SEOK JIN'S P.O.V:
I was silently staring at our Math teacher while she's discussing our lesson for this day. I wasn't really listening. I'm not interested and I never was and never will. I don't like school. I hate studying. Yeah, I've always hated studying. Oh! Maybe except when I was in elementary school. I was such a goody-goody lil boy back then. I always study. I always do my school activities, homework, projects and all. I always get high scores(almost perfect score) during exams. But when I was in seventh grade, everything has changed. As in really! I started to hate school for some reasons. I always ditch class, or sleep during class. Or when I'm really not in good mood, I'll just stay in my bed as much as I want. Or I'll just go and meet my friends and have fun activities with them. But then, I met Suzy. And started to somehow develop some feelings for her. Or I'll just say that I really started to develop this strong feelings for her. And as much as I hate school, I have no choice but to attend to my classes, 'cause I definitely know that she'll not like it if her boyfriend's always ditching class, right? And besides, I always wanted to see her, and be with her, almost all the time. So I guess, I really have no choice.
So I was sitting here, cupping my chin with my left hand, while my elbow was resting on my desk. And other hand's holding my pen and busy tapping the book that's widely opened on my desk. I'm getting bored to the point that I just want to start running out of this oh so boring room. But when I heard the bell rang, it's like my ass was glued to my seat. My knees were like jellies and I can't bring myself to stand. Maybe because it's lunch break now. And that means, I'll be seeing Suzy somewhere in the school cafeteria. It's not that I'm avoiding her. I just don't know how I'm going to face her or what to say to her after what happened yesterday.
Hey! You're still my girlfriend right? You didn't break up with me so I guess we're still together. And oh! Just forget what happened yesterday.
Yeah! As if I'm gonna say that.
She really didn't break up with me. She didn't say anything. But honestly, I'm bothered about that. What if she wants some space? What if she's mad at me? What if she really wants to break up with me but she can't bring herself to do so? I'm so much aware that I did hurt her. But I'm hurt too. And I don't know anymore what to do. Do I have to apologize again? Do I have to beg her not to break up with me? Cause hell! My life will be miserable without her.
I almost fell out of my seat out of surprise when I felt someone placed his hand on my shoulder. I looked up just to see these three idiots standing at my right side. You can see the amusement in their faces. Oh! So they are my friends.
"Daydreaming huh?", Namjoon grinned at me while the other two were laughing. I just rolled my eyes at them and looked away.
"Hoy! Ano'ng nangyari sa'yo?", Hoseok punched me playfully on my shoulder.
"Ouch!", I made sure that irritation and annoyance were evident in my tone as I threw my death glare at him.
"Oh! It speaks!", he commented jokingly which earned laughter from the other two. And of course he's laughing too. I watched them while they're laughing their asses off, hoping that they'll notice that I'm pissed off here. I want to stuff their mouths with rocks right now. "Ang OA mo huh! Ang hina lang kaya nun!", he continued. "Bakit ba ang init ng ulo mo? Meron ka ngayon no?", he teased. And again, they started laughing.
He's right. What he said was right. I mean, hindi naman lahat. Nung sinabi nyang ang OA ko, that was true. Hindi naman kasi talaga masakit yun. That was nothing. But the fact na sinuntok nya ako, kahit parang wala lang yun, nainis na ako. Mainit nga ang ulo ko. Pero nung sinabi nya na meron ako, that was fvcking insane! I know na alam nyo kung ano'ng tinutukoy nya. Sinong lalaki ang magkakaroon?!
"Ano bang kelangan nyo sa'kin?", I asked, scratching my neck in annoyance.
"Hanggang kelan mo ba balak umupo dyan?", Yoongi asked me. He sounds annoyed as well. "Ano'ng hinihintay mo? Pasko?", he let out a chuckle and faced Namjoon just to give him a high five.
Pasko? Not bad. Ilang araw nalang din naman, pasko na.
I looked around and examined the room only to find out that we're the only people here. I looked at them and there they were, giving me those stern looks with their arms crossed over their chests. As if they're telling me to move my ass out of here before they eat me alive. Yeah! It's lunch break and I bet they're all hungry. And sure you don't wanna deal with these three when they are because believe me, they're scary as hell! Even me, Kim Seok Jin, gets scared at them. They would literally chop you into pieces and eat you. Or worse, they'll just eat you whole.
I quickly took my stuff and threw them inside my bag. I glanced at them before I stood up and hurried my way outside this room. They're following me.
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"Si Suzy yun diba?", Namjoon asked, pointing at someone. And he's right. That was Suzy, with her friends. I'm pretty sure that they're heading to the school cafeteria as well. "Su---", He was about to call her but I immediately covered his mouth with my hand. I'm not yet ready to face her. He slapped my hand and removed it from his mouth. "The hell?!", he furrowed.
"Don't call her.", I said under my breath as I focused my eyes on my shoes. Then there's silence. I was walking when I bumped into someone. Well, I wasn't really looking cause like I said, I was busy staring at my shoes. I looked up and got curious when I saw them blocking my way, Namjoon, Yoongi and Hoseok. What's wrong with these people? "What?", I narrowed my eyes at them.
"Explain.", They're staring at me like I did something wrong? What have I done? I haven't stole Namjoon's favorite hello kitty boxer shorts. Or ate the cupcakes that Hoseok's girlfriend made for him(doesn't tastes good though). I didn't even told anyone about Yoongi's mole on his butt. So what did I do?
"Huh?", was all I can say.
"What's going on between you two? Did you have a fight?", Yoongi crossed his arms over his chest and the two were nodding.
"No! It's nothing.", I muttered.
"Nothing? Really?", Hoseok took a step closer to me. I gulped.
"Yeah. Really.", I looked down, trying to hide my face from their prying eyes.
"I know you're such a good liar, Seok Jin. But right now, you suck!", I was surprised at what Namjoom just said. These guys really know me.
I let out a long sigh before narrating what happened yesterday. They told me not to be a pussy and man up. I tried to protest but what can I do? Two is better than one. What more if three?
"Suzy", I approached her at the school cafeteria's counter.
"Hey!", she gave me a very warm smile. I can't help but smile back at her.
They're staring at us, my friends and hers. I'm getting more and more nervous.
"Uhm...", I trailed. "...Can I-I borrow Suzy for a second? I just have s-something to t-t-tell her.", I stuttered. Darn this tongue. I saw Suzy narrowed her eyes in confusion. I averted my eyes to Ji Eun. She smiled.
"Sure! She's all yours!", She chirped pushing Suzy towards my direction. I smiled at them and mouthed 'thanks' before leading Suzy to the part of cafeteria with less people.
I stopped walking and leaned my back on the wall behind me, shoving my hands inside my pocket. I can't look straight to her. I was busy swaying my foot at staring at it.
"So?", She was standing right in front of me, obviously waiting for me to speak up.
"Uhm...I...", I trailed. What am I going to say? "I-i'm sorry. About yesterday. Sorry kung nasaktan kita. I was stupid. I planned it, yes. But like what I've told you, dati yun. I'm serious now. My feelings for you...I---", I immediately stopped when I felt her hand holding my arm. I stared at her to examine her face. She smiled at me. I gulped, an audible one. I took my hand out from my pocket and held hers. "Sorry.", I muttered.
"It's okay. I already told you right? And gaya nga ng sinabi mo, dati yun. So let's just forget that. I don't really mind. We're cool. So don't worry okay? Everything's good.", she pressed my hand and smiled. I'm so freaking in love with this girl. I'll definitely kill just to see her smile like that.
"And...", she didn't continue.
"And what?", I asked, narrowing my eyes at her.
"And I'm hungry. So I suggest, we must eat. Your treat.", she laughed. That laugh! I'm so loving it.
"Sure!", I joined her laughing. I wrapped my hand around her shoulder, drawing her closer to me, as we walk to the counter to order our foods.
We had a nice time together eating our lunch. I was still thinking about 'that' but she's acting like nothing happened. She's in her usual self right now. The bubbly, talkative and free-spirited Suzy that I know. Somehow I feel more guilty because of that. But I also like the fact that she's happy, smiling and laughing. That's all I want for her.
To be happy.
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