I should really sleep
Instead of listening to radio shows
And interviews of a girl
Who made her dreams come true.
I must take care of myself
Because I haven't done anything yet
Not of worth and wonder
Except be here, breathing air.
I could stop being afraid
Stop being sensitive
Of shit that I'm writing
Of critiques I'm not getting.
I would try to be brave
Tomorrow when I wake up
If can just get my mind to shut off
For more than enough.