Rosie's POV
"How was your day ,honey?"my asked as I helped her wash up.
"Fine"I said .
"Where did you guys go ?"she asked me as I put the dried up plate into the cabinet .
"A waterfall"I said and she gasped .
"How romantic"she said and then i sighed .
"But his friend randomly shows up and ruins the mood"I say as I thought if Zayn .
The thought of him makes me angry but also brings me pleasure .
His eyes,his raspy voice,his hair and when his lips move makes my body tingle .
"That's a bummer "my mom says and I nod .
"But did you enjoy yourself?"she asked me .
I knew that she wants me to forget about the whole grandma thing and make sure that I'm fine .
"Mom ,I'm fine ..."I said looking at her .
"I'm just making sure"she said and I hugged her .
"Did you hear anything from the police?"I asked her and she nodded.
I saw the tears in her eyes but she tried to keep it back .she is such a fighter .
"No"she said and I nodded .
"Uhm , I met Nialls parents"I said trying to change the subject .
"Really?"she asked as she continued to wag the dishes .
My phone began to ring and I took it out of my pocket .
Zayn .
"Uhm I need to take this"I told my mom and dropped the dry of rag in the table .
I walked to the lounge so my mom wouldn't hear me talk to him.
Rosie : hey.
Zayn: I'm sorry
Rosie : you should be .
Zayn : I understand if I'm such a disappointment .
Rosie : woah , where did that come from ?
Zayn : I don't know but I just wanted to clear any bad tension between us.
Rosie : every time we try then things turn out bad again though .
Zayn : yeah ,I know but I really want to actually try to be friends .
Rosie : we were always friends ... This began after that whole hook up thing .
Zayn : ... Yea and I'm sorry but I'm ready for a friendship .
Rosie : you sound like we going to start like a heavy relationship (giggles)
Zayn : (laughs) maybe I take our friendship really seriously .
Ugh his fucking amazing but stupid at the same time .
Rosie : you should because not anyone can become friends with Miss Rosie Ross.
Zayn : very funny !
Rosie : yeah ...
Zayn:horan
Rosie :huh.
Zayn : Horan , Rosie Horan .
Rosie : are you fucking insane like who said I was going to marry him ?
Zayn: jokes babe .
Babe ... Fuck he does this things that makes me like him even more .
Rosie:fuck of , fucktard .
Zayn: ouch ...
Rosie : I could be more rude .
Zayn : I'd rather not .
Rosie : am I going to hurt your feelings .
Zayn : oh please !
Rosie : you're practically begging me not to .
Zayn : bye Rosie !
Rosie : loser .
Zayn : bye .
Rosie : (laughs) bye , zayn .
I turned the phone of and just stared at it .he is simply amazing .
I wonder what caused him to phone me but I'm glad he did . I know that I'm dating one of his best mates but it's always been Zayn .like , I wanted him and honestly is I still do . But . I've grown to learn to like Niall .
His sweet,caring ,funny , amazing .
But Zayn is sexy, a bad boy , mysterious .
Both of them are truly amazing .
I'm just torn between who I want to be with but the fact that Zayn doesn't want to be with me makes the decision making quite easy.
I stood up and went downstairs .
It was dark and it seemed like my parents were in bed .
I walked to their room and saw them watching TV .
"Hey ,mom ,dad"I said opening the door a bit wider .
"Yes , Hun?"my mom smiled .
She always has a smile on her face no matter the pain she is going through.
"Do you mind if I uhm I practice"I half whisper because I haven't in a while .
"At this hour ?"my dad asked and I nodded slowly quite embarrassed because I never practice .
"Ya"I said and my mom and my dad looked at each other .
"Why have you done with our Rosie ?"my mom jokes and I laugh.
"So can I?"I asked her and she nods .
"Thank you , so much"I thank them .
I run upstairs to go and change .
I open my closet ,staring at all my dance clothes . I couldn't believe I left this all behind .
I toon out a cycling (black ) shorts and I white tank top .
I missed these kind of out fits but I ha to stop dancing for some reason.
I walked to my practice room that my parents built on after I became successful in my dancing .
As I walked in ,I has hit by all my trophies . Memories just flew back into my head.
This was the one place that I could express myself . It didn't matter what i was doing or feeling but it mattered if I could express it in my dance and I did .
I walked to all my tiaras .
I instantly took a specific one .
It has a heart shape on it .
This was my first ever crown.
All these memories came back and the one question I kept asking myself was why the fuck would I want to live this all behind ?
I walked to the stereo and decided to do a old routine .
It was called it cry
(A/N imagine Maddie Zieglers Cry Routine)
This was one of the best numbers that I've ever danced .that adrenaline I got on stage ,a standing ovation and people and dance completions don't stand for you but yet they did .that moment I knew that this was something I wanted to do .
I turned the music on and instantly that rush flown into my body .
All those kicks , jumps ,splits everything just fell into place .
I missed this .
At the end I sat with my legs crossed breathing heavily with a huge smile on my face .
I need to go back to dance .
I decided to get my phone and call Michele .
I hope that she's awake but this can't wait until the next morning because this is something I want do as a career .
Michele : hello ?
Rosie : hey ,Michele .
Michele : Omygod ! Rosie !
Rosie : how you doing ?
Michele : I'm great Hun and yourself ?
Rosie : I'm good thanks uhm wait actually not ...
Michele : why ?
Rosie : honestly... I miss dance .
Michele : and dance misses you (laughs)
Rosie : (giggles) is it anyway possible I could come back ?
Michele: the doors are always open for you and the reason why we reached out is because we are actually going to L.A to perform for this big show and and Rosie I want you ... To audition for one of the top Dance schools in L.A
Rosie : wait you mean Los Angels school of dance ?
Michele : yes .
Rosie : no freaking way !
Michele : they actually called me to ask you to come and audition .
Rosie : that's amazing ! Thank you so much Michele
Michele : I'm happy that you found your true calling .
Rosie : yeah me too but I have to go , thank you for his amazing news !
Michele : no problem .
Michele put the phone of.
This was amazing !
I didn't know how to react so I just stood up and did a front Ariel .
Woah .
Haven't did that in a while .
I grabbed my phone and instantly the first number I wanted to phone was Zayn .
As I was about to press the call button I realized who I was calling .
I quickly went out of it and I could feel my heart beating really fast.i almost called Zayn.
I decided to type Nialls number in :
Niall: hello,Hun why aren't you asleep.
Rosie :I'm not tired ,but I have great news to share with you !
Niall : yeah ?
Rosie : yes -
Niall: Rosie I just wanted to say that you are amazing and that loosing you will like loosing an organ so just promise me you won't leave me .
When he said that I knew that telling him about the L.A thing would mess things up . I couldn't lie to him but I decided to just tell him later .
I don't want to disappoint him or anything . It's just a little white lie right ?
Like I would go to L.A and plus I don't even know if I'll get in .
Niall: so what is it you wanted to tell me ?
Rosie : uhm that uhm I'm going back to dance .
Niall: wow that's great babe , I'm sorry but I'm like shit tired .
Rosie : uhm goodnight sleep tight .
Niall: you too
I put the phone of and I felt so bad that I didn't tell him .
I don't know how I'm going to tell him that in leaving for L.A.
This is just bad .
He wants me to stay with him but I can't like This is a really big opportunity and I can't miss it .
Shit .
A/N
boring I knew :|
But comment what you think Rosie should of done . Should she keep it away from Niall or tell him ?
Please vote :)
Excuse the mistakes :)
Thanks potatoes :)
Niall loves patatoes :)do it for Niall :)
Mieschka xx