Julie's POV :
We were at the starting of the film .There where strange things and over there was girls around the huse freaking out(in the movie) and it was really scary . I was totally traumatized . Not litarally but..I AM!! I was holding my knees and then Ross noticed me .He came closer .I felt his hot breath on my neck . Then i felt him going on top of me . Then he asked me slowly and whispering :
''Hey , you're ok?''
I just shaked my head in no . He smiled and he sat in his seat . The rest didn't notice anything cuz they are almost into the film . Hahaha.. It was really fun if there wasn't any scary movie bothering me . Thne i felt Ross wrapping his arms around me . He picked me up and he sat me on his lap. I just cuddled into him and i let Ross wrap his muscular arms around my body . He holded me really close . I rested my head on his chest and buried my face there . Ross brought some covers on me and he holded me really close. I wrapped my arms around his neck and i just buried my face in his neck . I could feel him smile .Then the time started to fly . Why the best moments always fly away??It's like water in your hands!!
-I thought annoyed- Then I don't know why or how but I started to play with his hair .I was running my fingers though it as a distraction. Actually he didn't seem to mind so I kept doing that . I played with his shaggy hair . I looked at his face and he had a little smile .Aww ,he looked so cute!Oh! Please shut up!! Then i stopped . I rested my head on his shoulder while i started to play with his necklaces . He just was looking at the screen . Actually he didn't seem to be scared..also me. Somehow i feel warm , happy nand ..a feeling that i never felt before . Safety . I was safe in his arms . I looked at what necklaces he had . He had an R5 necklace, a necklace who had little music notes and a cross neclace . Wait.. a cross?? Dude i never knew that he is christian..Nah , who cares , I'll talk about it later . I was really happy to be with him . I was still looking at his cross necklace .Thne he noticed me . He looked at his side ,were i was . He smiled at me and then he looked down to where my hand was playing with his necklace. He looked up and i said :
‘’I never knew-‘’ i was cut off by Rocky
‘’Shhhhhh!!!’’ Ross looked at me and he smiled again :
‘’Wanna go on a walk?’’ He whispered into my ear. I just nodded and we got up . We slowly walked away and we got out of Ross’ house . Before he got out of his house he brought one of his yellow Hollister hoodies . Then he closed his front door and we started to walk down the street . Then i felt him wrap his arms around me and he rested his head on my shoulder :
‘’Can you please make me a favour??’’ Ross asked me
‘’Sure!’’
‘’Can you wear this for me?’’ Then he gave me his yellow hoodie
‘’Why?’’
‘’It’s cold here’’
‘’Nope..I’m good’’
‘’Pwees???’’ He did his best puppy dog face . Awww!! I do love him but sometimes i have to be strong .
‘’No , i’m ok Ross’’
‘’Ok then , i know what to do’’
‘’What you mean?’’ But before i could realice he took off his hoodie and he started to make me wear it and then in no time i was wearing it.
‘’ROSS!!! YOU ARE NOT WEARING NOTHING!!YOU’RE SHIRTLESS’’
‘’I do know already..’’
‘’Ross Shor Lynch , wear your hoodie now!!’’
‘’Ok..’’ He wore his yellow hoddie ‘’Is my favorite girl in this world happy?’’
‘’Yes but..I’m your favorite girl in this world?’’
‘’Yep’’
‘’Why?’’
‘’Because you’re fun to be around , happy , down to earth , funny , lovely , cute and the best person in this world . You don’t even know how much things i like about you! But , don’t get me wrong , i just like your personallity’’
‘’Aww , thanks , you’re awesome!! Actually , i do adore everything about you!’’
‘’Why?’’
‘’Cause’ you’re a really good guy , you’re sweet , nice , kind , lovely , and..you’re really caring’’
‘’Gee thanks . Hey , what you wanted to talk about before??’’
‘’In the movie??’’
‘’Yeah..’’
‘’Actually i was saying that i never knew that you were christian’’
‘’Oh...actually..i..’’ He scratched the back of his neck
‘’Ross?Are you hiding something?You know that you can talk with me about whatever you want , I know how to keep a secret . Maybe Brooke doesn’t but I know ‘’
‘’Ok! I’m hiding something , but..Don’t tell my parents or even my siblings and less my fans , i don’t want anyone to notice’’
‘’Notice what?’’
‘’That i’m christian..’’
‘’Why not?I though that all of your family were’’
‘’Actually , my parents and siblings don’t really believe in one religion, we just think that everyone does have the same god , religion , rules , etc..’’
‘’Oh..So you’re not like your family?’’
‘’I don’t know...I mean , none of my family does follow any religion but me . It’s just that .. I have my own ideas...’’
‘’Oh..’’ I looked down thinking about it
‘’Sorry..Am i bothering you?’’
‘’No!! It’s just that...I never ... Never though about something like that .I mean , Ross. Youre a rule breaker!! I mean , people who knows you , think that you’re just perfect!But..Now..’’
‘’You think that i’m crazy or dumb , right?’’
‘’No. I thing you’re still perfect , and better’’ I tiptoed and i kissed slowly and softly his cheek
‘’Really?You do?’’
‘’Yeah...By the way , can we change the subject and do like if nothing happened? Let’s just forget that we shared this secret , ok?’’
‘’I agree . By the way , can i ask yousomething?’’
‘’Sure , whatever my Rossy wants!’’
‘’Aww you already bought for me a nickname? Do you know that my family didn’t call me that since i was 13 years old?’’
‘’No , but i do . So..What you wanted to ask me about?’’
‘’I was just wondering if we could keep eachothers , like..I don’t want it to be awkward between us..’’
‘’Awkward.. why?’’
‘’Rememebr when we ..k..k-..k...’’
‘’Kissed? Yeah.. Of course i remember it’’
‘’Actually , i didn’t want that kiss to make things betweer us go , rare and awkward , i want you to be just like i knew you’’
‘’Don’t worry , I will never change ‘’
‘’Good and .. I was wondering something since we kissed’’
‘’What is it??’’ I said while sitting in a bench . Ross sat next to me but..more than close . He was soooo close . And , i’m meaning what i’m saying
‘’Did you feel what i felt in the kiss?’’
‘’Actually , i do felt that . It just felt so good..’’
‘’Magical , priceless..’’ Ross started to complete my phrases
‘’I felt sparks and butterflyes..’’ I said looking deeply in his hazel eyes
‘’Me too’’ He said looking in mine too
‘’I just...Love it’’ I was hipnotized by him
‘’I love it too’’Then he leaned in . He is leaning on? Wait ,he wants to kiss me ..He cupped my cheek andi leaned in slowly .Then ourlips started to brush toghether and in that moment rain started to pour . Our lips magically pressed toghether while movien in perfect sync . I wrapped my arms around his neck . He wrapped his arms around my waist . I wrapped my legs around him . I got on topof him and the kiss went better and sweeter . It wasn’t passionate or even dirty . It was just sweet . I runned my fingers through his blonde hair . It wasn’t wet yet. I could feel him smile into the kiss . My hands moved down to his chest . I felt his heart beat running . I guess that is because he is not breathing or he is really into the kiss. I cupped both of his cheeks and i deepened the kiss . I mean , if i let him go , the kiss would end , the awkwardness would go in the the air , he would be far away from me and there is even a possibily of making our friendship end , so .. I’m not thinking of breaking the kiss . Then Ross stopped kissing me . He separated our lips and he rested our heads on eachothers by our noses . Our eyes were still closed. He was breathing heavily from his mouth , like iwas . Then he fastly smashed his lips against mine . This time the kiss was kinda passionate but still sweet. His hands got down to my thigh. He pressed his body against mine . I loved how he either didn’t want to end it. The rain was even now more than before . Our clothes were even than wet . The park that we were , started to be just blurry from the rain . Then i guess that it was enough , but it seems that Ross didn’t get enough yet, so , what do i have to loose?? I kept kissing him , like if there is no tomorrow. Then from nowhere , i felt the bad me calling me (it was just on my thoughts) :
‘’What!?’’ i answered
‘’You’re kissing him , right?’’
‘’What you think I’m doing?’’
‘’Ok...why you don’t get that chance?’’
‘’Chance to what?’’
‘’Come on, you always dreamed of getting the taste of his lips’’
‘’You want me to french kiss him?’’
‘’Well..it’s your chance..’’
‘’I’m not going to do that , do you think that he is gonna like it??’’
‘’You are making out with him , why not??’’
‘’We are not making out , we are just kissing’’
‘’Whatever!’’
Then she stopped bothering me so i kept kissing him . It seems that he loves it cause’ he is making noises , like..kissy noises? I smiled into the kiss . Actually , the bad me is right , why not have the chance?? Oh just shut up Julie!! –I thought- But you need to have thst taste! Ok..i’ll try to...I ended up arguing with myself and i slowly, and sftly , licked his soft lips . His lips , had an awesome taste. I wasn’t having enough of it . Hope he doesn’t get it wrong . I mean , idon’t want to french kiss him yet . I just want to taste his lips .Then the time passed happily fast. Ross and I broke the kiss . I rested my head on his chest .He just hugged me. Then i got a glance at him . He had a shocked face . Wait.....
In that moment i woke up from my crazy dream. What i was doing??I was ruining our friendship?? Tears streamed down my face as i realized that he didn’t like it. Then i started to sob in his chest . Then i got up . I looked at him . He was .. just .. speechless .I runned away . I just wanted to run away , to make myself , forget his face. Then i runned and runned far away , then i found myself in front of an beach . I falled on my knees and i sobbed there . I just cryed my eyes out .I just , made of myself a fool . I was justso stupid , I just..hate myself . I felt foolish , stupid , and..just , wothless .Then i heard fast footsteps , somebody was running behind him . Then i felt somebody jumping behind me , and that guy started to hug me :
‘’Julie! You’re ok!! What happened??Please talk to me!!’’ He said shaking me . Iknew who was . I would know that voice between a million of people . Ross .
‘’Please , talk to me , look ..I’msorry , I.. I’m sorry , i was.. i didn’t mean to kiss you , please forgiveme . I just thoughtthat you would like it , like i did but..Please forgiveme!!!’’
I turned around and I looked at his eyes :
‘’I forgive you but , can you forgive me because , I runned away? It’s just , i was sad because i thought that i ruined our friendship. I thought that you just hated me or..even mad at me . So i just runned away , sorry..’’
‘’No need to be sorry . Aw , I was soo scared ¡! I thought that i losted you!’’ He hugged me really tight . I buried my afcein his wet chest . We were still wet .
‘’Never , but never be far away from me!!’’
‘’I promise i won’t leave your side , I learnt the lesson’’
He smile and he said :
‘’Can i ask you something??’’
‘’Sure..’’
‘’Does that kiss change something?’’
‘’Actually , i do love it ,and i hope i can kiss you more but..We are just friends, i mean, maybe i like you but , for now let’s just forget about what happened between us’’
Ross’ POV :
‘’Does that kiss change something?’’ I was just hoping she’ll say yes..
‘’Actually , i do love it ,and i hope i can kiss you more but..We are justfriends, i mean , maybe i like you but , for now let’s just forget about what happened between us’’ I was sad cause , i do like her i mean , iwouldlike to date her but..she doesn’t feel the same . I wasn’t mad or angry cause’ if that’s what she wants , i’ll giveit for her . I just want the best for her , whatever she wants ,I’ll give it to her .
‘’Ok , so friends for eevr?’’ I said showing my pinky finger
‘’Friends for ever’’ And she tangled her little pinky finger with mine .We both smiled . I just faked smiled , like if that was what we wanetd but..She just doesn’t feel the same . Now,... for the first time , i feel like Riker felt before . Rejected , alone , far away from the girl of my dreams and ...just ... without a chance .