Martha's Pov
Langya, Bad trip na nga lang tapos ganito pa, haharang harang pa truck na toh.
Sam's Pov
Oh gosh. Naka beast mode na si bessie. Pagkatapos naming sundan si bessie at si Bruce hanggang dito sa parking lot I texted immedietly si Benj. Nako natatakot na ako, baka may mangyaring iba, kumuha na arin kami ng permit para magawa tong malaking event na toh. Pag hindi pa pinatawad ni Bessie si Benj. Nakoh! Parang effortless lang kami. Anyway lumabas na ng kotse si bessie. Hindi part of the plan pero ok na rin an lumabas siya para makita niya ng ayos ang mga nagaganap.
Matagal tagal na rin kami dito. Lumabas na rin kami nina Bruce. Hindi namin pinipigilan si bessie. at tinitingnan namin siya.
Martha's Pov
I was about to shout pero napansin ko bakita parang walang pake alam sina ate Sam na nadidito ang truck sa harapan namin. Tumingin ako sa kanila ng masama at nag pretend naman silang tatlong nag uusap ng seryoso: " Ano hindi kayo mag rereklamo?" sabi ko sa kanila. "Teh hayaan mo na, hindi naman tayo nagmamadali eh" sabi naman ni ate Sam. "Bruce, Daniel, agree kayo" tanong ko naman sa kanila. "Yep" sabay pa nilang sabi. hayy nako, ako hindi agree, naiinis ako sa pwestong ito. Maglalakad na sana ako palayo ng biglang may nagsalita.
"Paralyzed" (Big Time Rush, nickelodeon)
You, you walked into the room
On a Friday afternoon
That's when I saw you for the first time
And I was paralyzed...
Anong ginagawa niya dito? Anong kinakanta niya? Parang katulad lang noong una nga naming pag kikita...
I had a million things to say ....madami nga akong gustong malaman noon.
But none of them came out that day.. tama. Napapaiyak na ako sa mga giangawa niya ngayon.
'Cause I was never one of those guys
That always had the best lies
Time stopped ticking
My hands keep shaking
Naglalakad si Benj sa harapan ko. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko. Katulad ng pagkaka-kanta niya. YOU GOT ME TONGUE-TIED. I can't speak. Madaming bagay akong naiisip. About the kiss, about everything na nangyari. Iniisip ko na baka niloloko lang niya ako. Pinapaasa pero ano tong ginagawa niya..
And you don't even know that
I try to speak, but girl you got me tongue-tied
I try to breathe but I'm f-f-f-frozen inside
I try to move but I'm stuck in my shoes
You got me paralyzed, paralyzed, p-p-p-paralyzed
I see you walking, but all you do is pass me by
Can't even talk, cause words don't come into my mind
I'd make a move if I had the guts to
But I'm paralyzed, paralyzed, p-p-p-paralyzed
Now I learned a lot from my mistake
Never let a good thing slip away
I've had a lot of time to look back
And my only regret is
Not telling you what I was going through
But you didn't even know that
I try to speak but girl you got me tongue-tied
I try to breathe but I'm f-f-f-frozen inside
I try to move but I'm stuck in my shoes
You got me paralyzed, paralyzed, p-p-p-paralyzed...
After that song may lumapit na lalaki sa kanya at dala ang isang bouquet ng red roses. Three roses. A box of choccolate. Hindi ko na anapigilana ang sarili ko at napaluha na. Tiningnan ko si Ate sam, Daniel at Bruce. Nakangiti sila, si ate Sam naman nangingiyak na kaya napahawak na sa braso ni Daniel.
Tumingin ulit ako kay Benj, " Sorry, I know hindi ka pa naniniwala sa mga sasabihin ko. Pero, after ng party ng tita mo, I was really trying hard to talk to you. You really attract me. Iwanted to know you pero I couldn't. Martha, I just wanted to say sorry kung namis-understand mo lahat ng nangyari last time. Pero Ikaw..." tumigi8l siya at tumingin kay ate Sam na nginitian lang siya. " Pero ikaw ang mahal ko. I know masyado pang maagan pero.. totoong mahal kita. Pwede ba kitang ligawan?"
Lalong bumuhos ang mga luha ko. Tinanggap ko ang flowers at choccolate. I just nodded as an answer. Like ko siya eh, I think I have to trust him again and give him a chance. Hindi ko na ma-explain ang mga nararamdaman ko.
Napansin ko madami ng mga tao s apaligid namin. Mga kasing edad namin na kinikilig. Tumingin ako once again kay Benj na uumpisa na ng magiging theme song namin... Forevermore.. may forever nga talaga..
There are times
When I just want to look at your face
With the stars in the night
There are times
When I just want to feel your embrace
In the cold of the night
I just can't believe that you are mine now
[Chorus]
You were just a dream that I once knew
I never thought I would be right for you
I just can't compare you with
Anything in this world
You're all I need to be with forevermore
All those years I've longed to hold you in my arms
I've been dreaming of you
Every night,
I've been watching all the stars that fall down
Wishing you would be mine
I just can't believe that you were mine now
[Chorus]
You were just a dream that I once knew
I never thought I would be right for you
I just can't compare you with
Anything in this world
You're all I need to be with forevermore
Time and again
There are these changes that we cannot end
As sure as time keeps going on and on
My love for you will be forevermore
Wishing you would be mine
I just can't believe that you were mine now
You were just a dream that I once knew
I never thought I would be right for you
I just can't compare you with
Anything in this world
As endless as forever
Our love will stay together
You're all I need to be with forever more
(As endless as forever
Our love will stay together)
You're all I need
To be with forevermore...
At sumabay na rin ako sa pagkanta sa kanya.