11:11
Make a wish
I wished for a chance
To get better
To feel alright
To be alive again
11:12
The pain is real
Sad is what I feel
I know it won't happen
11:13
It's just a dream
It can't be real
I want to stop feeling the way I feel
11:14
Let's start again
Like nothing happened
Like nothing's a big deal
11:15
Do you not hear me scream
I'm dying inside
I lie when I say I'm fine
11:16
I'm fighting between
Giving up and giving in
I don't know which side will win
11:17
My razors unclean
Why did I start again
I don't know if I can be fixed
11:18
This is all routine
It's a cycle of never ending sadness
A spiral stair case of darkness
A supposed light that can't be seen
11:19
My life feels bumpy
There's no way out
But I just keep going
I take a breath in
I don't want to let it out
11:20
I'm filled with
Rage and sadness
I should have known that
I was nothing
I never will be
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Hey everyone!!!!!!
This book is almost over :(
I'll miss writing on here. I'm officially starting another poem book but, I won't be updating as frequently as I do this one.
Song recommendation: Airplanes by Bob featuring Hayley Williams
There's someone out there who loves you