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♡Cassey♡
I cant believe what I'm doing. I'm standing in an alleyway and I'm staring at two men one with a gun and one begging for his life.....oh good god what am I seeing. This isn't happening. this is happening, i start thinking that i must of tripped on my way back home and banged my head now I'm having a nightmare from the hit to the head. I try and pinch my arm just to make sure this was actually happening. Yip this is happening.
I cant move I'm frozen with fear. I'm so scared to move just in case they see me. Stuck in the shadows, to scared to move. A thought comes to me.... what if they see me. I panicked and I think why did this have to happen here outside my home .....Jesus my minds a mess. I'm thinking like this and a man is over there begging for his life.
I'm thinking to myself awww shit I'm witnessing a crime and I'm doing nothing about it, i need to do something.....so i take out my mobile phone and start taking some pictures, as I'm doing that shots are fired and a man hits the ground.
I scream and the killer looks up and starts to look around at the noise but he doesn't see me, i hope he doesn't anyways because i go further into the shadows......... I know he knows I'm there because he definitely heard me scream. shit please don't look for me please don't look. As i say this to myself he starts to move about in the alleyway. I try not to move I'm still but i wish my breathing wasn't so loud i can hear my own heartbeat as well and I'm sure he can hear it too. That is madness i know he can't hear but i dosn't stop me from thinking it.
my phone is still in my hand and it starts to ring ....... shit I think to myself im so screwed im dead. IM GONNA GET KILLED IN A FUCKING ALLEYWAY. ...........SHIT SHIT DOUBLE SHIT!
I run as fast as my legs are willing to take me . Trying to push my legs to work harder, harder than they ever had before. I heard him coming after me, i have to know if he's close or but so i look back and see he has his gun still in hand and its aimed at me.I don't think he could get a shot as me because hes running as fast as me, but he is still trying. I so scared i never been this scared in my life either. He shots at me but misses thank god. I shaking so bad i don't know how I'm running so fast and steady. oh my god he is a physio I think as he shoots at me again but hes running so he just misses me, it was much closer this time. He must not think so because starts cursing and then he gives up. I know because I look back and I see him shouting into his phone that someone saw him. thank goodness he so far away. As I listen to him on the phone trying hard to heard what he was saying but he was so loud i didn't have to try very hard. I make a call to the police. thinking this would e the best time to while he was shouting down the phone. I am farther away from him now and I see a spot which I can hide. this alleyway is so big. I hear the operator asking
" 911 whats your emergency? " I tell her I need the cops. so she puts me through so I tell police where I am and that I witnessed a murder.
" Hello " I hear nothing "HELLO!!!" I say a little louder but not shouting.shit i shouldn't have raised my voice, he could of heard me but i don't think he did. Then I hear someone, before I know what she is saying I stop her by saying
"I need police at 112 east Boston street. There's a man here with a gun and I just seen him kill someone." I take a deep breath and say " I'm afaid ill be next if you don't hurry."
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CHAPTER 2
The lady on the phone says there's police five Minutes away and she will radio them to come straight away. I ask her can she not get someone here straight away because this is a life and death moment here. She tells that 5minutes is the fastest someone will be there. she tries to help me and soothes my nerves but i doesn't work so I hang up and wait. OK OK they are coming police are gonna be here i just have to be quiet and wait, and hope that the killer doesn't find me. He won't find me i think trying to make it true if i think it enough. while I'm think it i look around my little hiding place. i didn't know it was here until now so it must be hidden.
I am breathing so hard I'm sure he hears me. My heart is pumping so hard I swear its gonna burst out of my chest. I try to slow my breathing as I do I hear him coming near. so this is how I'm gonna die, shit i cant let i low live kill me no chance i have to be quiet and hope for the best.....I am frozen in place with fear and the fear is so bad I think I'd die from it. He is so close to my hiding place and he doesn't even know it. How he doesn't hear my breathing and pounding heart is beyond me. I try so hard to him him when i hear that he too is out of breath but im sure his is with running as mine is fear.
He's so close any minute now he's gonna find me hiding here.Im really temped to stick my head out and see where is but i know that would get me caught. The not knowing where he is killing me. Then suddenly I hear the sirens of the police cars. I let out my breath that I didn't know I was holding.Police is here im saved there gonna get me. I hear I'm cursing then he shouts to me.
"you called the police you fucking bitch....you don't know what you just got involved in. you don't think I seen you after you screamed but I seen you very well. You're a pretty fucking hoe. I could have fun with you, if I had time." i heard him laugh at what he just said. it just send cold shivers down my spine. Thank god the cops came this quick.
Then I hear him shouting again" I know your still here you little nosey bitch. stop acting like you don't hear me, when I fucking find you I'm gonna kill you. but before I kill you I think ill torture you a bit first... I seen you as i already said I know what you look like.....I'm coming, and by fuck I'm am gonna enjoy every single thing i do to you. But you will wish i killed you fast" he laughs and it just sends chills down my spine again. I hear him shuffle away like he hasn't a care in the world. he didn't see me properly. No chance would he have seen my face long enough to know what i look like. right? i think to myself shit he has to be lying.
As I hear him shuffle away. i curl up in a ball in my little hiding place. i try and take deep cleansing breaths to try and calm my nerves. I wasn't working. It felt like I was sitting in my little corner of darkness for hours but it was only a few minutes. I only know i was a few minutes because my thoughts had come back to me in a rush i must have blocked everything out to try and stop the panic. I didn't work well i didn't think it did.
Staring at nothing when I heard noises. I started freaking out again. Shit he's come back already. I start crying I'm gonna die a long slow horrible death. The more I think like that the more I cried. I really try to quiet myself, but i just couldn't do it, i was running on pure fear and panic. I'm such a state. I start sit up tense from waiting on the killer, i shaking and rocking myself back and forth thinking here he is now back to kill me very slowly just like he promised.
I start to cry silently, my eyes blurred with tears so I didn't see him coming. "aaaaaahhhhh" I screamed when I felt a hand on my shoulder.
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CHAPTER 3
"It's okay. I'm a cop."
I look up at him and say stupidly
" but your not wearing a uniform. "
He laughs but for only a minute because he see's that I'm in a state of shock and not trying to be funny. He puts his hand in the inside of his jacket. Oh god he's taking out his gun. I thought, shit it must be the killers friends come to finish the job. That's why he was on the phone.Jesus that was genius pretending to be a cop. FUCK!!!!!!!!!
I'm not sticking around to get shot i thought to myself not twice in one night. well if i thought about it i would be the third time. So i get up and I run again. This is a bloody shitty day. That's not him but I bet it is his friend that was on the phone. He's here to take care of me, as in kill me. I think as I run. I'm surprised I'm still alive. I can't die now no i can't let that happen not not not all i've been through, escaping one manic to just bump into another mad man. I pounded my feet on the ground trying to run as fast as i can go but i heard him up close to me. SHIT i can't die like this.
I can't breath. my lungs are burning, burning so bad it hurts. I feel myself slowing down. No i can't be slowing down, I feel someone grab me. I start to punch and kick and try anything I can to get away from him. "No!!!!"
"Calm down. LOOK!!!!! its just my badge. please im here to help you."
At this point he has me tight against him, my back to his hard firm chest with his arms around me tight to keep me from attacking him. My arms are at my side and I start to relax. He turns me slowly so I don't freak out again. As I turn i see that he is holding a badge. I relax against him more knowing that I'm safe in this cops arms. I take a deep breath to calm myself and as i do i smell his aftershave. wow he smells good.
I just stare up at him stupidly and think how hot he is with his really green eyes. I don't think I ever seen eyes that green....ever. His hair is like a light brown colour. He looks like a god with all that muscle and height he must be at least 6foot tall. I am only to his chest. Which is fine by me. I really need to get my mind out of the gutter because I'm thinking really erotic things. I must be thinking like this because of the shock. Beacuse i don't even know who he is.
▪Jackson▪
I'm in the car when I hear the call come though
"There's a reported murder at 112 East Boston Street. I repeat there's a reported murder at 112 East Boston Street all available units go straight away. The witness still there. She say's the killers still there."
I finish taking a drink of coffee and radio in that I'm just five minutes away.
When I get there I think the witness was too afraid to stay where . I remember birdy said she was a woman. So I'm ready to go back to the car to radio in that witness cleared off when I someone lying on the ground and I think i might be the witness. Maybe the killer got to her as well. I take out my gun and walk over to see if the killer is still there but ill I see is a dead man's body and i think no one else is here. Shit she must be too scared to stay. Until I hear crying but it's really muffled crying. It sounds like their trying to keep quiet. It must be her so i put my gun away because I don't want to scare her. I know by the sound that she is really scared outta of mind. I know im near, because I can see her foot. I go over lean down and touch her shoulder. I scare her and curse to myself for doing the one thing I was trying not to do. I look down at her and say
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CHAPTER 4
" It's okay, im a cop."
She looks up at me with the biggest chocolate brown eye I ever saw and just says " but your not wearing a uniform. "
I laugh at that then I think shit she's in shock. So i reach in to my jacket pocket to get my badge but she runs away screaming. she definitely doesn't think im a cop.
I run after her and grab her from behind. She starts to freak out again and I try and calm her down by wrapping my arm around her to stop her hitting me but she still manages to kick me hard so I yell
"LOOK! !!!!" I show her my badge and I say " I'm here to help you. "
I know she beileves me because I feel her relax. im turning her around slowly and she just stares at me like she never seen a man before. if im truthful that look just sent me wild. I couldn't help but notice her just the same way she was me. I snapped out of it before I get carried away. I was on the job.
I clear my throat as I clear my head from these thoughts and get back to business. As im clearing my throat she must realise that she still on my arms and moves away quickly. She blushes and quickly apologises. Its funny to me that she did'nt relise she was still in my arms.
" I'm so sorry officer."
I couldn't help but tease her because it just seemed the right thing to do to break the tension that was building up.
" Apologise for what exactly...... "
I smile and continue "...... for being in my arms or for kicking and hitting." She blushes even more and says " Both, mostly kicking stuff."
I can see that she is still pretty shaken still so I offer her away from the alleywayand away from the scence she must have witnessed and to my car. She nodded her head and came to the car and sits with her legs out of the car and she just stares into the alleyway. she must be going throught all the things she went through i just a short space of time. I go to the radio
" dispatch this is officer Jackson black. I need a team out here at 112 east Boston street."
I turn to look at the woman as I talk to see if shes ok or to see if she still there. she still there in a world of own. The radio responses and says" on there way jackson."
♡Cassey ♡
Was he just teasing me now? don't be silly Cassey I scold myself. He asks if I want to move away from here and im so choked up I just nod. He moves to his car so I sit down and just stare up where that poor man was killed. I hear the officer on his cop radio and hear him telling all his team to come there's a crime scene. Before I know it he is at my side again. I look up at him and just think wow. Im glad it was him that came first. that though shocks me. He kneels down and says
"my name is officer Jackson Black. Can you tell me your name miss?"
I nod, clear my throat .
"Cassey Adam's."
" That's a really unique name you have there Cassey... wish we met a different way. However this is it. Sorry about that. How are you doing now?"
"Thanks officer Jackson. I think im still in shock I really can't believe what happened. "
"Please just Jackson. That's normal to be in shock after what you witnessed. would you mind coming down to the station and giving a statement."
"okay, sure."
"Okay great but we have to wait for my team to come first so I can full them in. Do you mind waiting for a while?"
I just shake my head. His team is here in no time and there sorting the scene out pretty fast. Officer Jackson....Jackson I correct myself, comes back to me and says that I need to give a quick statement here first before I go to the station.
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CHAPTER 5
"why do have to do two statements?" I ask voicing my thoughts
" Well miss we need a short one here so the officers and investigators know what there dealing with." So I tell officer bob what I know. Then I go to the police station I'm in a big room ready to pour my heart out.
Before I know it I'm in a car headed to the police station and I'm waiting in a small room. I'm there for what felt like ages and i don't like like being alone. I wonder how long are their gonna be when two officers walk in.
"Hi I'm officer Jackson Black as you already know i just need to state it for the record, and this is officer John McLaughlin." Jackson gave me a small smile and a nod. "Are you ready to start Miss Adam's?" I nod . "okay tell us everything. "
I take a deep breath and say "I was on my way back from my walk...I only live here very short time so I was out getting a feel for my new home. I was halfway up the alleyway when I saw the man pointing a gun. "
"Can you tell us what he looked like."
I look up at Jackson, who asked the question.
"I can tell you everything you want. It's stuck in my mind like a video on repeat playing over and over again. It's a nightmare. i was like it was in slow motion i know that sounds crazy because i hear on TV that its the opposite. " They just nodded as to tell me that is usaually how it happens, so i started to tell them what he looked like.
"He was about 6foot 2in and was bulky , well his arms were he was heavy everywhere else." i swallowed a sob and continued, "His eyes looked nearly black so i would say they were a dark brown. he was in his mid 40's early 50's with black thinning hair." i took a deep shaky breath and just looked at officer Jackson Black.
"I am sorry miss Adams that you had to witness something as bad as that. But you can see justice done by telling us all you know so we can put this man away."
"I'm so frightened...." i feel tears run down my cheeks. " he threatened me, he told me that he's coming after me no matter what. He said awful awful things and i'm afraid he really means it. "
"How did he know you where there?"
"Because I was taking pictures with my phone and I screamed when I saw and heard the shots being fired. Oh shit I forgot about my phone. I got it all on my mobile phone i must have dropped it when i.....uh....went i.....ran away from you officer Jackson." I looked up at him remembering what happened and blushed. he just smiled again.
" I thought officer Jackson was the killer coming back then i knew it was'nt him but i thought it the killer friend or whoever he made a call to. I thought he send someone after me." I explained when officer McLaughlin just raised his eyebrows in question. the officers just look at each other then at me.
"Don't worry we should be able to get it. So you were saying that you were taking pictures of him and what was happening.....Then what?"
" Well after he shot the man I screamed but the killer didn't seem to know for sure what he was hearing because he kept looking around and at that point I tried to hide more into the shadows."
"wait wait wait......" the officer beside officer Jackson said. it was the first time he spoke since he came in. "how on earth could you take pictures and scream at the same time?
"oh sorry i'm a photographer I guess it was a normal thing for me to do plus i don't its rocket science to take pictures while screaming officer McLaughlin, I didn't even think about it really until you just said. it was just a natural reaction I guess." Jackson hide his burst of laughter by pretending to choke and cough. I smile at that and our eyes meet. He cleared his throat and apologised to the officer.
CHAPTER 6
I just seen him nod as he just understood but officer jackson just kept looking at me with those wild eyes that made me want to jump over the table onto his lap. I felt all hot when he was looking at me that way. like he was gonna eat me for breakfast. my thoughts were broken by the officer saying
"go ahead Miss Adam's, tell us what else happened. "
" okay."
so I tell them everything little thing I can remember. Which takes hours because they want every little detail like was he right handed or was he left handed and what was he wearing, what was the killer saying to the victim, did he have a limp...Then I had to go to the sketch artist. I was about to go home when they stopped and said.....
" It's not safe for you to go home alone Miss Adams. we got the pictures from your phone. we're dealing with a very bad man. We know him well. You're gonna have to have police officers with you at all times until we catch this psycho. saying this is your case Jackson its your responsibility to take care of her. "
"no problem captain. "
Jackson turns to me and he winks....i feel my stomach doing a flip. I just smile at him like a love sick puppy.
▪Jackson ▪
why is she affecting me like this? yeah sure she a very beautiful in a very unique way. her eyes are so incredible. Christ I am getting turned on just thinking about her. I stay at the crime scene while she been driven to the station. how did she manage to get away from him. I seen myself how afraid she was. I look around a minute longer just trying to figure out what happened. Then I get in my car and head to the station to her so I can get a statement.
I see the captain coming over "hey Jackson she in waiting to give her statement. "
okay it's show time....I meet officer John McLaughlin and he comes with me. There she is pretty as ever. stop thinking like this black, i scold myself....she looks up at me with big fearful eyes. I try to stay professional and ask is she ready. she starts telling us what happened and a ask a few questions. she answers all the questions and while she does tears run down her cheeks. she must be reliving the whole thing over again. she is so innocent and i would know the diffence in my line of work, she shouldn't he going thorough this. I tell her what I think. We're done taking the statement but I'm still in my seat just looking at her. I think I see desire in her eyes and it just makes me want her more if that's even possible. I can feel my cock start to twitch. Jesus control yourself Jackson.
I'm on my way out when captain stops me again and tells me that it the gangster that we are after for a while now. It's looking good for us because we have hard evidence to send him away Thanks to Cassey, we just hope now that we find him. captain talks to Cassey then telling her its a bad man we're after for a while. I see her shake as she hears the captain telling her that this killer is a physio. I look at him with a frown. I suddenly feel a wave of protection for her. it feels so strong it shocks me but I just wink at her to make her smile when the captain tell me that I am to protect her.
♡ Cassey ♡
wait! what? the smoking hot cop is to protect me, as in watching over me......that news to me. How will I cope with him with me protecting me!
"whats that mean, you have to protect me?" I ask him as we walk away from the police station. He stop to look at me like Im crazy. I think I must be because it's only starting to really sink in.
"I'm I in the witness protection program?"
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CHAPTER 7
He looks really embarrassed but at the same time he looks so damn hot as he put his hand behind his head and rubbed his neck. So hot that i want to........i eyes my eyes to close off that thought. I only meet him and im acting like a love stuck teenager.
"yeah im sorry we really didn't talk much. we should have informed you more about all of this. we usually have a man to do that but im just remembering that he is on holidays. He deals with tell you all about what is happening and what is about to happen after you given you statment and agree to help us. so I'm guessing nobody asked you are you sure about going to court and being a witness? "
"no nobody asked me anything i was taken here and sat in that room, for a while until you and that other officer came in. I really have no clue what happens next . I'm sorry should I know?" shit I'm I suppose to know what happens now. why does my mind go blank when he looks at me? Oh my god i feel soooo dumb right now. I look downand I start to blush with embarrassed about this but i look up at him to see he is smiling at me but his lovely green eyes seem to glow at me.
" I don't think anyone that's not a cop or lawyer is actually supposed to know. We like to keep it on the down low, as we don't want any crimials finding out how it all works out It has to be that way for witness protection."
WITNESS PROTECTION!!!!!! oh shit, what did I get myself into? The killer said the same thing and he was right. I just thought i would give evidence and that's all, whoever he was that killed that man must be worst thsn i thought, and my thoughts were really damn bad. i swallowed bad at the trail my thoughts took me and while i was thinking, I realised I was just staring at him AGAIN!!! Jesus he must think I'm an airhead. I could'nt help it through he just made me want him, by just looking at me. He starts to tell me about witness protection. it seems simple enough. He and other cops have to stand watch until they catch whoever killed that man and why he did it. Before I knew it we were in his car heading to my house. He must see the panic in my eyes because when we were at the traffic lights and he leans over and put his hand on my cheek and told me not to panic they will catch him fast and that nothing bad will happen to me. as he leaned over and touch me I swear I just sighed. His hand felt good on me. I swear I think I see his eyes darken with desire......so without even knowing what im doing I find myself leaning towards him my heart pounding in my chest, my mouth is dry. I notice he just looking at me like he is fighting back feelings. which is crazy because we only known each other. I jumped then because someone was pumping their horn for us to go. Jackson moved his hand as if I just shocked him and cleared his throat. " lights green. " was all he said all the way we got to mine.
"Thanks for taking me home."I said as he pulled up outside my place.
"I'm not just taking you home."he said after we got out of the car. my heart started beating faster and my knees felt weak at what he said.oh dear god is it gonna be like this the whole time im around him? Then it sunk in what he just said." Excuse me." I said while laughing with nerves I was shaking as he came closer. I couldn't help but think bout how sexy he was and what would it be like to be kissing him as we walk up to my apartment. I suddenly stopped at my door when I seen the look on his face. "what? whats wrong?"
" I have to check your place first."
"why? I thought you did that already. why would you need to check it again?"
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CHAPTER 8
" I just have to check, it's just part of the job. nothing to worry about. Just stay here until I check it out " okay. " now I definitely know that my pounding heart and damp palms are not to do with Jackson but fear deep fear. once again I'm frozen on spot. I'm reliving it all again. how many times do I have to do this. I'm shaking when he says its all clear. I really cant move . I hear him telling me but I can't move or let him know I hear him. I'm frozen in place like a statue.
▪ Jackson ▪
I come out and tell Cassey that its safe for her to go in. I notice shes was shaking when I came out. Fuck!! what happened? I don't understand what just happened then I remembered what I just said, I must have scared her. Jesus I didn't even think what i was saying. I'm such an idiot!
"Shit Cassey are you okay?" I didn't even let her answer....actually I dont think she was gonna answer. I just hugged her without thinking and held her tight. I heard her sigh and then i felt her relax against me. God she feels so good, and she smells so good, like strawberries and cream. I let her go but kept her close she looked at me. I see lust in her eyes, and i can't help but think what she be like in bed. Jesus I really need to control myself I take her into her apartment. She still looks amazing after all shes been through. I should have informed her of what was happening before I do things instead of scaring her half to death.
"I'm so sorry I didn't mean to scare you I didn't even think."
" its OK Jackson, your just doing your job. are you sure it's safe for us to be here? "
She says I am just doing my job, I wish i was doing it right for her. I see shes scared so I tried to put her beautiful mind to rest. " yes its the safest place to be. It's the last place the killer will come because it will be full of us police officers so he would be crazy to come here."
" I never thought of it like that." she says as she tries to hold back a yawn. she shocks me a little by asking me.
"would you mind sleeping with me tonight?"
I'm not going to lie as soon as she said that my dick went hard and my blood pressure went sky high.I was so shocked at her statement i just looked at her, does she even know how sexy she is. This is going to be hard work keeping my hands off her. Can I even do my job while she saying things like that? I see her take in what she said, her lovely deep chocolate brown eyes widened with shock. she blushes bright red.
"oh sweet lord, I'm sorry that sounded like I was asking you to have sex with me. I....I..I shit I meant....would you mind staying her tonight I have a spare room." I smile at her nervous chatting. I see what makes her different, it was her innocents. That is really rare in my line of work. It's so rare its making my blood boil with need for her.
"im sorry, for all the trouble i made."
" why are you always apologising? your not making trouble your helping us find a very bad man Cassey. I don't think we could do it without you. you know that right?
I see her think about what i just said. She opens her mouth to say something but before she can answer I lean in. I see her breathing hard and fast and its turning me on. my lips crush hers I feel her respond to me straight away. she has me so hot for her I cant resist.
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CHAPTER 9
♡ Cassey ♡
He leans in and i feel my heart beat so hard i think Jackson can hear it. his kiss is soft and first then I feel him opening my mouth with his tongue and i gasp at the sudden tingles his kliss is giving me. the only thoughts I have as he's kissing me is how turned on I am by this man and it feels so good then my mind just starts to melt as I melt into him, and i hear myself sigh in happiness. my whole body starts to shake as our kiss turns very passionate very quickly. I feel like my body is turning to jelly as feel his hands grab me and pulls me closer. my knees go weak from his kiss but I don't fall because he has me in a firm hold. I start hear him grunt in pleasure as my hands roam his body. I don't know what's gotten into me. he just drives me wild. I tear my lips away to suck in some air.
I moan as I feel his lips on my neck "hmmm "I think he feels my excitement because goes to my breasts. he pulls at my t-shirt and he growls in frustrating at not being able to get at them. He yanks at my t-shirt, and my breast are exposed to him, I feel his mouth kissing them, I'm rubbing myself up against him shamelessly I cant help it. his mouth is on my nipples and her starts to suck. im groaning now so loudly. I grab his head, put my fingers through his golden brown hair and hang on as pure pleasure has me shaking . I gasp as he works them more. oh god I don't think I can take anymore. He knows what hes doing to me. I pull his head up and I kiss him like my life depends on it. He grunts again and it makes me moan with pleasure. I feel his erection and it makes me move my body more up and down his body. I cant help the noises and groans im making. he pushes his penis up against my core which I scream with need for him. as a result he pushed me against a wall and just devours me. I was at breaking point by then and so must he be because we started pulling at his clothes and he's doing the same with my t-shirt which is just below my heaving breasts . I want ......I can't even think straight....... he feels so good.
I feel him hesitate and stop.As he stops i let out a little cry of protest. did I do something wrong? I need a minute I'm shaking.
" wait, wait." he put his forehead to mine. we were both breathing hard.
"whats......wrong?" I say in between grasps
"we shouldn't be...doing this."he says catching his breath.
"why? I thought you wanted this as much as I do." I feel so hurt.
▪ Jackson ▪
I see the hurt in her eyes. I just want to kiss her hurt away but I cant just kiss her I know I would want more.....much more. I can't believe I lost control, I never lose control ever....what is she doing to me.
" I.....I aaahhh I can't. ...... I need to protect you and I cant protect you like this ok. im sorry"
Im so on edge after what happened. what did just happen? I think as I rub my neck. how did it get so out of hand. I shouldnt be doing that. I feel so shitty. I just see the hurt in her eyes even as shes trying to hide it. I go to her and hug her but she tenses up on me so I let her go as I do I whisper
" I'm so sorry Cassey. "
she moves away " its my fault I shouldn't have asked you to stay with me."
What was she blaming herself? Jesus i just should of kept my stupid hands to myself.
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CHAPTER 10
"I'm gonna go to bed now if that's OK? " she looks at me with those big brown eyes and my stomach does a weird flip or something. whatever it was I didn't like it one bit. i i apologise again and she just nods. she must be feeling so rejected right now. I'm suck am jerk. I would need to stop think with my dick. the problem is i was thinking with my dick. I just wasnt think full stop.
"sure its fine. ill be in the next room if you need me OK!" she smiles and waves as she leaves.
I check the locks on the windows and doors to make sure there all secure then I head to bed frustrated at what just happened. this job is going to be hard work, not because the job but just to be cool around her. every time I think about her I get a semi. ill get through his. I have to for her sake and safety. The bed I'm in is so comfortable I fell asleep right away.
I wake up early as always. I find Cassey still in bed but it doesn't surprise me all. she had I tough day and night yesterday. I get my daily shower, I cant seem to get my mind of Cassey. i feel bad for acting the way I did so as an apology I go to the shop and get ingredients for breakfast. I get to the door and see there's no officer at the door like there's suppose to be. i make an angry call to the station.
"Hello police department how may i help you?" I cant believe what im hearing. im on with the operator.
"its jackson black here where the hell is everybody?" I say angrily
"its quite busy here mr black....half the officers are on cases and the other lot are looking for your man jackson so how can I help you?"
"you can start by finding out where the officer that supposed to be at miss adams door!!!!" I'm ready to kill someone when she tells me to hold on and she will find that out. If Cassey had come out here and find noone protecting her she would be very afraid again im sure of it.
"I just radioed him hes just downstairs he was out getting coffee and donuts. "
he comes up and I just let loose on him.
"your supposed to be here at all times and if you need to go you call someone to take your place. ok this case is top priority . do you even know who we trying to catch?"
"im sorry sir I will never happen again. yes I know who it is."
"dont leave here on guarded again." jesus why am I so angry about this I need to pull myself together.
ten minutes later im back with breakfast ingredients. and start making pancakes bacon and scrambled eggs. its all nearly ready when I hear her.
"hmmmmmm what snells so good?"
I turnto her and see she has on a pair of shorts and a tank top and her hair is still messy. I smile at her she seems in far better mood.
"your breakfast. hope you don't mind me cooking."
"are you crazy? do I mind a sexy cop making me breakfast? she laughs and says " hell of course I dont mind."
I dont think I moved after what she said and she didnt even relies what she said. so innocent and yet she makes me so hard I just want to take her over the table.
I cleared my throat and thoughts "im glad your in a better mood. not that I could blame you."
"well I was lying in bed and I was thinking why should I let a asshole ruin my life. im still really scared but thats why use are here to protect me. is it? you make me feel safe."
I know she was half acting her cheeriness. ican see it in her eyes but I let her think positive. I put the food on the plate and handed it over . her eyes went wide.
"wow I havnt had pancakes in ages thanks jackson. "