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Violet's POV
"Was it a peck or like a full make out" asked Sky as we walked down the hallway to math
"I'm not telling" I told her pissed
"Why do you get mad when people want to know about your life?" she asked me
I hadn't realize that, Until now, in this whole 2 seconds, I just realized she is completely right. No regrets though
"Sky, thats my business" I told her
"Why are you always mad" She told me. Does she ever stop talking?
I didn't answer her questions and I just kept walking to my classes, I could see many girls staring at me and whispering to their friends, Word runs out fast in this school, and there is always this big rumor which everyone adds more and more parts to it, we never actually know what happens even when the rumor has still calmed down, So all I have to do it's just ignore it and not answer anything. Hope he does the same
I got to math class and every girl literally shut up when I entered the room.
There were many girls that were probably going to hate me from now on because Chandler is one of the most popular boys here and there are many girls that are completely and utterly in love with him, and that wished that they were me, but guess what bitch, I'm the lucky fucker
"Hey Violet, how his dick taste" Said one of the girls, If I wasn't wearing heels I would have fought her, but I'm a decent person. And my earrings are pretty expensive
I sat down at the back of the class like I always do, and I got my math binder out and I started reading my notes from last class when my friend Caitlyn sat in front of me
"Hey loser" She told me
"I'm not telling" I told her
"You suck" she said and she frowned making me laugh
"No offense but what does he see in you? Like, he is a fuckboy, and he usually only wants girls he can fuck with, and then there's you, you're a complete angel, and you fall too hard when a special boy comes to your life. Why does a heart like his love a heart like yours?, he knows you'll never love him back" She told me
"Listen. You don't know him like I do, you only know stupid little 16 year old Chandler. On the other hand, I've known him my entire life, and I know him way more than you think, I've known enough to the point where I can just get lost in his eyes and never come back, to the point where I could drop anything to be at his side, To the point where I could ruin my life and lose me forever, And that's the reason why a heart like mine can't love a heart like his"
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Chandler's POV
I was sitting in the lab waiting for Violet to come, I'm kind of nervous because I plan on asking her on a date today. The kiss we shared on Saturday was the best kiss of my entire life. For the first time I had kissed someone I loved and not someone I just wanted a hook with. Violet is the only girl I've ever loved that I don't just want to hook up with
I heard 3 little knocks on the door that cut my thoughts out, "I'm coming in" I hear Violet's voice say from the other side of the door
"Okay" I told her, I heard the door open and I turned to see her, she wasn't smiling like I thought she would, I have a feeling she'll tell me that I'm garbage and that she hates me and she never wants to see me again and that she'll put a restraining order on me or something like that
She set her things down next to a table near mine and she turned around to stand in front of where I was sitting
"I need to talk to you Chandler" she said and she kept a stern look in her face staring me in the eye. This can't be good
"What happened on Saturday was, something I didn't expect to happen, It was something I didn't want to happen and something that I don't want it to happen again" she started out
I guess she could see the expression change in my face because she started looking down at her shoes and then back at me for like a minute now. I can't believe she is saying this right now, I know she doesn't mean it, I know she's just doing it because she's scared, if only she trusted me enough to know that she won't get hurt, Maybe I could talk her into not being scared, but the thing is that she doesn't trust me and she prefers to break my heart before I can break hers
"I know how you feel about me and I'm saying this because I don't want you to get hurt, and because I don't want to illusionate you into thinking that what happened that day was something, because it wasn't" she said but I didn't let her finish
"Don't say that Violate, just don't say that. You know that's not the truth" I told her probably sounding angry and probably scaring her because her expression changed completely
"You can't hide your feelings for me, You and I both know that. You know that I never stopped loving you, and you know that I will keep on fighting for you. So why don't you just give me chance, you know that I won't break your heart, and you know that I will never let you down" I told her and I got closer to her
"Chandler you don't get it, It's not just that I'm scared to get my heart broken, It's the fact that I'm scared to love you" she said loud enough for probably everyone in the building to hear
"You've never bothered to ask me why I never gave you a chance, It was because I was scared that if I cared too much I would just end up losing. I thought that I was going to end up losing me and losing you, And to me that would be the worst thing that could happen to me" she said
"So to clear up your messy little mind, I don't love you, I don't want to love you"
I looked at her in the eye and I thought about everything she just told me, that was until we heard the door slam open
It was Mrs Campaign
Fuck. We forgot she was going to come and check up on us
"If you don't show me any work at this instant you'll both be in big trouble" She told us crossing her arms. Both Violet and I rushed over to our backpacks and we started looking for something we could show her. Everything we have is in Violet's computer, we can show her that
"Show her what we did In your computer last fri-" I was telling Violet until I turned around to see her covering her mouth, her eyes were glassy and there were ripped papers surrounding her area. What happened?
"Hey, what happened" I moved closer to her and I whispered in her ear, I peeked through the chairs to see Mrs campaign still waiting taping her foot on the floor
"I forgot my computer at my house" She whispered back. Well we're screwed
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"Didn't I tell the both of you that there would be consequences if you guys didn't work In what you had to do?" Said Dr Dale
Violet and I were sat down right where this whole mess started. In the 2 chairs in front of Dr Dale's office, She had calmed down and stopped crying, But we were still screwed
"I thought the two of you were responsible enough to carry on with this project. I guess I was wrong" He said staring us down
"But how could I be stupid enough to let two idiots like you to work on this?" he said to us, I swear I heard Violet whimper. She has never been able to handle situations like this. Especially not in school
"I already told the ISFT that one of you was representing the school, So I can't expel you two dumbasses" he said meanly to us, I mean yeah, we are not doing what we're supposed to be doing but at least we're not doing drugs or something else
"This will cause the both of you, a detention on Saturday that will go on your record, and a C in conduct" He said writing it down on his papers. The moment he said C in conduct I knew Violet was going to have a breakdown. The second I heard she started crying I reached out and I held her hand under the table. Detentions are very serious in our school and that meant she was going to go through a lot of trouble with her parents. I felt sorry for her
"I'm also calling both of your parents, so expect that today" He said also writing it down "Now get out of my office" He said and he shot a dirty glare at us
Violet let go of my hand and she ran out of his office crying, I saw her run to the front entrance and I went after her
I got out of the school and I began looking for her, I found her leaning to my car and I instantly got the message, I got my keys out and I opened up the door for her to get in, We both got in and I turned on the car, she sat crying in the passenger seat and I started driving up to her house
I mean yeah, she just broke my heart into a million pieces but I wasn't going to just leave her
The drive there was silent, besides of her crying we didn't speak at all, I guess she wanted to be in silence for now
When we got to her house and I turned off the car, she got out she went straight to her house not saying anything, took my seatbelt off and I reached her midway in getting to her house, She noticed I was behind her so she started walking faster until she reached the front door and quickly unlocked it, she tried closing the door and leaving me outside but she failed and I got in with her, She ran to her room with me behind her and she tried to close the door on my face as well but I'm stubborn as fuck and I didn't let her
We got in her room and she was really close to screaming at me from the look on her face, her eyes were red and glassy and her lips were a deep shade of red from biting them for a long time to stop her from crying. I couldn't take it anymore and I embraced her in my arms. As soon as she fell into my arms she poured down all the tear she had holded in since Dr Dale called us. She was getting my blazer all soaked up but I couldn't care less
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We both laid down on her bed, her arms were wrapped around my neck and mine were wrapped around her waist holding her close to me, She had stopped crying 20 minutes ago or so, we weren't talking or anything, we were just in her bed cuddling, I wanted to stay like this forever with her in my arms
She was fiddling with the buttons on my shirt and I was making circles around her skin that was uncovered in her waist, She stopped playing with the buttons and she looked up at me, she is so beautiful, in every way possible, And I'm in love with her, in every way possible
AN: dAMNNN that was an intense chapter
qotd: what's your favorite band(s)
aotd: one direction, coldplay, the beatles, mayday parade and the 1975