Hey cuppie-cakes!
Sooo, first of all I wanna pat myself on the shoulder for reaching 1,800 reads! Woah. And of course, I wanna thank you all guys for the votes, fans, and the flattering comments that ya'll gave me. I wouldn't have reached this many reads if it weren't for you all.
I LOVE YOU JUST AS BLACKJACK LOVES DONUTS.
Yep. I know.
I know it isn't much compared to the other A-lister writers here on Wattpad. But seriously, this is more than enough for me. I never really expected reaching the four digit number! Big hoo-ha.
Okay, shoutout to @Piper_Brown13 for her wonderful and flattering comment a while back. I mean, come on, she called me:
SERIOUSLY COOL.
I mean, really? No one ever (not that I know of) called me like that before. I mean, sure, they called my works COOL back in art class, but this was probably the first time that adjective was addressed to me.
And for that, @Piper_Brown13, if you're reading this, I'm gonna dedicate the next chapter to you! Yay!
Moving on...
Okay, for this past week my mind was on the verge of blowing up to oblivion. Okay, to be honest, I really don't have any writing technique. I don't create drafts or things like that. I'm just...what do you call it? Winging it. Yeah. I'm just writing all the way and let the Rick Riordan inside me kick in. I'm not really feeling well. And trust me, I have my reasons.
1) I don't think I'm gonna survive 7th grade. My bestfriend's gonna transfer school and let me just say, someone that I'm not really ready to see, he/she's gonna be my classmate for the whole year. I'm feeling mixed emotions here, people.
2.) I'm lazy. Haha. And If you have read my updates, I have been watching Pretty Little Liars as to relieve stress. It's more of a dessert to me? And because it's my FAVORITE SHOW!
3.) I seriously wanna move...somewhere (if you have read my bio you'll know where it is) and start a new life. And apparently, moving to that place is like desperately trying to win the lottery. And why do I wanna move somewhere? That leads us to No. 4.
4.) I have family issues. Very personal. And I figured moving somewhere will help us start a new life. It's not that I wanna run away from it all, I just thought that it will be great factor to help me and my family clear our minds.
5.) School's gonna start in less than 2 weeks. And like I said, as much as I like learning, I don't think I'm gonna survive 7th grade. (refer to No. 1)
6.) Mood swings?
7.) I'm guilty....of hurting someone. And he, let's just call him Tom. He said some mean things to me and he's really not that much of an open-minded person. He's one of those rich, spoiled brats that gets what they want. And he pretty much turned into a monster when I said no (don't ask what he asked me). And I don't wanna give him the satisfaction that getting everything means getting me. And he got upset and mad and that made me feeling effing guilty.
8.) Some...people are just oblivious to the fact that I've been meaning to tell something to them by a simple message or something. And he/she doesn't flipping know how much he/she makes me feel.
9.) I have been planning on writing on one of my own original stories. And I'm not really sure if you'll like it or not. And trust me, the right side of my brain is currently debating with the other side if I should or should not. COMMENT YOUR ANSWER BELOW IF YOU YOU WANT ME TO PUBLISH IT.
10.) I have a life. <3
And that's probably it. I know I rant about a lot of things. I feel like my self-esteem drains out little by little every day. But I hope you understand me. I promise you I'll TRY to update next week.
PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT! AND I WANNA KNOW IF YOU WANT ME TO PUBLISH MY ORIGINAL STORY, THOUGH I'M NOT SURE IF MANY OF YOU WILL LIKE IT. BUT I'M SURE THOUGH MANY GIRLS WILL, ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO ARE FOREVER AWESOME a.k.a "FOREVER ALONE".
I love you all guys. Thanks for being patient! <3
Peace out, cupcakes.