A few hours later while I was cleaning out my closet making a little space for my baby I hear a couple of knocks downstairs so I walked out my room & made my way down the stairs so they knock more only this time a little bit faster
im coming I said while clenching the pain that just ran too the side of my stomach
I stood in front of the door "who is it?"
"its me ,its me diggy"
"what do you want ?!"isaid with an attitude
"babe please just open the door so so we can talk"he pleaded
I slung the door & stood on the threshold with my arms folded "what?!"
"bae im sorry for snapping out like that you earlier "
"uhm hum"
"come here"he said while grabbing me by the waist
he smelled like alcohol "eww have you been drinking?"
"yea a little"
"& youre driving ?!"
"im not drunk doe"
"i dont care you shouldnt be driving if you have liquor in your system "
he just stood there
"now go lay down "
"what about Ray ?"
"what about him "
"oh cool"he said while walking past me & up the stairs
I closed the door & went into the kitchen too get me some snacks for the night
Just as I was finna walk up the stairs the door bell rang again "im coming "i said as I sat the tray down on the little stand thingy
I opened the door & in came Ray pushing me up against the wall & kissing me roughly I couldnt help but kiss back
He pulled away "bae I just couldnt let go that easily "
We were still face too face , I looked over & there stood diggy at the top of the stairs with no shirt on mad asf
Ray then turned his attention in the direction I was looking & saw diggy "ohh so it was true ?"he said coldly
I let a few tears fall I really & truly didnt know who the hell I wanted I was so damn confused all I could do was cry
Ray was still standing in front of me said "Nene tell me that you dont love me & ill leave right now"
I turned my head
"tell me that you dont love me"
"i dont"i mumbled
I lied I didnt even believe that myself he turned to walk away until I grabbed his arm
"wait Ray what about the baby"
"if its mine ill take care of it "
"b-but it-it is "
"we'll see "he turned to leave again but I grabbed his arm once more
"Ray I need you"
he moved his arm back & walked away
I looked up at Diggy who was now wearing a shirt ,he walked straight past me
"where are you going?"
"im gone "he left me there full of emotions
I broke down in tears , I cried myself to sleep