Annie;
The rest of the day is a blur, people come, Mary Kate, nonnie, katie, Sydney, bella, even liv, who poured her heart out asking me and katie for forgiveness. I lay in daddy's arms most of the day as they discuss funeral plans. "The fans were such a big part of his life, what if we vlogged it?" Nonnie suggests. I move from daddy's lap as they begin to talk about doing a live stream. I walk downstairs, right now everyone's in Haley's room, so I walk to his room. The door squeaks as I slowly push it open, his things lay just as they always have been, his baseball and mit is thrown on his couch, clothes pile over in the hamper, his baseball hat hangs on the same hook it always does, I slowly walk across the room and slide it on my head. Then I have a sudden idea, I pull his closet open to reveal a light blue baseball jersey, I pull it on over my Leo and walk back upstairs.
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( sad chapter ik, but this is how I imagine things going after he dies )