Hi my names Ariana and I'm 18, I'm in my senior year at school. I guess you could say I've always been the 'perfect student' and 'model child'. As I've never got into any kind of trouble in or out of school and I always do my homework and hand it in early. As you can probably tell..I'm not exactly popular. To be honest I'm a loner, Im one of those kids that just blends into the background. I spend most of my time studying in the school library or at home. I had the worst day at school today, my geography teacher Mrs York told us we have to do a project in pairs. Not only that I'm paired up with the school bad boy, Justin Bieber. He's hot but I swear he doesn't even know I exist. Especially since he dates all the hot popular cheerleaders, including his latest..head cheerleader Vanessa. He ended it 3 weeks ago and she's still all over him like a rash. Anyway, after class he came over to me an was like "Hi..you're Adriana right?" I just looked at him and corrected him..what a jerk! Then he asks me over to his house tonight at 10 to 'get to know each other'. I was thinking 'you're only bothering with me cause you're stuck with me' but I agreed anyways.
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It's 9:45pm I better fix myself up a bit to go to Justin's. I put on some make-up and let my hair fall over my shoulders. I have to admit I look cute, I leave the house and walk to Justin's. He's standing on the front path smoking.
Justin: Hey, come in
I go inside and He throws the finished cigar on the grass and follows me in.
I stand shyly and look around, Justin sits on the couch.
Me: You're house is really pretty
Justin: Thanks
Me: -smiles- It's okay..look I'm just gonna say this now..if you don't wanna work with me it's okay. If you want I'll just do the project by myself but put both of our names on it.
He looks at me and I look back at him
Justin: Its not that I don't wanna work with you. I dont even know you
Me: It's cause you're too busy with your h*e of a girlfriend
Justin: I'm single
I smile but frown at him confused
Me: Then why is Vanessa always all over you?
Justin: Because like you said shes a h*e
I smirk
Me: I'm sorry that was out of line..I shouldn't have said that about her..so what do you wanna know about me?
Justin: Anything
Me: Um..I'm a straight A student, my favourite subject is maths and in my spare time I study
Justin looks at me
Justin: Seriously?
I look back and nod
Me: Yeah
Justin: Look, I'm not trying to be rude or anything like that but this is why people blank and ignore you. Its boring. If all you do is school school school it makes you look boring. This is why no one will bother with trying with you because you dont go out and have fun, party, sneak out, ditch assignments, have sex be a teenager. You're hot you're really f**king hot and I think you could even beat Ness on that whole popularity thing but not like this. Its boring.
Me: I don't fit in in society thats why I keep to books an school an- wait...you think I'm hot?
Justin: Yes, I do. And because you never try. You're to busy with your head in books. My advice would be to stop this whole nerd act, I know your parents. I know youre doing this for them. Maybe try something new for yourself
I smile and bite my lip
Me: Yeah you're right...I am doing this for them. Yeah...I deserve to be a teenager
I smirk
Me:..How do I do that though like you said no one bothers with me, to be honest I'd love to be like Vanessa. All the guys want her and all the girls want to be her
Justin: Well first, stop being a teachers pet. Stop always putting your hand up, you dont always have to sit in the front, you dont always have to be early for class, come to parties
Me: Okay, I can do that..I think and I would but I don't get invited to any
Justin: Also maybe dont wear such... Nerdy outfits anymore. And im having one tonight. Come along
Me: I wear nerdy outfits? And I'm already here.
I smirk
Justin: Yeah well the party starts at 11:30 you have time to go home and change
Me: What kind of parties start at after bedtime?!
Justin looks at me
Justin: What are you? 4?
Me: No..I just go to bed at 9 so I can have enough sleep for the next day and be the best that I can be
I smile proudly
Justin: You're making me regret bringing you over
Me: Sorry..I'm gonna change I swear from now on I'm gonna be a normal teenager
I smile
Me: Thanks to you. So you said the party starts at 11:30?
Justin: Yep, If your parents dont let you out sneak out
I widen my eyes at the thought of doing something my parents would disapprove of
Me: Um..okay, see you later
Justin: Bye
I leave and go home to change, people start coming to Justin's. I change into my prom dress from last year and go to Justin's. Everyone stares at me, I look around shyly and go over to Justin.
Me: Hey!
Justin: Hi
He dances
Me: Is this any better?
Justin: Sure
I smile, get a drink of water and sit on the couch. Justin drinks, I watch him and Vanessa. She's all over him. I go over to Justin and glare at her.
Vanessa: What the f**k is she doing here, no one likes her
Justin: I like her
Vanessa: How? She's a nerd with no friends
I look at Justin and walk away, Justin grabs my arm and pulls me back
Justin: F**k off Vanessa
Vanessa glares at me, I look at her then at Justin
Vanessa: Fine have your loner you're only gonna use her anyway
-few hours later, I'm drunk-
I'm standing with Justin in his kitchen
Me: I-I snu-uckkk out my house y-knnow
Justin: Okay?
I smile
Me: Mm like you said t-to
So...t-tell me how you think I'm h-hot againnn...
Justin: Go away
Ryan comes in
Ryan: Ayyee bro, wow..what's this loser doing here?
I look at Justin confused, he shrugs and drinks
Me: Justin invited me?
Ryan looks at Justin
Ryan: You did?
Justin drinks avoiding the question, I look at him
Me: Yeah he did, in fact we're friends now a-aren't we?
I put my arm around him, Justin moves my hand
Justin: I hardly know you
Ryan laughs and Justin goes upstairs
Ryan : Just leave! You don't belong here go home an study no one wants you here
He goes upstairs to Justin who's laying on his bed. Ryan comes over to him.
Ryan : Don't worry man I just told her some home truths she'll be gone now
Justin looks at him
Justin: Why?
Ryan: Cause she doesn't belong here man she's like an outcast in society
He laughs
Justin: Dont be a f**khead, I told her I would help her. Yes shes not one of us..yet. You can clearly tell thats shes not by what she wears. She looked like she was going to prom not a party. If I help her she will get me this mark I need to finish school, So stop it and dont be a f**k head
Ryan: Since when have you give 2 f**ks about her man? For 5 years you've called her Adriana! Go get her if you're so bothered
Justin: Adriana. Ariana. No difference and maybe I will
Ryan: There is a difference bro, it's like me calling you Austin instead of Justin
Justin walks downstairs and walks over to my house and looks for a room that might be mine, there's a window sticker on my window that says 'I don't care what you say, maths is cool'. Justin sees it, rolls his eyes climbs the tree by my window and taps on it.
I get up and open it, my eyes are all red and watery
Me-quietly-: What?...
Justin climbs in and looks around my room
Justin: You okay?
I shut the window
Me: Why do you care? like you said you hardly know me
Justin starts taking down some of my math posters and stuff
Justin: Im trying okay
Me: By taking my posters down?
Justin: Yes, if you wanna have friends or a guy stay you aint gonna get him anywhere near your p***y with this sh*t
I smirk and nod at how sweet he was being, helping me be "cool". I help him take down the posters.
Me: Okay..what was with you before?
Justin: You're not exactly the type of person I would surround myself with, so I'll treat you like nothing's changed until you become who you're aiming for
Me: So what? You're gonna be a jerk to me around your friends because you're embarrassed to know me?
Justin: No?
Me: I get it I'm just not 'cool' enough for you yet
Justin: Well..Yeah..
I sigh
Me: Okay...
I smile weakly
Me: How come you came over?
Justin: Because
Me: Because?
Justin: I wanted to
I smile
Me: Well..thanks...don't you need to get back to your party? People will be wondering where you are..Not that I want you to leave
Justin: Its a party? Theres lots of people
Me: Yeah but it's in your house but..you can stay here if you want? If you don't want to its fine I understand
Justin: The party is nearly over anyway
I smile
Me: Do you want a drink or anything?
Justin: No it's okay
Me: Okay
I sit on my bed
Me: So what else do I need to do to be cool?
Justin: Go shopping for nice clothes, Know how to talk to people..
I turn my light on and open my closet
Me: As you can tell shopping for nice things doesn't exactly come natural. And what do you mean know how to talk to people?..
Justin: Well you stutter, you gotta be confident and dont always talk about math
Me: It's cause I get nervous..
I look at him confused
Me: Wait...don't people like talking about math?
Justin: Obviously f**king not!
Me: Shh my mom an dad are asleep an I'm not allowed to curse!...or have a boy in my room for that matter
I turn my light back off, close my closet and stand next to my bed.
Justin: So what? Say f**k
I shake my head
Me: I can't
Justin: Say it
Me: I can't I'm not allowed
Justin: And im not allowed to be here right now but you have me here dont you.. Say it.
Justin walks over to me, I look at him
Me-whispers-: F-f*..
Justin: Louder
He softly kisses my neck, I close my eyes
Me: F-f*..*k
Justin: Again
He grabs my ass, I gasp a bit and say the full word properly. He looks at me
Justin: Are you going to be my sl*t?
I look back at him
Me: What?
Justin: Say youre going to be my sl*t
I shake my head again
Me: I-I can't
Justin bites his lip
Him: Why not?
Me: Because I..I'm
I look down
Justin: You're..? A virgin?
I nod
Justin: Come back to my place and i'll change that
Me: What?
Justin: You heard me
Me: You'd do Yknow...it with me?
Justin: Yes do you wanna or not because I'm h**ny
I nod and smirk, we climb out my window and Justin takes me back to his place. The party's still going on, am I scared about this? Yes, because one I don't know what I'm doing, two I don't really know Justin and he doesn't even know me and three what if I do it wrong and he tells the whole school and everyone laughs at me for the rest of my life! Yes I wanna lose my flower and if I could choose anyone in the school I gotta be honest it would be him. He's hot and he knows it, but if we weren't working together there is no way I'd even have the slightest chance with him. Especially since he's got way hotter girls after him so why would he wanna do it with a weird nerdy loner like me? Was he really that desperate for a grade or does he genuinely want to help me become "cool". All these thoughts are running through my mind, the parties still going on but me and Justin are in his bedroom making out on his bed.
-next morning in school-
Justin's sitting at the back of the class with Vanessa all over him..as usual. I had to be honest I can't stop think about him and about last night, I keep turning around just so I can see him but every time I do I see Vanessa H*edgens vile little possessive grin. After class I put my stuff away and go over to Justin at his locker.
Me: Hey, last night was fun
Justin: Just do me a favor yeah? Leave me alone in school, that means talking to me, sitting at the same lunch table talking to my friends oh and DONT tell anyone about last night. I mean it.
My eyes get teary and I walk away from him, he grabs my arm before I get too far away from him
Justin: Look I'm sorry but that's just the way it's got to be. I'll text you later about the project
Me: Whatever
I snatch my arm away and go to lunch. I sit on my own as usual and look over at Justin sitting on his 'reserved' table with all his friends laughing and joking. He catches my stare a few times but I look away and carry on eating, I finish after not eating much and go on the school yard. I sit on the bench and look around; the guys are playing basketball, 'the plastics' are discussing what cosmetic surgery they're getting next and the emo's and goths are huddled in a corner all dressed in black with piercings and tattoos all over their faces. Justin comes out the lunch hall with his 'disciples' I swear you would think he was Jesus the way they follow him around. Every now and again he would look over at me and smile.
Does he really think I'm hot? Or is he just doing it for a grade?
...I guess only time will tell...