I woke up. It felt like any other normal day. But it wasn't.
Today was my first day starting out at my new school.
I got out of bed and found a mid drift and some high waist shorts. I put them on and then grabbed my school bag and my hoodie from behind my door. I walked down the hall to the bathroom where I applied all the make up I thought necessary for school. I put on basics like concealer foundation contour and mascara and eyeliner. Enough to make me look nice but not to much to make me look fake.
I walked down stairs and placed my bag next to the door where my shoes were.
"Morning mum" I said as I gave my mum a hug whilst she was cooking pancakes for breakfast.
"Morning sweetie, excited for your first day?" She asked me.
I mean I wasn't really. I was never really excited about school.
"Yeah I guess" I replied.
I sat down and grabbed a pancake from the top of the stack. I got a square of butter and watched it quickly melt over the hot pancake. It looked so good. I got some maple syrup and poured it over the centre of my pancake then watched it flow down the slight tilt.
After a few seconds I began eating it.
" you ready to go?" My mum asked.
I nodded my head as I put my plate next to the sink and grabbed my lunch on the way out.
It was only a five minute drive from our house to the school.
We arrived and I sat in the car for a bit just looking around deciding who I should avoid.
I eventually said goodbye to mum and got out. I had to get out as we had been sitting there in the car for the last few minutes.
When I got out I walked straight into the school and up to the principles office where I was greeted by mr Taylor, the school principal.
"Good morning Emily. Welcome to Eastmore state high school. We do hope you get to make many new friends and have a great final year of school. I will have mrs jones take you to your first class and introduce you to the class then a student will take you and show you around" he explained to me with a bubbly attitude.
Mrs. Jones walked me down the hall to a classroom. I walked in and it was my science class. I was looking for an available seat while I was being introduced and only one seat caught my eye. It was next to an extremely good looking boy. He smiled at me and gestured his head for me to come sit next to him.
"Hi, Emily is it?" He asked me with an extremely cute voice.
"Yeah that's it." I answered with a nervous voice.
"I'm Jesse." He said. He smiled at me then kind of checked me out then looked back to the board to continue his work.
The bell rang and everyone packed there stuff and started walking out. Jesse smiled at me.
"I'll see ya round, Emily" he concluded as he left the room with that once again cute smile.
Just as I was about to get up a girl walked up from the front of the room.
"Hey so you see that guy you were just talking to, well, you see he is off limits, he's my ex and we're getting back together soon so yeah."
"Ok I don't really care" I explained to her with a bitchy voice.
She just looked at me, sighed then turned and swished her hair in the motion of walking out.
I was walking to the cafeteria down the hall but I had to put my stuff in my locker first. I went to my locker and opened it with my code.
Already I was being looked at funny. I had been there for one class.
Eventually a girl walked up to me. I recognised her as she was standing with the bitch in my science class.
"Hey I just wanted to say sorry about Tina. She just has really strong feelings for him we know you weren't flirting. Did you wanna come sit with us?" She apologised and asked me.
"That's ok, and yeah actually I'd love to." I answered with a more friendly attitude.
We were in the cafeteria walking through the crowds of testosterone getting whistled at and I think my butt was grabbed once or maybe twice. I found it disrespectful, but I liked it at the same time.
"Hey I'm Emily. I'm sorry about my bitchiness before I was kinda nervous and it just came out." I apologised to Tina.
"That's ok, I'll forgive you" she said.
We sat and ate our food then within a few hours the school,day was finished and I started heading outside to my bus stop.
I heard someone calling my name, so I turned around to see Jessie running up to me.
"You need a lift home?" He asked me.
I nodded and smiled. It was such a nice gesture I had to accept.
It was a bit of a quiet drive but we did strike an interesting conversation on the way.
"So you have a boyfriend I'm guessing?" He asked me.
"No sadly" I answered and smiled at him.
"How? Your so..... Yeah" he said immediately, then stopped himself.
"I'm so what?" I asked him intriguingly.
"Beautiful." He said quietly, almost so quiet k couldn't hear.
I started blushing then he looked at me and smiled.
We pulled up a few seconds after on the side of the road just a bit from my house.
He looked at me with a look. A look of need.
He leant in and kissed me. It was passionate and I kissed him back.
We were there for a while and then I pulled away.
"I'm sorry but I only just met you I cant do this." I apologised.
"That's ok. I don't know what got into me, I'm sorry." He apologised back.
The rest of the drive was silent until we reached my house.
"Thank you, for driving me." I thanked him.
He nodded and smiled. I jumped out of his car and stood there as he drove away.
I walked inside to see mum standing in the kitchen smiling at me.
"Who's that boy? Huh?" She teased.
"No one mum" I answered her as I giggled.
I walked up stairs and put all my stuff back behind my door and went back downstairs to get something to eat.
I opened the fridge and there was nothing to eat. So I had to get an apple. Sucks I know.
I watched TV for a few hours then went for a long hot shower.
About twenty minutes later I hopped out dried off and got into my oversized shirt and pyjama pants. I payed in bed going through my tumblr news feed for an hour. All I saw was sexual posts of boys grabbing girls asses. I wanted that. I thought. No I did. I wanted it. But I eventually set an alarm and fell asleep.
I woke up to my alarm the next morning. I actually had a decent sleep for the first time in forever.