I am SHERYL DOLOR, 16 years old.
Before, my life is like a competition. Bata pa lang ako i always strive to be the best. Gusto ko lagi akong narerecognize. Lumaki ako sa masaya namang pamilya. I always dreamt to be successful. To have fame, money and many more.
And i thought that is life. Fulfilling your dreams.
But when i was in highschool, dumating sa puntong nagsasawa na ko sa buhay ko. Haha OA ba? Pero ganun talaga eh. I am tired to please everybody, even my family.
Because i am tired, na try ko na ding maglaslas, kababae kong tao. hahaha
Nagkaroon ako ng boyfriend because i thought na may makakaapreciate saken unconditionally, but i am wrong. I am left hanging.
Pagod na ko, but because God is great, he came along at the right time. That time, nakita ko kung gaano niya ko kamahal, na wala siyang ibang naisin kundi ang sumaya ako. At ang makasama ako.
Then i experienced his love, na enough na yung pagkatao ko para sa kanya, he never asked for too much, he just want me to love him in return, and when i did, it is wonderful.
In my Christian life, i have many failures. With my attitude, with my decisions and many more.
May pagkakataon din na nainlove ako sa isang tao, which i know na mali because i should give my all to God and promised that i will only love Him. I failed, i am wounded, i am hurt.
But thank God for his undying mercy. Never niya akong iniwan kahit nagkamali ako, kahit paulit ulit na, grabe yung pag ibig niya, walang katulad. Kaya ako nakakapag sulat ngayon, dahil sa biyaya niya at kaya ako nagpapatuloy kahit mahirap ay dahil pa din sa kanya.
My life is not perfect, but all of it is worthy, for God made it so. Now, i am happy. I am living with satisfaction. Sa mga panahon na napapagod ako, pinapalakas niya ko, pag walang wala ako, he will provide. He is really awesome.
I know, madami pa kong pag dadaanan, pero dapat hindi ako sumuko. Go lang ng go. God is there. He will never leave me no matter what.
Matthew 6:33
Seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto thee.
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans i have for you, declares the lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future
And my super life verse, my dream:
Psalms 27:4
One thing I asked from the Lord
This only do I seek
That i may dwell in the house of the Lord
All the days of my life
To gaze on the beauty of the LORD
And to seek him in his temple.
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A/N: more about me on the next topics :D
Godbless