Angels p.o.v
I looked at my self in the mirror as I tended to my bloody nose .
I didn't feel like myself , shit I probably didn't even look like my normal self at the moment .
This was too much for me . I honestly couldn't deal .
" ang you good ?" August asked standing in the door frame of the bathroom
No I wasn't good . I was fucking scared and missed my boyfriend . But because of my own fucked up logic I had to push him away .
" yes I'm fine , maybe we should continue this talk another time ." I suggested looking at him through the mirror
" angel why must you front wit me? A nigga know you betta den you know yaself ."
" how am I fronting August ? I'm tired and don't really have anything else too say ."
" I'm tryin' angel , I'm really tryin' but dis tryna push me away shit ain't gonna work cause I ain't goin' nowhere ." He said
That made me happy but in away It Kinda didn't. Cause I wish didn't he feel so strongly about this and me. Because being the type of person I am I try to fix my shit on my own .
" I'm not pushing you away I simply don't feel like fighting and arguing about this shit anymore ."
" your the only one fightin' angel I tol' you how I felt and were I stand all the other extra shit is on ya part."
" stop fightin' me angel , fuckin' stop it" he demanded will grabbing me too face him
I looked at him and began too break down . I loved this man with everything and I knew for a fact he loved me just as much , so why couldn't I let this go and let him in ?
" why you cryin' ma , jus talk to me" "
" Aug - I - can't , it's too much going on right now ." I said through sobs
" shhh baybeh , I got you " he said soothing me as he hugged me tightly
" don't leave ." I said in a whisper
" I Didn't plan on it mama , I didn't plan on it ."
" Im fucking drained lets lay down ." I suggested
" alright "
And with that we made our way to my room . I was already in some sweats and a tank top so I didn't have to change but aug on the other hand was in jeans so I knew he would wanna change .
" your stuff is still in the draws ." I said as I sat on my bed
" you didn't burn and cut my shit? You not as crazy as I thought ." He joked
" kiss my ass I'm not crazy ." I said as I gave him the finger
" you not ? Since when? " he said acting surprised
" since forever it's your coocoo for coco puffs ass that's crazy." I said
" how I'm crazy man?" He asked as he took his jeans off and put on basket ball shorts
" my guy you fucking called me every minute of everyday , stalking ass ."
" it's a difference in being crazy and in love ."
" nigga not really that shit is the same damn thing in my book ." I said shaking my head
" one thing I do know is I'm crazy bout you ."
" you still on punishment so don't try to butter me up with your lil smooth lines."
" you don't think I've been on punishment for long enough ." He sighed
" I meannnn."
" come on I haven't kissed ya in more then 2 weeks ."
" I know I was kinda being irrational , but on a serious note I have too tell you something ." I said
" come onnn ang, no bad shit we jus' got on speakin' terms ."
" no aug the last time we put shit too the back burner it didn't end so good ."
" alright , man wassup? "
" okay Remember when you called me and I told you I was doing to the doctors for a check up ? "
" yea?"
" well it wasn't for that but I didn't want to worry you knowing how you are.. I have been feeling weird lately so I went too see wassup . and it basically boils down too it's either something minor and really serious ."
" that's what the nose bleed was about, and the constant headaches and fatigue?"
" well I'm not sure about the nose bleed, cause that was the first time that happened. but the others yea I'm guessing ."
" why didn't you tell me man you putting ' shit off when dis could be serious ." He complained
" we weren't speaking , so I didn't wanna worry you . I did a lot of debating with myself when or how I was gonna go about telling you what's been going on and why I've been so over the place but what time is a good time? You know . "
" i hate dat you love too help everyone but when it comes ta' you no one can help you . It's frustratin' ang. "
" coming from mister stubborn himself."
" continue angel ."
" well , I go back tommrow and-"
"Say no more I'll be there ." He said cutting my off
" Alright .aug , but I'm telling you now you better not act an ass ."
" why wouldn't I act up at tha damn doctors ?"
" Jason works there ."
" of course this nigga do " he said dramatically as he rolled his eyes
" stop it ."
" tha nigga probably did dat on purpose don't make me fuck him up angel ."
" August you have no reason whatsoever not too like Jason ." I said honestly
" any nigga who wanted my girl could never be cool in my eyes all that nigga is waitin' for is my downfall so he could slide in ."
" slide in? He never made a pass at me Aug he was genuinely a good person ." I explained
" I don't like how you defend him ." He said rolling his eyes
" keep it real the only reason you really don't like him is cause he was in my house that day and you knew you fucked up so as soon as you saw him you saw the tables turned."
" yea I guess ya right but it's annoying how this nigga forever poppin' up ."
" I'm always right but I'm still done with the fact you basically told me too fuck him ."
" don't make me choke ya ass I ain't say that , I was just ti' ed of you bringing up the Miami shit like if it makes you feel better and get us back right, fuck with the fuckboy then."
"Here you go with the name calling . but if I was too you would've killed my ass literally ."
"well ya know how I' am ." He shrugged
" crazy ass , only person I know that will tell someone to do something then fuck them up If they did it " I mumbled
" yea whatevea ." He said before turning in his side to be face to face with me
" I'm kinda scared ." I admitted
" fa what? I'm sure it's nothin' ang"
"But what if it is something ." I pressed
" then we'll deal with it togetha ." He said making sure he put emphasis on together
" alright ." I said giving up pressing this situation
" now dat we back on good terms -"
" speaking term ." I corrected causing him to mug me
" what !?" I yelled laughing
" I'm not bouta play with yo ass come here man ." He demanded
" aug I'm right in you face what you talking about some come here? " I said being a smart ass knowing exactly what he meant
" you know damn well what I meant, ya know what fuck it ." He said pulling me on top of him
" why must you be extra? " I said rolling my eyes as my head fell on his chest
" cause I missed you mannnn , but I did tha calculations and you owe me 21 damn kisses ."
" you would've thought ." I said picking my head up from his chest looking at him
And with that lifted his head up and stole a kiss .
Damn I missed this I thought to myself.
He continued to give me small pecks then it soon got heated and everything that was once heavy on my mind was forgotten about for the moment .
" I fuckin' love you ang that's on everything ."
" I know I love you too ." Bending down for another kiss
" iight baby get up ." He said tapping my thigh being that I was straddling him
" why what's the matter ?"
" it's getting hard ." He said whispered moving me down a little causing my eyes to get big and cheeks flush
" you gonna handle that or? " I trailed off Getting off of him
" yea I mean who else gon do it , it's been damn nea' 6 months since I did tha nasty ." He stated
Damn it's been that long . Yea he must dead love me . Cause I know aug and six months is a long ass time to only be doing little high school shit like kissing and giving hickeys .
That kinda made me feel like I wasn't doing what I had to do as a girlfriend.bI mean I know I should've lost my virginty to him just cause I think it's something he would want . Bu t there's other things that could've been compromised.
" whatchu thinkin' bout ? " he asked
" nothing I'm just thinking I took this whole situation out of proportion."
" nah ma , like I said you had every right ta feel how you felt but I jus' didn't like tha fact you wasn't showin' my atemps of trying any recognition."
" we gon be alright ." He assured me
I sure hoped we would I really did but I for the moment I wasn't really trying to worry about any of the extra shit .
Despite his faults August was all around a great man who I was thankful for .
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ALRIGHTTT I KNOW THIS WAS LONGGGGG OVER DUE BUT YALL LOVE ME SO ITS OK 😊.
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- August ?
- ang?
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