bethanys pov:
"but i want the wedding to be before the baby comes, so we will need to plan it quickly!" i tried to make very clear, while talking to the wedding planner and derek while also eating a breakfast burrito, "alright well i think i can do that.." clara, the wedding planners british voice spoke, "alright well today is october 9th, so we have at least 7 and 1/2 months, but i dont want to be really big and so we would need to do it in like 4 months. and that means we need to have everything completely planned out by next month and i dont think we could do that." i spoke in a fast, serious, voice. derek grabbed my hand and squeezed it, knowing i was freaking out. i rubbed my face with my hands and let out a deep breath, "im sorry thats all i can deal with for today, i will see you tomorrow for lunch." me and derek stood up and walked to the car. i sat in the passenger seat and began to cry, "i can't do this all in 1 week, i cant plan basically our whole wedding in one week.." "i have faith in you baby, i know it will be beautiful, and i know you can do it!" derek encouraged.
one week later---
"2:56am" i sighed to my self, i rolled over and looked at derek, he was fast asleep and looked so peaceful, something i havent felt in a while. i began to feel a tight, sharp, pulling, feeling in my stomach..i clutched my stomach and groaned, the feeling soon passed, but i still felt dizzy. my stomach began to get shooting pains again, i let out a yelp and derek woke up from his deep sleep and looked at me in fear, "babe whats wrong?" i then felt a liquid substance running down my leg, i pulled the covers off me and saw that i was bleeding, i instantly knew something was wrong, derek looked down and saw the blood and immediately picked me up and ran me down the stairs and into the car he put me in the passenger seat and drove to the hospital as quickly as he could, he pulled up to the hospital and picked me up and carried me in, "help!! my fiance is pregnant and is bleeding.." derek yelled, all of a sudden all the nurses looked at us and ran to me, one grabbed me and put me on a stretcher, one started taking my vitals, one started pressing gently on my stomach, and then one got on the loud speaker and said "CODE PINK CODE PINK, WE HAVE A POSSIBLE MISCARRIAGE STAT" i looked over at derek and began to freak out, all of a sudden i got very tired and realized they gave me and anesthetic, i went right to sleep.
dereks pov:
we cant lose this baby, we love it so much already. i kept praying that the Lord would protect beth and the baby. "sir, we are about to do an ultra sound to see if the baby still has a heart beat," the nurse said bluntly. i nodded and stood by bethany, although she was asleep, i grabbed her hand and squeezed it. the nurse put the cold gel on beths stomach, and got the camera and rubbed it around her stomach. nothing. nothing was happening. absolutely nothing. what do i tell beth?? i cant be the one to tell her that she wont be having a kid anymore, i cant be the one to emotionally kill her. then my thoughts were interrupted by a little beating noise on the monitor, i looked over and saw the nurse smiling, "alright well it looks like your baby is well, turns out that your fiance was very stressed and that put stress on your baby, and while your baby was ok now, if she keeps being so stressed and not getting any sleep, the baby will not make it due to the stress being put on the uterus. please tell us when she wakes up!! you will need to inform her of everything, and make sure she isnt stressed." nurse emily said, "wait wait, we are planning a wedding, well basically she is planning the whole wedding, what are we going to do?? this whole wedding planning is stressful." i ranted to her, "she cant be planning this wedding anymore...this is what almost caused her miscarriage!" now we are going to have to find a wedding planner. this is going to kill her, she wants to plan her whole wedding. shes been planning her wedding since she was a little girl. this is going to crush her.
bethanys pov:
i woke up and looked around at the unfamiliar place, i saw derek and instantly remembered what happened.. "is our baby okay??" i cried out, he grabbed my hand and spoke, "yes, it is still alive and well, but you were so stressed that it hurt the baby, babe, you cant plan the wedding it is making you way to stressed and you are putting yourself and the baby in danger. you can still help with the details and all but nothing to big." he explained, i nodded trying to take everything all in, as long as our baby was ok, i would do anything.
later that day the released me and put me on bed rest for a week, oh god, what am i supposed to do for a week?? i sat in bed and looked down at my phone and decided to call sadie to see how she was doing...
phone conversation- S - sadie B- beth
S- hey boo
B- omg i miss you so much
S- i know yall need to come visit me
B- YES!! i havent seen you in forever
S- i know i can't believe you are having a baby!!
B- i know, we are so happy!!
S- alright well i have to go but i am definitely going to come see yall soon!!
end of conversation----
as i laid in bed still, all alone, and bored i begN to look at ideas for the babies nursery, i decided that if the babies room would be a light gray. if its a boy the accent color will be blue, but if its a girl the accent color will be hot pink. i continued to plan the babies room and was getting so excited about everything, even if we thought we weren't ready, this is happening, and we are just going to have to make the best of our situation and love this baby unconditionally until the day we die, and that is what i am planning on doing.
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HEY BABY LOVES!!! SO IM SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING MY GRANDMA IS IN THE HOSPITAL STILL AND A LOT HAS BEEN GOING ON BUT I WILL BE UPDATING MORE FREQUENTLY I PROMISE!! LOVE YALL!! VOTE VOTE VOTE!!!