"It was just a joke, I kinda wanted Chris' attention but I was too afraid. So I decided to go for you, and I knew you would tell Chris about the messages. I thought if I made them cute, and Chris saw them, he would see what a good person I am," he rambled.
I listened, taking it all in. I was shocked, but happy that he actually does like Chris.
I was feeling lots of emotions. Anger that he mixed with my emotions, sadness that it was all a joke and no one loves me, happiness because he likes Chris. Everything really.
"It turned into something more. I started getting feelings, but because I imagined myself texting Chris, I fell for him. I'm sorry for messing you around Phil, it was in the spur of the moment and I panicked. Then when it happened I couldn't take it back," he said.