "Make up Sex..."
Chapter 184 - "All Clear...?"
Chapter 185 - "Hidden feelings..."
Chapter 186 - "School Trip..."
Chapter 187 - "Christmas Shopping..."
Chapter 188 - "Decorating and Christmas Dinner..."
Chapter 189 - "Arguments and Awkward Positions..."
Chapter 190 - "The Fir Tree..."
Chapter 191 - "Winter Stargazing..."
Chapter 192 - "Help and Family Trees..."
Chapter 193 - "Trip to Essex - and Drunk Dads..."
Chapter 194 - "Secret Santa..."
Chapter 195 - "A Christmas Wish come True...?"
Chapter 196 - "Snow Day and troubles from the past..."
Chapter 197 - "Aunt Rosamond... Take two..."
Chapter 198 - "Unloaded Stress and a New Bloody Year Part I..."
Chapter 199 - "Unloaded Stress and a New Bloody Year Part II..."
Chapter 200 - "The Night Out..."

Chapter 183 - "Lack of Protection and Complete Panic..."

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Chapter 183 - "Lack of Protection and Complete Panic..."

Clara's PoV

'Sorry? You what? Could you get any more stupid?' Richard snapped.

'I tried to stop her, but it was just such a moment - I couldn't fight her off. We used protection... Will it even matter?'

'I'm not even going to even answer that question. The worst part about all of this is you were freakin sober when this happened. You are so on your own'

'Richard please I'm begging you. I looked to a friend from comfort and got that comfort. How was I to know she wasn't on the pill? How was I supposed to know that she could be riddled with any STD ever? How was --'

'I'm going to cut you off right there dude. You've been to enough health classes and sex talks to know that you don't just go around sticking yourself inside people without covering it up. Even if it is someone you know' he snapped.

John dropped his head. 'John the truth always comes out in the end. What if she is pregnant? Then what? How do you propose telling Clara that? What if she has an STD huh? How are you going to explain that you slept with one of her friends and that you could have passed on anything... Plus the fact your one night of sex could have gotten her pregnant?' Richard yelled.

John would have not flinched but he knows full well that Richard was completely right.

'What do I do? I've come to you for help Richard. I need your help' John begged.

'First of all. You get round to her house because they are friends now. Crystals her friend. And you know what girls are like. She could blab to anyone. Get round there and sort this mess out' Richard scolded.

'Please come with me. I don't know what to do' John begged.

- - -

'Please be in. Come on. Be in' John begged out loud and was completely shocked to find Adrien - of all people - answer the front door to Crystals house.

'Oh my god. Like you should be here?'

'I swear to you if you blab to Clara--'

'She's my best friend John. She's the first person that truly accepted me for who I am - because you know - she's nice like that and doesn't deserve any of your shit' Adrien snapped.

'Just let me in you idiot'

'I'd cut down on the name calling if I was you - because I could send Clara one text and she'd be round here to hear this whole conversation' Adrien threatened, as Richard and John stepped in around them.

'John please go away' Crystal begged.

'No. Not until we sort this out'

'There's nothing to sort out. Don't worry your secrets safe with me. She won't find out. I promised pixie dust I'd stop all this sleeping around - and I had until last week. And now look at me. I could have an STD and be pregnant'

'Don't you get it Crystal so could she' John snapped.

'Well it would have been common sense to cover it up to be fair' Richard said defending Crystal.

'And so could have she in the first place' John snapped.

'There's no point having this argument. You'll have to wait 4 weeks to see if she's pregnant. In the mean time you'll both have to go and be tested. I don't know what your going to tell Clara... But she needs to know' Richard said.

'No. I'll get tested then let her know. If it's all clear she never needs to know does she?'

'Dude it doesn't work like that' Richard pointed out.

'Well. It. Does now' John yelled making everyone in the room be silent.

'John if I am pregnant, you understand I won't be keeping it right?' Crystal sniffed in embarrassment from Adrien's hug.

'I would completely respect that decision. To be honest if you are I don't want to know' John said staring at the wall.

'Dude if she's pregnant then you help'  Richard scolded and they all came to the agreement that nobody finds out.

- - -

'Crystal. Oh my god. I didn't think we were meeting up until the New Year?'

'Were not. I just needed to talk to someone. And thought that Pixie dust is the perfect person to talk to about my shit' she said so I stepped aside and let her come in.

'Here, you look like you could use a cup of tea. How's uni? Did you need some more tutoring?' I smirked.

'No. Well maybe in the future but that's not why I'm here' she said.

'Your making me nervous now. What's up?'

'I had sex'

'Okay. Don't we all. Who is he? Have you finally found a guy?'

'No. It was a one night stand and I promised after high school that I would never do that again. I promised you after everything that happened, and I broke that promise' she cried.

'Woah. Your Crystals James... I didn't exactly expect you to keep that promise. Especially with going to uni and everything' I shrugged.

'The thing is. I could be diseased. I could be pregnant and the best part is he doesn't even care. Hasn't helped at all'

I gritted my teeth thinking that if it was John and me I would make him help. 'Give me his number and I'll talk some sense into him' her eyes went wide and she shock her head.

'He's probably on his way back to Italy. Look that's not the point. It's just I'm scared. And you've been here. You were pregnant before. And I know you lost it and I was so horrible to you about it. I don't even know why now. Loosing a baby would be horrible and I just don't think that if I was pregnant id be able to give it up' she cried.

'Oh come here' I said pulling her in for a tight hug. 'We'll work this out. I'll help you' I promised.

'Your too nice pixie dust. All the shit I've caused you and your still willing to help?'

'Of course I am. Now stay here. We're going to get you to a clinic for a test. That's the first thing. Now I'm going back to uni this afternoon but I'll come with you if you want?'

'No. I'm fine' she sniffed. 'I'm still here for another week and Adrien said he'd come with me' she said standing up as the doorbell rang. 'It's just John. You don't have to go' I said racing after her to the front door.

'Crystal?'

'I'm just leaving' she said awkwardly walking around him and down the path.

'I'll text you' I said and hugged John, pulling him inside.

'What-- what was all that about?' He said almost edgy.

'She's having a bad time of it. Some ass may have knocked her up and given her an Std. I swear if that was me I would be on his doorstep pounding down the door and embarrassing the jerk in front of everyone' I snapped annoyed for her.

He made a nervous laugh and just hugged me closer. 'Just be glad it's not you then hey'

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