Ari. P.o.v
Hindi ko maintindihan..saan ako nagkulang.. Did i miss something!? I dont think so.. I give her everything.. Yet she choose to let go. I didnt think it hurts this much. Im hurting deeply inside.my heart is screaming in pain.
. I warn you from the very start didnt I!? - mind
Hindi ko kaya im breaking down..i got away..i need to breath ..so here i am the place where my happiness and sadness starts.
.palawan..
Maghapon na akong na akong nakatanga lang sa karagatan ..naiingit ako sa calmness nya coz here inside me im battling my own stormy feelings...
Kahit mga luha sa mata ko hindi mapigilan ng kagandahan ng kapaligiran .Before i love to see this kind of place it calms me down and give inspiration to live.
Pero ngayon parang black and white sila lahat at ang nakakatawa pa dun naka mute pa im literaly..crushing inside...ayoko ng umiyak ginusto ko to...its ok to cry at first because those tears are worth it.
- pusong higad
Yeah she is worth everything.. Yun lang im worth nothing to her.. Naiiyak na naman ako..
Will you stop it aria athena ..madedehydrate kna !!- mind
Tapos may walang puso pang pag kumakanta...
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start..
Kahit naiiyak ako eh.. Pilit kong hinanap yung kumakanta...
At ayun siya nakaupo habang nakayuko at naka headphone feelingera na sa kanya lang ang lugar kung makapag emote....
Nilapitan ko siya...
Miss.. Excuse me can you tone it down.. Hindi lang ikaw ang tao dito
..im a little harsh i know.. I cant help it ito siguro nagagawa ng depress..
Tumingala siya...
Im shock...para pa ngang nakalimutan kong huminga eh.. O.a much??? Nah.. Anyone could be shock if you ever encounter again you first lover......
Eris!!! Aya!!!! Duet namin ..i cant believe after 2years she's here again in flesh
Eris Astrea Hermione, is that really you!?
She giggle..
Yes right here in flesh.. Ms.Aria Athena Dela vega...
She stand up and hug me.. Eris is my first lover siya ang nagpakilala sa akin sa mundo ng mga same sex relationship. We are in Senior high nung mag out kami sa pamilya namen since like alex were three are best buddies and childhood friend but unlike alex..my loved for her was beyond friendship..and it turned out that the feeling is mutual..you know typical teenagers with raging hormones. Kaya naging kami.our relationship last until gradation since sa ibang bansa daw siya mag aaral and we both young to face long distance relationship..so even if it hurts like hell we broke up and decided to remain friends like we used to before.but then during 2nd yr college. we lost contact to her kahit si alex hindi na siya ma contact. So the rest is history until now..grabe na miss ko siya ..matutuwa si alex kapag nalaman nya to..hahaha
Teka..why are you here!?
at saka kelan ka pa nasa pinas..na babaita ka!?
Whoa chill ...aya..
Yeah right aya..she called me that coz she dumb to pronounce aria. So aya it is..hayaan na..shunga din eh hahaha..
Haler...aya nakikinig ka ba?!
Sabay batok -_-
Aray.!?. Eris sadista ka pa din..pla...
She smirk..
Why are you here!? Nga pla
Tsk ulit ulet!??? Kung nakikinig ka kasi knina at hindi---
Oo na oo na.!,baket nga dami sabi eh
naku sermon 101 na naman uwi neto eh.. Buti nandito siya
.nakakalimutan ko kahit papano ang puso kong suicidal mode na.
Huu dami mo alam..
She sigh....
Im here to heal my broken heart.
She whisper na parang maiiyak na.
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Whuat!????? Ang tagal mong nawala tapos babalik ng walang pasabi tapos ngayon sasabhin mo broken hearted ka din!???? Ano kashungahan na naman ang pinasok mo eris astrea!???
She gave me death glare...before to say the forbidden words.
Im in love.and not loved back so here i am....she cried...i hugged her even we broke up she never cried like this... So i bet talagang natamaan siya ng gintong palaso ni kupido...enebe naman cupid..trip mo ba kaming magkakaibigan this year at kami naging target mo!???
Sssshh..... Tahan na..tara sa suite ko pag usapan naten..papapakin ng lamok ang yummy bodies naten..haha
Bumitaw siya walang paalam kinuha yung laylayan ng tshirt ko nagpunas ng luha sabay suminga sa precious t-shirt ko..oh me god..indeed she is eris the careless. I rolled my eyes..pagbigyan na at baka magpakalunod pa to sa dagat kapag nag complain ako...
Nakarating kami sa hotel na tinutuluyan ko pero dumaan muna kami sa hotel nya kinuha mga gamit nya at mag out na daw siya at makikituloy sakin..sayang daw pera nya eh..juice colored di ko nasabi kuripot po siyang tunay-_-
Pagpasok sa room walang manners siyang nahiga sa kama..
Hai nakakapagod...tulog muna ko aya...antok na ko ..kahapon pa ko gising eh...
Tamo to..kadiri eh.
Hoi.. Bata bangon jan at mag half bath ..ang baho mo..kaya.
She glare and pout at me..
How cute ..pero walang effect yan mas di ko keri na makatabi siyang yun pa din ang suot. Eh if i know.eh sabi nya p kahapon pa siya walang tulog so..24 hrs na nyang suot yon eeeewwww..
Grabe tong babaita na to..brokenhearted din naman ako wah pero di ko nakalimutan maligo...malay mo dumating siya at narealize na nyang mahal nya ko..e di atleast mabango ko..kuu umayos ka aria...gang ngayon siya pa din... FYI hindi ka namimis non at mas lalong hindi ka mahal..face it....
Naiiyak na naman ako ng maramdaman ko ulit yung familiar pain na naramdaman ko mula nung araw na..namatay yung puso ko sa confession nya.
Aya..why are you crying.??..sabi nyang nag aalala habang hawak yung pisngi ko dahil sa mga luhang laging present lumabas everytime na maiisip ko siya.
H-ha ah..wala im fine..mag shower. Ka na muna..at mamahinga muna tayo.
Bukas naten pag usapan. Tong mga love problem naten.
I said as i forcing myself to show a fake smile to her..hoping maniwala siya that im fine.
Your not fine..and yeah usap tayo bukas...luh mind reader pa din tsk
Sabi nya sabay punta sa banyo.
Hai..bukas is a long confession.for both of us . But i feel fine..knowing i already have someone there to listen to my never ending heartache
..saka pag paplanuhan pa namin isalvage yung walang pusong nag paiyak sa kanya...naku that girl must be one hell of a goddess in beauty and attitude.
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