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WARNING : Don't expect too much on this chapter. Minadali at hindi pinagisipan. Ngayon lang tinayp. AS IN.
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[19] Akala ko...
After namin magusap ni Alex..
I immediately make my way through Drew's house. It's been a month...
Yep. A month since.. Alex's.. Yeah. Alex finally get over with his crazy obsession of his..
At eto ang nangyari... A month ago..
~ Flashback [Alex's POV] ~
Paikot ikot sa isip ko ung sinabi ni Ate..
".....When we know things are not meant for us to have. Learn to let go, it doesn't mean that we're weak. It shows how strong we are becasue we can resist the urge of wanting them if we're not supposed to in the first place....."
"I guess.. This is it.." I said as I dial AMY's number..
~~
<< Hello?
>> Can we talk?
<< Hmm.. Aren't we?
>> I mean. In person..
<< Oh.. Howkay. Where do you wanna meet up?
>> Aunt's Kelli's Ice Cream Parlor.. Is that okay with you?
<< Sure..
~~
Then she hunged up..
Alam ko na.. At sigurado na ako sa gagawin ko...Hindi ko sasabihin na.."...I don't wanna make decisions that I will regret in the end.." AYOKO sabihin yan...
Kasi..
I don't wanna let AMY suffer because of her decision of being with me, but ended up regretting it..
Alam ko namang hindi ako kayang mahalin ..
Heto na ako ngayon at nakaupo sa may doubles na upuan hinihintay si AMY..
Hanggang..
Nagchime ung wind chime sa may pinto..
Napatingin ako..
She smiled... I will miss that.. Though it's not meant for me to..
"Hi. ^___^" She smiled and she instantly pulled me into a hug..
"Late as always.." sabi ko while setting down..
"Sorry.. *pout*"
"Tsk. How cute.." sabi ko then ginulo ko buhok nya..
"So, anong naisip mo at inaya mo ko dito sa favorite kong place ^o^"
I straightened up..
"First of all.. Gusto ko magapologize.."
"huh? Baket?"
"Pwedeng-----"
"Maam, sir.. Here's your order.." biglang epal naman ung waitress..
I grabbed the two plastic bags then..
"Uy.. San tayo pupunta?"
"To the place..you never been to..*smiles*"
"Oh.. Okay.."
At sumakay na kami sa kotse ko at... Nagdrive ako nang nagdrive.. HIndi naman sya kumikibo..
Tapos..
Huminto na ako..
"WOAH!!" sabi nya at biglang lumabas nang car..
"WaaaaaaaaaH! ANG COOOOOOOOOL!!" sabi n
Andito kami ngayon sa isang cliff malapit sa my river valley..
This place is very special to me..
"Teka..Bak-May dumie ba ako sa mukha?" sabay hawak pa sa mukha nya..
"No.. None.. It's spotless.."
"E why are you staring.."
"*I williss you.." bulong ko..
"What?" tapos lumapit sya sakin..
I ust hugged her..
I'm not gay.. but I'm crying right now..
I can't afford to loose this girl.. So siguro kahit...FRIENDS pwede pa?
"Te-teka? Drew? Are you okay?"
Tapos she pulled back..
"TEkA? BAKIT ?!" sabi nya tapos pinunasan nya ung mukha ko..
"I'm setting you free.." sabi nya.. " I do.."
Napatakip nalang sya nang bibig..
"Wh-what are you saying?"
"I know. It sucks.. Ha-ha-ha.. I'm not happy being with you.." sabi ko.. still crying..
"Wait? What do you mean?!"
"I can't afford to have you at your worst.. Hindi ko alam pero.. Mahal kita at alam mo yon..Pero, alam ko at alam mo na mas magtatagal tayo don.."
Masakit.. Kahit masakit. Kakayanin ko para kay AMY..
Okay naman na siguro kahit FRIENDS lang kami diba?
Pssh. Para rin naman samin 'to e.. Tatanggapin ko nalang..
Niyakap ko lang sya... at umalis narin.
~ End of Flashback & ALex POV ~
AMY's POV
Nang marinig ko un kay Alex..
Hindi ko alam.. pero nasasaktan ako na makita syang nasasaktan dahil sakin..
Hindi ko naman kasi sya masisi kung bakit sa dami naman kasi nang babae e ako pa ang minahal nya diba?
Pero.. I can't afford to lose such a good friend like him.. I can't and I DONT WANNA.
Niyakap nya at lang ako at kiniss sa ulo tapos.. He walked away..
Pero bago pa sya makalayo..
He looked back., smiled, and said..
"..Sabihin mo lang sakin kapag sinaktan ka ni Drew. I swear to the RiverStyx. I'll kill him..*smiles*"
Alam ko kahit sa mga ngiti nya.. MAY SAKIT at sadness na kasama..
Nasasaktan talaga ako.. It feels like..
I can feel his pain.. I can feel that he's in pain right now..
So ngayon.. Para naman di masayang ang effort ni Alex..
This is it..
Pupuntahan ko na si Drew sa bahay nila para makipag bati ^____^
I miss my BabyD..
I miss watching Barney with him.. :">
I miss his dishes..
I miss everything about him :">
So here I am..
Nasa harap nang bahay nung bahay nila Drew..
Nagdoorbell ako..
???
Walang sumasagot?
Nasan kaya si Manang? Baka nagleave?
"Ay.! Bukas ung gate?" sabi ko tapos pumasok ako sa loob..
"Drew?" sigaw ko sa loob..
"Drew?"
Hanggang nakaakyat nako sa hagdan at makarating sa kwarto nya..
I slightly open the Door..
TO MY SURPRISE..
"Drew, I mi------ WHAT THE EFF?!"
O___O Ako
( -3-)(0_0) Babae at si Drew..
T__T Ano to?!
Bakit ganuto?!
CRY.
Yan lang ang gusto ko gawin dahil sa nakita ko..
:(
Nakakains ka talaga SAM ANDREW GABRIEL! >.<
Ako nagpapakahirap to get rid of Alex..
THEN THIS!?
Ito agad masasaksihan ko?!
What the fckin' hell is happening?!
Masakit e :(
Nakakainis..
Ung pakiramadam ko kanina..
Parang...
Ung bagong rewrite ko na lecture e biglang namali ako nang sulat.. at dahil sa pagkakamali nayon.. I HAVE TO WRITE it over and over again..
Yan ung nararamdaman ko.. Parang.. Nanghihinayang na naiinis?
"AMY!!"
Lumakad lang ako..
"ANN MARIE MEDINA YU!! YOU STOP RIGHT THERE!!" sigaw nya..
Pero tuloy tuloy parin ako..
AT..
"OW!" sabi ko pano bigla nya ko hinigit sa wrist..
Pagharap ko..
*Slllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaappppppppppppppp*!!
Sinamapal ko si Drew.. :(
Oo, sinampal ko sya.. Sorry.
He was dumbfounded nakatingin lang sya sakin..
Naglakad na ulit ako..
Ayoko nang
ganito.. :(
Akala ko okay na ang lahat..
Akala ko magkakaayos na kami ni Drew..
Lahat nang yon...
AKALA KO LANG PALA..