The truth is that i can be antisocial, take that back, i am. I don't like big huge crowds because i don't trust people. I could go into all the gory details of why, but I know people don't give two shits. Plus it's life story to tell.
You ever had that one friend who you knew you could trust, but they still go to other people to spill the beans about what you told them. They say because they wanted "to get good advice" for you. I don't know, it just seems that your getting advice has now made me everybody's gossip story. Opps. NOT.
I feel like i am in a cage that nobody sees but everybody feels. The door is locked and anybody could open it, but they don't. They don't see me for who i am because they love being blinded. Its like The Giver. Everybody sees black and white, until someone dares to be different. I talk strange and i know i seem like i am ... hell i know i am. I just want somebody to actually care.