It actually hurts when they say "I love you"
It actually turns me inside out when they say "no really, it's true"
When you've been hit all your life, and you can no longer feel
You cry,
when you have no sense of their touch, could it actually be real?
It actually hurts when they say "don't worry"
It actually flips me upside down when they say "see, easy peasy"
All you know how to do is fret
And everything bad is so hard to forget.
It actually hurt when they said "you don't love me "
It actually extinguished my soul when they said "I guess now you can be free"
Don't they know?
The only reason I still breathed was because of the love growing in the depths of my reality, transplanted by their hands?
Did I...I really failed at letting that show...??