OK so hi
Today I feel so f*cking bad!!!! Like ugh!!!!! I don't know what to do!! All I want to do is scream!!!! And trash the house!!!! But I can't. And sitting doing nothing is making it so much worse!!
I've been up for like an hour and I couldn't talk to my sister with out wanting to scream at her for no reason!
I want to puch sonething. I want to grab my razor that's been hidden away for so long. Want to curl up in a ball and cry. I want to scream at the top of my lungs. I want to fall into a dreamless sleep for ever. All this I want and feel at once. No one should feel all this at once! I want to expoled from everything I feel.
So yer sorry for my ranting but it made me a bit better. So that's how I feel today. Hour in the day and all I want to do is harm myself. This will be an interesting day.
Stay sane!
(Better said then done)