She's drowning,
Deeper and deeper-
Sucked underneath
Drowning without a way to die
There's no life in these lungs
I'm just breathing,
With my dead-heart beating
Gone too long and too far way
She longs for change,
But is untouched by time
Instead she drowns,
Over and over again.
It kills her inside
But doesn't kill her enough
This war in my mind, just far too tough.
Wanting to feel
Wanting to heal
Wanting for once-
To just feel real