Louis's P.O.V
"We're going to be okay." I told her.
Hopefully we will be.
She was looking at me but not really. Is she space out or something?
I waved my hand in front of her.
She snapped out of it. "What?"
"Nothing you were spaced out." I'm really worried.
"Oh. Okay." She looked like she was going to cry again.
"No.no.no. Don't cry. Please don't cry. I hate it when you do." I slowly wrapped her in a hug so I wouldn't hurt her.
"I-I I'm s-sorry." She stuttered. Too late. She's crying.
"Shh It's okay. Just- here lay down." She defiantly needs to rest.
I'm worried. Like a horrible fear i eating my from the inside out!
I mean The thing is she's so much lighter than last time I picked her up.
Not that she was heavy before. She's just too light like-
*sigh*
I don't know.
But Her side.
It said my name.
How the hell did i get so fucked up I ignored her!
She needed me.
She got up and under the covers.
I went and turned the lights off being careful not to step on the broken glass. i closed the curtains and I sat beside her, she grabbed my hand.
My heart raced.
Calm down!
"Thank you Louis." Her eyes glimmered in the dim lighting that the windows were causing.
I smiled. I got up to leave. But then I remembered the glass by the door. I'll clean that up. Then I'll go.
I felt my hand be pulled back.
I looked at her.
"Stay with me?"
I smiled. "Of course."
I got under the covers and she put her head on my chest and her arm over my stomach she pulled at my side pulling her closer. I wrapped my arm around her shoulders.
Honestly I could get used to this.
Kelly's P.O.V
"Of course." He smiled at me and got under the covers.
I laid my head on his chest and wrapped my arm around his stomach. I felt his arm on my shoulder.
I love this.
But it's probably just a dream.
Just like before.
Louis started singing softly.
Just like old times.
"The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find" I felt my eyelids getting heavy. He's singing it slower and softer than it actually is. I hate it when people do that. But with this. It sounds so beautiful.
"This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh" this song describes my situation perfectly.
"But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind?
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true."
I let darkness engulf me slowly losing the sound of Louis voice.
Louis's P.O.V
I knew she was asleep by the soft snoring I heard.
That's so cute.
I sung that song because I know it's her favorite.
Also it sort of describes how I feel you know.
I ran my fingers through her hair.
I saw a little of the gauze peeking out from under my sweatshirt she's wearing.
Why did she do that?
I didn't know how much it actually hurt her.
I mean, I never meant to hurt her like that.
I guess I had to know I was hurting her but I would've never guessed that she would do that.
Wait what happened to jamie?
Is she still with that prick?
God I hope not.
He always would tell me to stay away from her or he would hurt me.
I wasn't scared but I should've been. He was literally like 3 times my size, but I never was afraid.
My phone buzzed from my pocket.
Shit.
I slowly pulled it up making sure not to wake kelly.
Text.
From: HAZZALUVSU!!!
'Hey where are you? You were supposed to meet me at the studio.'
'Sorry mate. Had something I had to take care of.'
'You okay?'
'Yeah I'm fine.'
'We all miss you!'
'How you know? You're not with them. Are you?'
'No. I'm guessing they do though:)'
'Aww. Luv ya haz!'
'U2 boobear! Gotta go Gemma's yelling at me.'
'K bye!!!'
I stuck my phone back into my pocket and tried to relax.
Tried not to think.
Tried not to cry.
Not to freak out.
Not to break.
At least not here.
Not now.