Castiel didn't know why he felt empty when he saw Dean leaving out of the bar, he didn't know why he left as well, he was having a blast and the crowd obviously loved him, he had gotten thrown various numbers, but he only wanted one, the emerald green eyed male behind the bar, Castiel would shake his thoughts out of his head, as he began to smile widely. Castiel was walking along the street heading towards the motel when he heard a door open and footsteps running up to him.
Michael would place a hand on Castiel's shoulder as he spun the male around, he wasn't about to let the male leave without asking if he wanted the job. Michael would breathe in nervously as he looked up at the dark haired male, taking in his figure, before nodding, definitely what he was looking for, he looked like an Angel and that's what Michael needed, Dean was the Demon, and now if he had his guy, he could get his idea set in motion.
Michael would stand back, as Castiel looked at him in confusion and tilted his head slightly. Was this guy going to speak to me? Castiel would think as he watched the stranger "Is there something you want?" Castiel would finally break the silence, he's voice was dark and thick; it was like he just woken up, this made Michael go eye wide as he bite his lip "um yes, I was wandering if you wanted a job?" Castiel would stand up straight as he thought, it could be good, getting a job, which Castiel needed and at a gay bar even better, he could stare at the green eyed male and mentally picture the things he could do to him, but better still Castiel could forget about Justin.
Seven years. That's how long Castiel and Justin have been together, seven long years of love and heartbreak. Sometimes they would have their arguments and call it off but in the end they both would get back together, Castiel believed he found his soul mate, he believed in that kind of thing. Castiel was in their apartment, it was small, one bedroom, one bathroom, a kitchen and a living room, Castiel had brought it for them both, knowing that he would be with Justin for many years, his life he hoped.
Castiel was in the kitchen, brewing coffee as he felt a pair of strong arms around his waist, Justin had just woken up and he immediately, went and saw Castiel grabbing the shorter male by the waist and spinning him around, Justin was much taller than Castiel, while Castiel was 5'11, Justin was 6'1, Justin's skin was tanned, he got out, being a professional trainer could do that, with saying that Justin had a beautifully toned body, broad shoulders, Castiel would trail his hands down Justin's firm chest as he smiled looking up at the male's brown eyes, Castiel would occasionally glance along Justin's, high cheekbones and down his jaw line and in his opinion it was perfection, and then Justin collar bone was nice as well. Justin's hair was silky blonde hair, but it was naturally messy, Castiel didn't mind that at all. As Castiel ran his hands down the males hair, and on to his neck, gently resting his hands at the back of Justin's neck, Castiel would smile as he went on his tippy toes and pulled Justin down in a loving kiss, he would immediately feel Justin five a clock shadow, Castiel would 'hmm' is response waiting for Justin to kiss back, which never happened.
That should have been the first alarm bell, to ring though Castiel's mind but as he placed his feet back on the ground he would just smile, at the male before him, happy to be here in this moment with him. Justin would slightly smile at Castiel, something was up, but Castiel never asked, which he should of. Castiel went back to pouring two cups of coffee, as he passed a cup to Justin, Justin would take it and shake his head "I have to go Castiel" Justin's voice was low and middle toned but with a soft edge to it, now that should of sent another alarm bell but it didn't . Castiel would nod as he placed his cup down and gleefully walked over to Justin, standing in front of him. Justin would smile as he raffled Castiel's dark hair, before walking out of the apartment. Third alarm bell that Castiel brushed off, Castiel was only brushing it off because it was there seven year anniversary, and what he had in mind was perfect. Tonight he was going to propose.
It was about 12.57pm when Castiel decided to get dressed, he was wearing a black suit, his favourite tuxedo, and the exact one Justin had asked him out in years ago, even though it was though a text, which Castiel still had on his phone, it was his lock screen, Castiel would shake his head as, he gleefully walked over to the CD player, and took out Sara Bareilles album as he put it in the player and skipped to his favourite song, 'Love Song' it was his favourite because it was his and Justin's song, their song, Castiel couldn't stop smiling as the song started to play, he never got sick of this song no matter how many times he heard, or played it. Castiel would smile as the first verse started to play, he would squeal out in happiest as he danced around the room.
Castiel would notice the little romantic sticky notes that he insisted to frame and put up on the wall, Castiel would stop in from of them and read them over again, as he smile widen, Justin always wrote romantic notes to Castiel but for the last month Justin had stopped all of the sudden, as well as the other things he did for Castiel, like sending him a single rose every time Castiel went to work, riding their bikes though the forest and when Castiel would fall Justin wouldn't help Castiel up, they both used to always stare at the stars but that went out the window as well. Castiel would shake his head continued to dance around the apartment, he would gleefully walk into their room and walk to his bed side table, opening the drawer and revealing a little black box, as he picked it up and open it, and there it was the ring, Castiel was going to propose with to Justin, it was diamond ring, with a big diamond in the centre and two smaller ones on either side, of it, it was silver as Castiel smiled, hearing the song replay, Castiel would jump in excitement as he pocket the box and walked out into the living area.
Castiel would walk over to the cardboard and open it grabbing a white cloth and walking back to the table spreading it across the two seater table as he continued to smile, carefully he would smooth out the wrinkles that were there. Castiel would walk back to the cardboard and grab the three tier candle holder, which he had polished the previous night, Castiel would walk back to the table and place the holder in the centre of it. Castiel would squeal again as he walked back to the cardboard and grabbed three red candles and the red roses he had hidden, he would walk back and place the roses down gently as he smiled. Castiel would take the red candles and place them firmly into the holders; Castiel would look at the clock on the wall and smile again. Justin should be home soon, it was 4.09pm Justin would finish work at 4.30pm, Castiel would nod as he walked into the bathroom and readjusted his blue tie and washed his teeth, before looking into the mirror. Castiel would look at himself for a second "you're about to purpose to the one you love Castiel! You're finally doing it!!" Castiel smile would widen as he dashed out of the bathroom and into the kitchen grabbing the cutlery and placing them in on the table as he looked at the table once again.
Castiel would be in the kitchen preparing Linguine Carbonara, as he smiled more seeing the time 5.16pm Justin must have been working late, he shouldn't be long now by the time he gets home dinner should be ready. Castiel would nod as he continued to cook the meal for them, he would still be listening to their song as he blasted though the room, Castiel smile would widen, as he checked the time again 5.44pm where is he? Castiel would slightly lose his smile as he continued to cook. After a few moments he would grab two plates and evenly and neatly place the Carbonara on to the plates, before grabbing Justin's plate and walking over to the table, removing the roses and gently resting the plate on the table, Castiel would place the flowers next to the plate making sure they weren't touching the food, as he walked back to his plate and placed it in front of his chair. Any moment now Justin should walk through the door, Castiel would mentally tell himself as he smiled again.
It was 7.38pm when Justin finally decided to call Castiel; Castiel would reach for his phone and look at the user 'Justin' Castiel frown would instantly turn into a smile as he answered the phone call. There was a heavy sigh "Hello Castiel." "Hey babe? Where are you? I'm worried sick" Castiel would say in concern as he smile widen at Justin's voice. There was a voice in the background and Justin would instantly hush her.
Castiel would frown again as Justin's middle pitched voice returned "We need to talk. Castiel it isn't you, don't think for a second that it's you, I have just found someone else, I just needed to tell you, before anything had gotten more serious between us." Justin would take a breath in "Castiel I'm breaking up with you, I just haven't felt the same, in months, but I didn't want to break your heart back than and then I met someone and she's amazing. Castiel I am very sorry, for putting you though this especially on our anniversary. Castiel I hope you find happiest, because I have...." The phone would click and Justin would have hanged up.
Castiel's phone would slip from his hands, as he began to tremble; he was already in tears as he looked at the table, with the last flicker of flames burned away. He would look at his phone again, and pick it up, as he ran into their room and grabbed his suitcase, checking in whatever clothes and things he could. He would walk over to his bed side and pocket his wallet, grabbing his keys to his car, and taking the apartments key off, Castiel would pick up his suitcase and walk into the kitchen placing the key down, as he walked over to the door, leaving their song blasting in the distance.
That was the last time he saw anyone from his home town, and more importantly how he got to Lawrence. Michael would be staring at Castiel as he cleared his throat unsure if the male had heard him "So did you want the job? Because you're great! Even could teach Dean a thing or two, when he gets back?" Michael would stare at Castiel.
Castiel found himself nodding though "I would love too. My name is Castiel" "Castiel. Nice to meet you, I'm Michael I run Heaven to Hell. Could you come in tomorrow for me please?" Castiel would nod again "excellent I will see you at noon"
Michael would nod as he turned around and walked off leaving Castiel standing there, shortly after it would begin to rain, heavily which just made Castiel worse, rain reminded him of Justin and their passionate kisses they shared.