In the land beyond the hills
My heart yarns to heal
If only I could see
All would be at peace
"I take you to be my lawfully wedded husband..."
Just a twist of my thoughts
And my tears fill the pots
If only I could redo my words
Peace would rein my world
"To have and to hold..."
Your words hit my heart
And I felt as though I'm hurt
If only you could read me
Then you wouldn't have and hold me.
"To love and to cherish..."
My mouth spilled the words
And the words spanned my world
If only you knew
I love and cherish another
"For better or for worse..."
Your voice filled the air
As I silently gasped for air
I believed I could forget him
For better or for worse
"In sickness and in health..."
My words reminded me
When my health deteriorated
I couldn't help but to think of him
As though he was my healer.
"In richness and in poverty..."
Your words are pure royal
Your family known of wealth
But still I couldn't help
But to side with him even in poverty
"Till death do us apart..."
My heart skipped a beat
As I stated the words
If only jealousy freed me
Then peace would rein my heart.
"So help me God."
As we sealed our marriage
hoped to have paid his own coin
Face tomorrow as a married woman
A happy ever after life
But the more I tried to forget him
The more I craved him
This is way out of my hands
So help me God.