Ian's POV
I know it isn't the answer. I've stopped for a few months, but my life is just going downhill. Cutting is the only way I could get out what was going on in my life. I can't help it. Always being compared about how Anthony is way better looking than I am, how I shouldn't even be a part of smosh, why I'm even on youtube, it can get to a person. Sometimes, self harm is just another dimension away from the bull shit. I wish there was another way to let it all out, but frankly, there wasn't.