Chapter 6:
(Siena's POV)
My alarm clock had just gone off which meant it was now Monday morning. I was dreading for the weekend to be over because this was the first time I was going to have to go back to school since the incident.
What made me even more worried is the fact that I would be coming back with Harry. He told me how people had heard he has been spending time with me but no one actually took it seriously.
He kept telling me how I shouldn't care what others think but for some reason I did. Except now I also cared about what people will think of him.
Him being one of the most popular guys in school hanging around me, I was going to ruin his social life and the thought of me ruining any part of him and his life hurt me.
As much as I didn't want a friend or get close to anyone, I was happy I let Harry in. He has been the best thing that has happened to me in a long time and has taught me to be happy again and so much more. I had so much to appreciate from him.
I started to walk downstairs to get when of course the clumsy person I am took over me. I ended up rolling down the flight of stairs. I tried getting up but I really hurt my tail bone so I just lad there for a second until Harry came up to me.
"Ha ha oh my god. You fell down the stairs? Seriously? I think we should go buy you a new pair a feet since you don't know how to work the ones you have now. Your are honestly so goofy." I gave him a dead stare and he immediately stopped laughing. "Shut up, I fell on purpose to test my theory, now help me up" I pleaded to him.
" Oh yeah , what was your theory then smarty pants?"
" um, I'm still trying to figure that out." i said as we both chuckled walking into the kitchen. Something had looked different about Harry as I observed him preparing our breakfast. He had this certain glow on his face.
"What's up with you? You seem for enlightened today and cheerful?" As he stood there staring at be smiling, he slowly walked towards me and then said "After you said you would go to prom with me last night, I haven't been able to stop smiling and now I get to be with you in public outside of the hospital."
His answer made me get all giggly and butterflies in my stomach, he was something else. " You act like going to prom with me is something extraordinary and being seen with me at school might not be a great thing." I replied as I slowly drifted the ending off hoping he didn't hear it.
" Your still worried about what people are going to say when they see me with you, aren't you? When are you going to understand what I've been telling you? I chose you to be my friend. And that was the best decision I had ever made. You have brought me so much joy so I don't care what they think of me. It just shows they clearly were never my true friend anyways."
" You always know the right thing to say to make me smile, I'm happy to call you my best friend. Any who, I am going to go take a shower now and be funky funky fresh, was that lame?" I stared at him waiting for a reply.
"Aha no it was not lame, it was dorky. Now go take a shower. I like when my best friends smell delicious." We both were laughing while I walked away.
I always used my showers as thinking time and when I do my performances. I wasn't much of a singer outside of the shower, but inside I could sell out any concert. I was amazing. At least that's what I had told myself in my head.
I was dancing and singing in the shower and of course I had to be clumsy again and there I went. Right down to the floor.
I fell while I was in the middle of shaving my legs and it had caused me to cut myself while I fell. I started freaking out because it has been awhile since I last cut myself and the feeling that was sent through my body when that happened felt like I was about to lose it on my body again.
I started freaking out trying to find how badly I wanted to cut but I slowly kept moving my hand closer. In attempt to stop me I started crying out for Harry's help. " Harryyyyyyyy! Harry help me!" He barged through the door within 3 seconds of my plead for help.
"Siena what's wrong?" he said worryingly. " Harry you need to stop me, take the razor out of my hand!" The minute he heard me say that he ripped the shower curtain open and immediately removed the razor from my hand.
He then took the towel I left out for me and wrapped around me then picking me up bridal style in his arms. My whole body was trembling of the thought of what could had just happened in there. It was truly so scary for to get cut now.
He carefully walked to my room and sat on the bed while holding me in his lap. He was trying to sooth me and relax me by telling me it was okay and I was fine and about after 5 minutes he managed to completely calm me down. I looked up at him with total amazement, nobody has ever mean able to make me ground myself like that.
Looking up at him caused me to get lost in his eyes and looking into those beautiful green orbs of his caused me to get lost in the moment.
It caused me to do something I don't even know why I did or how to explain what I did but all I know is within that moment my lips were placed upon his soft lips leaving me planting a kiss on my best friend.
I can't believe I just did that. I was in shock and because I was in shock it caused me to realize what was happening so I freaked out causing me to get up and walk back into the bathroom.
I locked the door and then stared at myself in the mirror. What the heck was wrong with me? Who kisses their best friend?
Everything was going so well and we got along so amazingly and now I had ruined everything, I didn't know what to think anymore.
All I know now is that the car ride to school was going to be awkward.