Text #94.
April 3, 9:23 pm.
I have doing so many things out of impulse right now. It's even hard for me to describe it. I do the things I don't wanna do and don't do the things I wanna do. I have been a pain in the ass, I recognize that. I really do. I have made people's life a living hell to live in and I just feel numb, you know. There's a humming inside my brain, but it just feels so numb. I don't know what I'm feeling and I don't know if I'm actually feeling something. But it's okay. I'll be alright, I hope.
Text #95.
April 4, 6:42 pm.
I'd swear that I'd be yours in a heartbeat, if you asked. But you won't. You never will.
Text #96.
April 5, 11:55 pm.
Today you got suspended. I was flabbergasted. It's amazing how people can change from one day to the other and so insanely fast. You got caught cheating during our trigonometry surprise test. You still had the guts to deny it, seeing that the cheating paper was in your hands. I want the guy I fell in love with back. I want the old Tyler Scott back. But I guess you can't always get what you want.