Briana's POV
I woke up to someone shaking me to get up I knew I didn't have shool because it was Saturday, I said "what it's Saturday let me sleep in."Dad said "nope your coming with me to the studio today." I said "ugh why." He said "oh you know why." I got up and ran to the bathroom and puked in the toilet and said "ugh." I slowly took a shower and brushed my hair and put it in a mess bun then I brushed my teeth after that I got dressed in sweatpants and a t shirt I seriously didn't care what I looked liked then I headed downstairs I grabbed a apple then we left to go to the studio. We got to the studio and we walked in and I laid on the couch and goraned uncle louis said "what's wrong with you and how did your father get you up this earily on a Saturday?" I said "let's just say I'm not going to a club ever again and I've learned my leasson." He said "that's what you get for not listen." I glared at him then I said "I'll be back." I went outside and lite a cigaret I blew the smoke out and it felt good and of course while I was doing it Uncle Liam and aunt sophia came I quickly put it out by stepping on it before they could see sophia said "were you just smoking?" I lied and said "no." Uncle Liam rose a eyebrow at me and said "really because we saw you."I said "fine I was but please don't tell my dad I'll just get myself into more trouble than I'm in now." Aunt Sophia said "oh we won't but you will." I groaned and walked in with them, I sat on the couch with my arms crossed my dad came out and he asked "what did she do now." Aunt Sophia said "she'll tell you." He looked at me and I said "it's not that big of a deal and beside uncle louis and uncle liam do it too so I don't understand why he cares."He said "because I don't want you to do it do you know how bad it is for you?"Dad said "do what?"I said "smoke." He said "but you don't right?" He raised a eyebrow at me I said "yeah I do." He said "why you said you would never do any drugs because of Tom!!!"I said "I don't know I just wanted too okay."I didn't tell him the real reason because I didn't want him to know I was getting bullied again.He said "your grounded for another month."I said "but dad." He said "no buts and I better not see you smoking ever again got it."I said "I'm going to the bathroom and yeah I got it or can I not go to the bathroom either!!!!" He said "Brianna." I walked out the door and slamed it shut I ran to the bathroom and took out the liter and burned myself on my other side a couple of times it felt good.
After I was done I walked back to the studio and walked back in my dad said "Brianna that was really rude of you don't act like that ever and you know better."I said "I'm sorry."
Then paddy came in with lunch for us we ate after that we all headed back to mine and my dad's house we walked out of the studio and there were a bunch of fans and papz we walked out with our heads down we got to the car and headed to our house. Once we got there I got out of the car and went inside and I saw a magazine on the table with the caption Brianna styles drunken mistake. It was a picture if me with my shirt off on a strip pole I brought the magazine up into my room and hid it. I was so stupid why the hell did I do that I knew papz were there dam I'm stupid while I'm drunk. My dad and my uncles walked in and my dad said "Brianna Rose Styles get your sorry ass down here now!!!!" I knew I was in trouble now I walked downstairs and said "okay first let me explain I was drunk and it was a stupid mistake and it will never happen again I promise." He said "and I'll make sure of it your grounded for another month and your not allow to go to any more clubs got it?" I said "yes dad I got it."
Then I went up to my room and read the magazine I had up there, there was yet another article about Lucas with other girls and say I'm in depression which is not true at all I'm fine with him seeing other girls we're over.
Then it said that I was heartbroken over losing Lucas I laughed I was the total opposite of that I was happy I didn't have to deal with him anymore.
Then dad called me down for dinner I ate after I was done I went to take a shower and get my pjs then after that I did a couple more burns on my thighs now.
Then I put long pants on and a shirt for my pjs then I finished my homework. Then I read the book I have to read for school. At about 10 I went into the bathroom and brushed my teeth and hair after that I went over to my and fell right to sleep.