Dan
"Best date ever!... Well, first date ever... But still, best date ever!" Lottie said after sipping her bubble tea.
We were sitting on the edge of one of the water fountains, in Trafalgar square.
"I had an awesome evening, Lottie" I replied as I finished my tea and put my empty cup beside me.
"So did I! And these bubble teas are delicious! I just love how the ball pops in your mouth, bursting with flavor! Kinda like you" Lottie said.
"Like me?" I said confused.
"Yeah, you're like the bubbles in my bubble tea! I looked at the bubbles when they handed it to me, and thought "I dont think I'll like this" but I tried it. And when I bit into my first bubble, it knocked me senseless! Full of so much love and flavor that I didn't need a second one!" She explained.
"Wow, you should be a poet or something, that was amazing!" I said.
"Like you" She tapped on my nose. "I honestly don't know how I lived without you, Dan Howell" She said after she kissed me softly.
Which kinda reminded me of-
Phil!
I pulled away and the checked the time.
20:59pm
Shit x64!
How long will it take to get there?
And Lottie won't let me leave since it's written into the book.
"Lottie, how do you fancy going to Crimsons house?" I asked.
"Why? We're on our date" She said.
"Yeah, I know. We'd still be on our date, I was just wondering how Crimson was... How about we bring her some bubble tea?"
"We're still on our date, right?" She said.
I nodded.
"Okay! Let's go" Lottie jumped off the edge of the water fountain.
Crimson
(A/N Warning! I think! Crappy smut ahead, but viewer descretion is advised! Xx)
Phil vigorously pushed me onto my bed, spreading my legs apart.
The yoga didn't help by the way.
I had just about put some music on, and 'Teenage dream' was playing for some reason.
Obviously, Phil didn't care for my music taste, because I didnt put it in the book.
Phil then straddled me-with our clothes still on- and slowly began to leave a road of kisses, starting with my face, down to my neck and the top of my breast where my dress started, skipping my torso and straight to my thighs.
"Your dress is getting in the way" he said in a low haunting way.
He flipped me over and unzipped my dress, taking my both parts to my underwear with it and pulling it down to my ankles.
What did I write for this part? I thought as I heard Phil take off his trousers.
Oh yeah...
"Holy Shit!" I screamed as Phil jammed his hard length into my ass.
Is this what it feels like to be torn apart?
Phil kept on going. In. Out. In. Out.
Until he came inside me as he melted behind me.
Maybe I shouldn't have gone through Pornography.
Once again, Phil turned me over, but to suck on my nipples.
I shivered as he blew icy cold air onto them.
Next he went further down, and kissed my center softly before starting to lick the folds.
How would I describe this? Heaven or Hell? I thought as I arched my back when Phils pace changed, going what felt like seventy miles per hour.
"God, Phil! Don't!" I moaned loudly as I gripped the bed sheets.
I obviously knew what was going to happen next as I wrote it. But when it did, I was so surprised.
Phil immediately swallowed as I inhaled and exhaled, Ready for the third and final round.
The song had changed now.
Starlight by Muse.
Great.
This song usually made me cry, and I didn't want to do that right now.
You electrify my life Matt sang.
Phil totally does.
Without him, my life would be so boring.
No one to follow on a Saturday.
No Dan.
Nothing to look forward to at school. Heck, I probably wouldn't have stayed friends with Lottie, Phil was one of the only things we share an interest in.
I don't know if its worth it anymore.
Maybe the way to Phil's heart isn't sex.
There is no way to Phil's heart, not for me anyway... This is Dan's man! What am I doing?
Phil, again slammed into me, making scream at the top of my lungs.
Why did I want this?
This isn't for me... Its not worth it anymore.
Yeah, Phils having sex with me, but not because he wants to... Is this rape?
And its not like its out of love. He'll never love me, he never can.
Phil said so himself "I'm in love with Dan Howell'
I just wanted to hold you in my arms.
That was all I wanted. For Phil to notice me, to be my friend, for me not to stalk him on Saturdays but actually be with him on a Saturday.
And somehow, I managed to almost kill one of my friends, Take the love of Phil's life away from him, drift away from my one and only best friend and force someone into having sex with me. For Phil.
Well, like I said, I had got what I wanted; but I didn't feel how I thought I would.
I panged back to reality and realized that Phil was worn out, and I was crying. Not because of Starlight, but because of me.
After the sex, I hadn't written anything else, so I wasn't surprised when Phil jolted up from my bed and screamed.
"Ahhh! What the Hell is going on? Why am I naked!? Why are you naked?! Why is Starlight playing?! How and when did I even get here? How-"
"Phil. Calm down, we had sex and-"
"I'm Leaving. I know what you've done with me! Youre a witch!' He pointed as he put on his underwear.
"Witch!!?" I said using the duvet to clothe me.
"Yes, witch! Dan told me you write on some weird app on your phone, and I saw what you wrote! And I couldn't do anything to stop it! I didn't believe him at first-"
"Phil?! Where are you going?" I said following him down the stairs, duvet still wrapped around me.
"Home, where I belong! You... No words can describe you!" He shouted before opening the front door and slamming it as he left.
I felt more tears appear and fall as I traveled back to my room, to hear 'Blame it on me'
Blame it on the night, don't blame it on me. John Newman sang.
But this time, it was definitely me to blame.
Dan
"And so Dan didn't feel like writing anymore, he had got everything that he could wish for, new friends, being reunited with his long lost boyfriend, and a school where he wasn't bullied.
Dan also learnt that although some things might need to be rushed, not everything does." I wrote into Wattpad as we were on the train to Crimson's.
"Who are you texting?" Lottie asked.
"No one, just taking notes" I shrugged.
"Well done Dan! You've finished the book! And I don't think you've used it to do anything bad, so you'll most probably be able to get into the Realm Of Paradise! Congrats!!!" Alex clapped behind Lottie.
Lottie showed no facial expression during his mini speech, so she obviously didn't acknowledge the fact that there was this floating guy behind her.
"I'll still be you're guardian, and feel free to call me if you need anything! Bye Daniel James Howell!" He waved before dissapearing.
The next stop was ours, and so we got off.
I didn't know what time sex finished, so as soon as we left the station, I began to power walk.
"Dan! Why are you so fast? I can't keep up with you!" Lottie huffed behind me.
That was the least of my problems.
I could now see Crimsons house... Was that Phil coming out of it?
"Phil!" I called, using the last of my energy to reach him.
"Dan!" He said hugging me.
I pulled back to see his face bright red, eyes small and puffy and waterfall like tears escaping from his eyes.
"C-crimson! She's a monster!" Phil said as Lottie finally caught up to us.
"Monster? You were at Crimsons house?" She said puzzled.
"S-she made me have sex w-with her!" He sobbed before I took him into my arms again.
"Phil, I'm sorry. I tried to make it but Crimson had Lottie and I occupied" I whispered as I rubbed his back.
"I'm sorry too, Phil. If I wasn't around then Dan would have been able to get there on time" Lottie cried as she joined the hug.
"Lottie, this isn't anyone's fault but Crimson's" Phil sniffed as we pulled back.
"Hey, do you wanna head to my house?" Lottie asked.
Phil nodded.